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The Intranatz Secksjuice

About Me

Wee, let's see, XD Me. That's a toughy O_o I'm a shitload of things XD
I'm an intellectual, I've excelled in school all my life, for the most part XD I'm not the greatest student in the world by any means, but I'm definately just as smart as the best students XD I recently graduated from a renowned AP Calculus/Physics program that basically gave me opportunities very few others in this entire area (note, surrounding states XD) have. I fucked up a little, but that was because of plenty of things that were out of my control XD So, to summarize: I'm a pretty good student, but I didn't realize the potential of my true intellect XD
I'm also quite creative, or so I'd like to think XD I'm not terribly artistic with much, but some people consider me a prodigy of writing XD I think that's kind of bullshit because I wasn't pwning Shakespeare when I was 5 or anything, but I have built myself quite a bit of talent, or so I'd like to think XD Some will disagree, but most admonish that I'm at the very least good XD
As far as that goes though, I feel that writing requires two things. Literary prowess and understanding of the English language, that's naturally accepted, but there's also a creative impulse to go with it, and that's something that can't and won't ever be taught. More or less it's when the ideas the ability just flow through the author's blood. Of course, this is kind of bullshit babbling now, so I'm moving on XD
As far as general hobbies go, I'm an avid music fan XD Like, very avid XD Music is a huge part of my life, and wouldn't be the same without it. My tastes encompass a wide variety of genres, and thus far my playlist has over 5,000 songs and is still building. Before long, I'm going to totally pwn my hard drive XD But hey. I can always buy another one, or something XD I'm also learning how to play guitar (I've been learning for just a few weeks as of this writing, so I still suck ass XD But hey, everyone's gotta' learn, right?) My favorite band = Tool. Tool owns all of you, and always will XD
Hmm, lesseee, oh! Politics! I'm kinda' into politics XD Not as much as I should be, but a lot more than most. My views can easily get me labeled a left wing democrat, but I don't like to consider myself that. I just take a law or suggestion into consideration with the American vision and what this country is supposed to stand for, and judge it accordingly. To put it arrogantly? XD My political affiliation isn't conservative or liberal, I'm just right =p I think too many times people put biases or conventional party standards into their political platforms, and that's a load of bullshit.
Lessseee, oh, I mentioned school, but not where I'm actually at XD I graduated Vinita High School, I think XD I might have failed a semester of English, but my name was called at graduation, so apparently I did O_o I need to call them when school starts and be like "WHERE MY DIPLOMA, BITCHES?" Because, I do plan to go to college a year from now XD And I have some ideas where, but I'm not sure. I think I want to take the ACT again and take a crack at the SAT XD I mean, it's reading and math based =p Come on XD
I also may as well give a mention to teachers here XD Very, very few teachers have ever personally affected my life, but two are worth mentioning XD Mrs. Sholes for one, my 11th grade English teacher. She gave me creative liberty like no one ever has and I don't really expect again XD And I really appreciated it and it was something of an inspiration to delve into the idea of finding my own style. Also, Mr. Radebaugh, my 12th grade Calculus teacher, the best teacher I've ever had, all around. An incredible man, who just happens to be the reason for my consideration of becoming a math teacher XD So, yeah
Hmm, there's a lot else about me XD But you can ask my friends about how I am. My strongpoint socially is probably the way I treat people or try to treat people that have made a positive impact in my life, even if it's something small. And I can be a showboating bastard, but I won't XD Now, we just skip off into my friends ;D
I'm a very independent person, I can be by myself and in fact I prefer it a significant amount of the time, but I would still be nothing without the people that have helped make my life as totally fuckawesome as it is XD
First off, my girlfriend ^_^ XD I got giddy just from saying that. Fezzy = Nerd. Anyway, yeah, I've dated Ashley on and off for quite a long time XD And through my experiences with her and the people around me, I have quite confidently come to be the person that I am today. XD No one supports us getting back together really, and I don't blame much of anyone, but most have at least given me their blessing upon realizing that she makes me happy XD
Which is very true ^_^ XD We have put each other through quite a bit of hell, but a lot of what she has done has helped to make me stronger, and not to mention that you can ask anyone, from the day I realized it, she is in fact the love of my life XD If something happens, I'm still not changing my mind. So, yeah, to put it simply (because you're not cool enough to know all the details ;D), she is incredibly special to me
Now, best friend =D Shannon. Shannon's been there for me for God knows how long XD From day one, basically. And that was, God, years ago XD I don't want to lose her friendship, and someone beter fucking bring her kitty back o_o But yeah, simply: Shannon owns you, and I
And now, for Lupe! =D Lupe is me. And I am fucking awesome. Seriously though, Lupe is my wife like, what? 500 times? Somewhere around there? XD Oh, and we haven't divorced each other once. So, yeah, we're cooler than you XD Umm, I haven't known her for very long. But she's seriously a much shorter, much younger version of me. With boobs.
Honorable mentions for teh uber friends go to (in no particular order): Family, Steph 2, Mike, Ron, Jess, Liz, Omni, Pong, Kess, Nick, and last, but not least, Mark.
Umm, yeah, that's all I can really think of XD If I forgot to add you, bitch at me, and I'll add you to it later if anything comes up, and I decide not to be a lazy fuck. MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

Writing, music, anime, video games, occasional RPing, film, and random stuff O_o

I'd like to meet:

Ash, because she pwns ass XD And, for other reasons _
Omni, Ron, Pong, Jess, Lupe (We did really meet, but I wanna' meet her again XD), Mike, umm, yeah XD

AND LIZ! O_O I FORGOT ABOUT LIZ O_O

Going back to MA would rock too ^_^

Music:

10 Years, 10,000 Maniacs, 30 Seconds To Mars, 32 Leaves, A Perfect Circle, A Thorn For Every Heart, The Academy Is..., Acceptance, Across Five Aprils, AFI, After The Tragedy, Aiden, Alice In Chains, Alkaline Trio, Anberlin, Angels And Airwaves, Anias, The Apex Theory, The Arcade Fire, Armor For Sleep, At The Drive-In, The Ataris, Audioslave, Audiovent, Avenged Sevenfold, The Beatles, Beck (sorta'), Ben Folds/Ben Folds Five, Blind Melon, Blindside, The Blood Brothers, Blue October, Blues Traveler, Bowling For Soup, Brand New, Breaking Benjamin, Bright Eyes, Burden Brothers, Bush, Candlebox, Caroline's Spine, Chevelle, Children Of Bodom, Chimaira, CKY, Coal Chamber, Coheed And Cambria, Cold, Coldplay, Cradle Of Filth, Crossfade, Damage Plan, Dark New Day, Dave Matthews Band, Days Of The New, Dead Poetic, Death Cab For Cutie, Death From Above 1979, Deftones, The Dillinger Escape Plan, Disturbed, The Doors, Dream Theater, Eagle-Eye Cherry, Elliott Smith (RIP _), Evans Blue, The Exies, Eyerate, Failsafe, The Fall Of Troy, Fall Out Boy (shut up XD), Feeder, Filter, Finger Eleven, Five Iron Frenzy, Flaw, Flyleaf, Foo Fighters, Foreigner, Franz Ferdinand, From First To Last, Fuel, Glassjaw, Godsmack, Godspeed You Black Emperor!, Goldfinger, Goo Goo Dolls, Gravity Kills, Green Day, Hellogoodbye, Hybrid Theory, Iced Earth, Ill Niño, Incubus, InMemory, Interpol, Jet, Jimmy Eat World, The Juliana Theory, Kenna, The Killers, Killswitch Engage, Kittie, KoRn (because all the cool kids use alternating caps _), Lacuna Coil, Led Zeppelin, Lifehouse, Linkin Park (love-hate _), Liquid Tension Experiment, Live, Local H, Mae, Maroon 5, The Mars Volta, Marvelous 3, Matchbox 20, Metallica, Michael Jackson (again, shut up XD), Midtown, Mortal Treason, Motion City Soundtrack, MSI, Mudvayne, Muse, My Chemical Romance, Nightwish, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana (ish, I'm really picky about them XD), No Doubt (old No Doubt, before they sucked _), Nonpoint, Oleander, Opeth, Our Lady Peace, Ours, Panic! At The Disco, Pantera, Pearl Jam, Pink Floyd, Primus, Prize Fighter Inferno, Project 86, Queen, Queens Of The Stone Age, Queensrÿche, The Raconteurs, Radiohead, Rammstein, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Refreshments, Relient K, REM, Revelation Theory, Revis, Rise Against, Rhapsody, Rob Thomas, Run Kid Run, Rush, Saves The Day, Scars Of Tomorrow, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Seether, Senses Fail, Sevendust, Shabutie, She Wants Revenge, Shinedown, Silverchair, Skindred, Slipknot, Smashing Pumpkins, Snow Patrol, Sonata Arctica, The Sound And The Fury, Soundgarden, Spineshank, Spitalfield, SR-71, Stabbing Westward, Staind, The Starting Line, Stereophonics, Stone Sour, Stone Temple Pilots, Stutterfly, Sublime, Sugarcult, System Of A Down, Taproot, Tenacious D, Theory Of A Dead Man, Three Days Grace, Toadies, Tool, Trivium, Trust Company, Type O Negative, The Union Underground, Unwritten Law, The Used, The Verve, Violent Femmes, Weezer, The White Stripes, Xandria, Yellowcard, Zebrahead.

Basically metal, rock, alternative, punk, emo, and several variations of said genres XD I also like a touch of random stuff. Experimental bands done right are very pleasurable to me, and I also enjoy a bit of symphony/classical stuff, and like, occasional bits of electronica. Yeah, random shit XD

But the main genres are mentioned.

Movies:

Fight Club, American Beauty, Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas.

Television:

Adult Swim, Late Night With Conan O'Brien, Whose Line Is It Anyway?

Books:

Fight Club. I don't read much _ Most books don't keep my interest O_o

Heroes:

"My heroes are dead, they died in my head."

My Blog

AND SCREEEEAM FOR YOUR CREEEEEAM

        BECAUSE A CERTAIN ATTENTION WHORE DEMANDED IT, HERE WE GOI love LupeSerisously, she makes my day that much brighter, and by brighter, it's really darker because i...
Posted by You wanna see how far down I can sink? Let me go! on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 06:37:00 PST

Get close to me, and don't you fake it.

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus fucking owns XD I'm finally getting around to listening to other songs by them, and God damn, this band rocks XDAnyway, yeah, kay, it's been a week, so, what's gone on in th...
Posted by You wanna see how far down I can sink? Let me go! on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 06:24:00 PST

Here in those eyes, you hide it well.

Nothing spectacular has really gone on lately. I'm going back to work for the first in 7 days on Thursday XD Umm, and I pirated PFI's new CD, and it's fucking incredible XD I lovez me some Claudio XD....
Posted by You wanna see how far down I can sink? Let me go! on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 06:24:00 PST

I am not afraid to keep on living.

    LUPE CAME OVER!! TGJRIBJSEIB ^_^She's cute XD In that psycho sort of way. But yeah, we, umm, OH! She got here a LOT sooner than I though, and I had no clothes XD I was waiting for t...
Posted by You wanna see how far down I can sink? Let me go! on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 04:22:00 PST

Kick me like a stray.

Kay, so, lessee, where to start? I haven't had a public blogpost since October fucking 2nd XD I have a lot to catch up on, like, hardcore.I suppose we should start out with my job. I am in fact gettin...
Posted by You wanna see how far down I can sink? Let me go! on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 09:12:00 PST

Little baby, oh, you kick and you scream and you whine...

Kay, so, this past week? I've been working XD Not much new there. I don't like my job. It's basically hard work, bad hours, and a social void. But I've bitched about it enough, and don't want to go in...
Posted by You wanna see how far down I can sink? Let me go! on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 11:46:00 PST

Jesus x_x

Kay, job XD I got through my first day of orientation just fine, because, it was boring and nothing but videos and computer shit.Second day of work? Quite different XD I was scheduled from 10-7, and I...
Posted by You wanna see how far down I can sink? Let me go! on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 06:15:00 PST

I'll be there in your song... I'll be there in your song...

Well, today was a fucking awesome day over-all.I have a job with Wal Mart if I can pass a drug test tomorrow morning =DAnd I think watching someone smoke pot doesn't count, so, I should be fine XDI've...
Posted by You wanna see how far down I can sink? Let me go! on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 11:31:00 PST

So now I know that I'm not alone... I'm not alone. Only scared to be lonely.

This ROCKS XD My interview is in 2 hours. I went to bed at like, I think it was around 1:20 last night.I couldn't fall asleep for over 2 hours, so I got up and got online for a little while, then I go...
Posted by You wanna see how far down I can sink? Let me go! on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 06:10:00 PST

I'm the joke, I'm the bastard.

I got to see Lupe today! ^_^ XD She called me at 8:45 'cause they were lost and her mom was late for class, and her mom semi-yelled at me and I was like "IT'S TOO EARLY ;_;" but they came by later and...
Posted by You wanna see how far down I can sink? Let me go! on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 12:56:00 PST