venusofwillendorf

~Tucson clients~
Accurate and in-depth Tarot and psychic readings. Herbal, crystal, mystical, and spiritual consultations. Hispanic cultural services, Medium services and more available. Previously owned a Yerberia. Over 35 yrs. experience. Individuals, couples, parties, and group readings. Negotiable rates. Learn what you can do to take control of your life. "Knowledge is power."

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I grew up in Central Arizona, in a patch of desert called "11 Mile Corner." I had a very mystical life, complimented by a trailer trash environment. I am clairvoyant, clairaudient, clairsentient, a medical intuitive and an empath. (as we all are ~ because we are all the same ONE) I have an interest in holistic healing and because of the influence of these states on my spiritual development, intend to cultivate my inherent healing facilities. I follow a very personal spiritual path and have read Tarot Cards for over 35 years. I am a very versatile person and have very diverse interests. I'm a little off center, but I like that. So, I'm old, and I'm finally getting used to myself. It's all good. I know my family loves me, but they tend to describe me as weird and crazy. I don't believe in labels but I have to admit I'm kind of proud of those.
I played guitar, sang, and wrote songs in Country Western and Bluegrass bands of some form or another for 35 years. I still play guitar, sing, and write, but I write more poetry than songs these days. Lately I have been working on a new musical project and have started to play my guitar and sing again.
I graduated the University of Arizona in 1984 and became an elementary school teacher for 10 years. I taught 5 yrs. on the Gila River Indian Reservation until my nerves gave out.
Then I opened an Herb Shop/ Metaphysical Supplies/ Mexican Yerberia (which is herbs and Mexican magic) called "Casa de Milagros."("House of Miracles").
Then I ran a thrift store until at 40 I got arthritis so bad in my hips, I had to have hip replacements in both of my hips. Now, they're good as new. :)
I have a 22 yr. old daughter, a 3 yr. old granddaughter, and my adult niece. Sadly, my daughter, and grandaughter, have recently moved to be with her husband who joined the Army and is now stationed at Ft. Lewis, Washington, which is very far away. :( They are what keep me going, especially since my only sister died of a drug overdose, involving meth and psyche meds, in 2005. She was my best friend.
I'm retired now, and I enjoy talking to my daughter, granddaughter, and niece, reading, writing, watching TV and movies, socializing, swimming and working out, volunteering - mostly running a camera and doing other Media Broadcasting technical stuff down at the local public access TV station, Bluegrass jams, open mics, and hanging out on MySpace with my friends. I don't own a car so I spend a lot of time on the bus because I do like to get out and do things. Although I do like being alone at times, I also enjoy being with my friends talking and laughing and just having a good time.
My computer has been down since about April of last year, and I've been having to rely on my cell network, public computers, and friends for my computer access. This has been very challenging and tiring, but as with all challenges, it has made me very creative in staying in the loop through computer technology. Hopefully, the computer situation will improve soon. lol (Seems like I've been saying that "forever!")
I like rain and I love snow. I love being around trees. I like to go out to eat. I love to 'eat life." I love learning new things. I love going to bookstores and shopping for used books or spending hours in a rock shop working on attracting that 'just right' crystal or stone. (I collect crystal balls.) I love to travel and learn new things about anything and everything. I really like everything but sports, but I'd still hang out with you and have a cold one (most likely iced coffee...I am a friend of Bill W.) while you might be watching something like football, because I prioritize my friendships and the people in my life over a TV show or something as transient as that. I love intimate interactions with other people and enjoy interchanges of energy with other humans. People are so fascinating.
I’m accepting, tolerant, extremely open-minded, and appreciate people for the person that they really are and not for their looks or possessions or the team they root for. I like to drink coffee and talk, be with my friends, and meet new people. I'm extremely straightforward and honest and I like sensuousness and love sex. I like to play and have fun, but I also like sometimes to express love and tenderness through sex. Sex is just an all around good thing, but it’s always the sweetest and most satisfying feeling being lovers when it's with your friends though. :D
My dream is to one day go back to school and study Western Religion and its influence on the history, philosophy, psychology, and development of Western Europe. Right now, I'm studying the technical aspects of Media Broadcasting at Tucson's public access TV station, but I don't know where that may lead in practical terms, because I suffer from bipolar and anxiety disorder, and some other medical challenges, although as much as possible, I don't let them get in the way of my living life. Those things, plus my age and the money, can sometimes make going back to school seem like quite a challenge to me. Plus, sometimes, I get a little wacky. But I tend to be a lucky kind of person and my motto is, "Stranger things have happened."
I'd like to visit Italy, Central and Western Europe, especially the United Kingdom.

~Everything is One ~ Separateness is an Illusion~
I believe we are the creators of our own Universe and that everything always seems to work out right in the end. I know that the Creative Intelligence of the Universe knows what it's doing, so I TRY not to worry a lot. I TRY to let the Creative Intelligence of the Universe take care of things. I believe that everything happens for a reason, and I have an awe and a childlike wonderment and innocence about things. But this quality, while I cherish it deeply, causes me to be somewhat gullible at times. I'm very sensitive and cry easily. My heart gets broken a lot because I tend to trust too easily. But I'm finally getting used to, and learning to accept and embrace all qualities of myself, so I bounce back much more quickly these days. :*) I love to love and give, and I believe that altruism is truly selfish because it makes you feel so good. I believe love is the answer to everything and what is not love is fear. Love is life-enhancing and fear is life-diminishing. I'm a touchy-feely type of person because I love the interchange of energy that comes from touching.
WHY I QUIT TEACHING...
"Love...feel it, make it, do it, be it, write it."
"Love is the impulse to give."
"Love is staying up all night with a sick child...or a healthy adult."
"There are no failures in life, only successful lessons in what hasn't worked so far."
"Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass, rather about learning to dance in the rain."
"Living well is the best revenge."
"You've got to dance like nobody's watching; sing like nobody's listening; work like you don't need the money; and love, love, love like you've never been hurt."
"A poet is an unhappy being whose heart is torn by secret sufferings, but whose lips are so strangely formed that when the sighs and the cries escape them, they sound like beautiful music... and then people crowd about the poet and say to him: "Sing for us soon again;" that is as much as to say, "May new sufferings torment your soul."" -Soren Kierkegaard
BTW...a special message to a special friend...
you are still, and will always remain my friend. It's ok.