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Instigator ;)

i'm as gitty as a 16 year old virgin at a prison picknik!

About Me

I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

read the above to get an idea

I'd like to meet:

i want to meet some one who is fun to be with, not a downer all the time, and who will in a way completment me. ive changed alot in the last few years and so has my values, views and friends.

Music:

i like lots of music. mainly 80's, glam, late 70's-mid 80s punk, Something Corporate, on a huge dresden dolls, tegan and sara, regina spetkor and HIM phase right now and many more...

Movies:

i work at a video store because me collection wasnt big enough

Television:

Buffy, Charmed, Witch Hunter Robin, Cowboy Bebop, 90210, save by the bell, rosewell, QAF, sex and the city, gilmore girls, CSI, Law and Order SVU. greys anat. L word

Books:

Perks of Being a Wallflower, the Dark matter Series, anything by the Rice Family(stan, anne or Chris) and most Stephen King, You Cant Buy Me Love, lost souls, invisable monster and HARRY POTTER!!! plus lots of others..please tell me your favorite book so i can try it

Heroes:

my heroes would have to be my shoes because in a way each one is a part of me and my personality. they have carried me throught bad times, as well as the good. in their souls lies all my secrets.

My Blog

relationships

i dont know how do to them. can some one teach me? i see the people around me get into relationship after relationship and then seem happy. but they dont really every invest anything in them. they jus...
Posted by Instigator ;) on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 03:37:00 PST

heart refunds

i dont understand how people can be friends with their ex's. how do you have sex with some one one week and then sit there the next i watch tv like everything is cool. its wierd to me. take my last re...
Posted by Instigator ;) on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 02:06:00 PST

white trash, family and lox

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Posted by Instigator ;) on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 05:01:00 PST

it hurts and im bitter

good bye and good luck. its time a cut my losses and move on. i wish the three of you the best of luck and hope it works out, but keeping you in my life hurts to much. and with every kiss i watch, i g...
Posted by Instigator ;) on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 05:56:00 PST

4 am holds all my secrets

lets go over the last few days in ryans shoes shall we.. two weeks ago i lost some one i cared a lot about...me being me i let it happen and dont say a word about how sad i am to lose him..i feeling u...
Posted by Instigator ;) on Wed, 31 May 2006 05:43:00 PST

never enough for any one

why is it that people think there is a right way to a brake up or a wrong way...either way you are broken up.. and it all boils down to one simple fact. you are not enought for that person.. they dont...
Posted by Instigator ;) on Tue, 16 May 2006 01:32:00 PST

myspace and ex's

when it comes to myspace and ex's all i have to say is that it is fucked up!! no longer do you have to wait years to randomly see your ex's!! now thanks to myspace all you have to do is just save eith...
Posted by Instigator ;) on Thu, 04 May 2006 01:13:00 PST

the thing ill never be

i think i finally realised why i love 80s love movie and songs so much... they are what i will never be...im never going to be willing to risk everything for love..i want too... i want to be the type ...
Posted by Instigator ;) on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 03:02:00 PST

21 and invincible(aka my birthday)

so i turned 21 at midnight this morning and guess what song i took my first legal drink to??? johnny are you are you queer.. thats rocks on so many levels...id write more but its to hard to see the ri...
Posted by Instigator ;) on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 02:36:00 PST

not beautiful any more

i scream your name in vain smile when every thing hurtslaugh when all i want to do is crygo out when my bed looks so comportingdress to the max even for the mall i reach for you in vain tell you nice ...
Posted by Instigator ;) on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 11:10:00 PST