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hello, i'm becky. I am one of the nicest girls you could ever meet. I just want to make everyone smile, and I sincerely get along with just about everyone that i cross paths with. I'm Sicilian, Polish, and a little bit Spanish, make what you want of it.
My eyes are brown. My birthday is November 1st. I'm a scorpio. I don’t like being called beck. Spinach artichoke dip is my favorite food. Raspberry iced tea from subway is the best drink out there. I like syrup on grilled cheese, and m&m's in my popcorn. I love to meet new people-anyone who can hold a halfway decent conversation will do since too many people don't know how these days. I'm terrible at returning phone calls. I hate liars, because I'm very honest. Maybe too honest. I make mistakes like everyone else, but I do my best to be a good person. I hate hurting people's feelings. Kissing is the BEST thing ever. I fall in love too easily, but I am TERRIFIED of being in a relationship. I'm a bit jaded, cynical, and detached to say the least, but somehow i'm still a hopeless romantic. I love to snuggle. i don't like perfection. it's boring. imperfections are what true perfection is all about.
I believe in good luck and bad luck, but in the end I think that most bad situations come from poor decision-making(which i have certainly had enough experience with). I hear that I am a pretty girl, but I don't see it most of the time. I’m uncomfortable with my weight. i'm sarcastic, and can be quite cynical at times. i think too much, and it drives me INSANE-sometimes i just want it to STOP so i can relax. I text message really fast and really often-it's pathetic. I'm lactose intolerant(i WILL NOT tolerate lactose haha). My favorite color is pink, or maybe it's green. Who the eff really cares anyway?!. I hate the sound of people eating bananas. I love animals. I have absolutely no control of the volume of my voice. My overfriendliness sometimes gets taken the wrong way. I am not athletic. I’m clumsy. I am driven by emotion, and not logic. I believe in soul mates, but I don't think we each have only one. I hate violence, but I can hold my own if the situation presents itself. I get hurt too easily. I take everything way too personal, and I am a classic overanalyzer(is that a word?). I talk ALOT, but i usually try to make it interesting, and i'm a good listener as well.
I will do just about anything for anyone if they need it. I think my nose is really cute. I think my little sister is so beautiful, and I love her more than anything in the whole world even tho she drives me NUTS. Piercings and tattoos are cool. I love to hear and see live music. My biggest fear is that I will never be enough for someone to REALLY love me. I think everyone I have ever really opened up to and cared for has turned their back on me, stabbed me in the back, or broken my heart. I'm intelligent, but also naive. I trust people too much too soon. I wear my heart on my sleeve for everyone to see. I am scared of being alone at night. I am very passionate about everything I say or do. I am a cinematic narcoleptic. Other people's happiness makes me smile. I love to laugh until my ribs ache and I feel like I am going to hurl. I love to learn new things and hear others' ideas. I like to talk to people about real things like family and sex and life. Things that make people FEEL something--don't talk to me about the weather. I want to counsel troubled teens. Or care for sick animals. Or both. I haven't quite made up my mind yet, so I work for UPS-SCS right now. Chuck Palahniuk is the shit. I love my camera phone a little too much.
If you want to love me, it needs to be for who I am, and with all of my many faults and imperfections. I believe if you truly are in love with someone, all of their imperfections and flaws suddenly become everything that makes them so perfect to you. I am sick of trying to be someone I'm not just to make someone else happy, and ultimately wind up miserable myself. I am far from perfect, but I actually LIKE who I am.