The Relationship Paradigm... |
There was a time when I believed in my heart of hearts that a committed relationship was the essence of contentment and happiness. Lately I'm not so sure. As I get older I find I'm questioning everyth...
Posted by J. on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 06:25:00 PST |
Nana: The Peaceful Transition... |
For those who offered their good wishes, blessings, and prayers, I have some bad news. Nana's recent test results came back. It's Cancer, and it's terminal. 3-6 months at best.
Invasive proc...
Posted by J. on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 08:49:00 PST |
Dark Hour... |
Severed emotion, darkness revealedEndless laughter amid all the tearsSadistic self inflicted twisted dreamsMasochistic serenity is never what it seems. Narcisistic wants and cannibalistic nee...
Posted by J. on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 09:42:00 PST |
Truth... |
I find myself reflecting on the years gone by, the painful, horrible reality of the bad times. I find myself wondering if the "...meant to happen for a reason" logic , I normally adopt as an answ...
Posted by J. on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 09:01:00 PST |
Thoughts and Prayers for Nana... |
My grandmother, the kindest, most considerate, selfless, angel of a woman I've ever known, is in the hospital this hour. The years have taken their toll on her, and the discovery of a CA-19 Enzyme ris...
Posted by J. on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 04:29:00 PST |
The Hatred... |
Engulfed in a sea of hatred for the ones who circumvent the kindness with a cold, dishonoring flair I find myself focusing on the one truth that exists at the core of it all... Hatred, brutal...
Posted by J. on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 07:09:00 PST |
Tool Concert: Sunrise, Florida 6/1/2007 |
Tool...
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Posted by J. on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 06:47:00 PST |
Dark Realization... |
Contemplation of the horrible truth permeates my thoughts this hour.Having stumbled into the dark acceptance of the degredation of my devotion I find myself saturated in the cold truth of it all.
One...
Posted by J. on Tue, 29 May 2007 12:56:00 PST |
Divinity... |
"The divine wrath is slow indeed in vengeance, but it makes up for its tardiness by the severity of the punishment" ~ Unknown
Posted by J. on Tue, 08 May 2007 09:28:00 PST |
Strength... |
"Scar tissue is stronger than regular tissue. Realize the strength, move on."
- Henry Rollins
;)
~ J.
Posted by J. on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 08:14:00 PST |
