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darling* lear

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About Me

I lie about my age, I'm terrible at returning phone calls, I hate cooking although not bad at it, I enjoy being alone more than what's probably healthy, I hate T.V., I can't stay awake for movies, I'm not good at flirting, I laugh entirely too much, I don't understand politics and I don't care to learn, I want a dog very very very badly, I save more money than I spend unless instruments or pets get involved, I have a secret ambition of working in a hardware store, I have an obsession with buying myself fresh flowers, I'm a writer and composer, I enjoy the subtleties in life and depth in conversation, I don't like to talk in the morning, I wish I was a ballerina, I wish I was a full time cowgirl, I could live on granola and green tea...and sometimes do, I'm afraid of chemicals, processed food and any kind of ingredient that I can't pronounce in my food, products or medications and have developed a reputation for this, I love children, homeless people and meeting peoples grandparents, I've won several hula-hoop contests, I used to barrel race, I raised cows, Indiana has my heart even though I don't want to live there. Lastly, I hope to one day no longer need a day job and I can have my music alone sustain me. Until then, I love the job I do have...and my bedroom, and incense, and my family, and everyone else that appreciates me for everything I've stated above.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

minimalists and those who appreciate the cracks in the sidewalk and fallen sticks as much as i do

My Blog

thoughts and hopes of being undivided...

I've realized lately that people seem to put more emphasis on who they're going to spend the rest of their lives with, rather than how they're going to spend the rest of their lives. I think this is e...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 22:14:00 GMT

soul cleansing

i am almost back on track. yes ma'am. i had to escape where i am to figure out where i should be...even though i still didn't. i'm sorry our conversations have revolved around the same ...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 23:55:00 GMT

refining

I am out of words for once. I am growing tired and more confused. I fear my priorities have become scattered, my gifts have taken the back seat and my desires have replaced my calling, when they shoul...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 23:11:00 GMT

there is no soundness in my flesh...

I'm good at messing things upI'm good at complicating thingsI'm good at being impatientI'm good at not trusting anyoneI'm good at being aloneI'm good at never truly knowing what kind of person I want ...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 10:58:00 GMT

nothingness

Martin Luther King said: "God created the world out of nothing, so as long as we remain as nothing, He can make something out of us". I've found lately that I try too hard, too often, to be somet...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 02:19:00 GMT

Jesus exploitation

I went very reluctantly to the Christian bookstore the other day. It was everything I wasn't hoping for and everything I expected. Appalling. Forgive me, maybe I'm the only one that would put Christia...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 01:36:00 GMT

observations of age

   I saw an elderly couple when I was out to eat this past week. They were seated at the table next to us. They didn't speak to each other for the duration of my time there. They ordered the...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 00:21:00 GMT

random thoughts from June 9th 2007

  * I am not quiet often enough * I think that the problem with society is this mis-understanding of our human equality, and more importantly, the unwillingness to change it * The amount of wealt...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 21:53:00 GMT

I, regan* am no longer going to be dumb. Starting...now.

Sometimes I feel really lame. I find it hard to face certain people. I am ashamed. Ashamed that I've let them get the best of me; for letting them have that power over me. Ashamed that I hav...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 23:29:00 GMT

The things I've learned to rely on...

    It's 2:30 in the morning. I can't sleep to save my life. The street lights shining through my window seem brighter than usual, and I am reminded of falling asleep in the country. I ...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 14:20:00 GMT