Keysville's Most Insane

My name ia Clint Bargeron and, I had it pretty good for a while , til i lost my mom to cancer.Then I started to look back at my life and seen all of the disappointing times in my life and now i am smothered w/ depression. I buryed the to the deepest, darkest part of my mind my probs and gone like that for a while now. Now that event has opened that part of my mind like popping a top on a can of pringles , and even with all the people in my life i still feel like i am sooo different, like i stick out in a crowd. I feeel like i am wasting my life. i know that i dont act like anything is bothering me, and i dont expect neone to think i am, and i doubt that neone really cares about me half the time,another thing.....i feel like i was born for something more.....i dont know what but some much more than what i am doing now. I feel like that people look at me like im slower mentally than every one else. I see it when people talk to me ....its like there talking to a child or something and it drives me up the wall. One day people respect me.......................hopefully.I tell you what tho i am so suprised that i could find a girl to help me w/ all my probs cause without her i dont know where i would be.I Love U Rachey Poo