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Sup everyone, call me joshua or call me juice. HA HA......not that juice. I couldn't say my name when I was little I could only say juice so thats what my family started calling me. I still really can't say my name but thats only after the one last drink you know you shouldn't have.

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I'd like to meet:

People....real people, troubled people, lost people....addicted people....non addicted people....open hearted people....people who believe in Heaven...people who don't believe in heaven.....people who eat everyday.....people who don't eat for days....., destructive by nature people, creative by life people.....confused people, for I am all of those beautiful people

My Blog

If For Nothing More

maybe I should be kind to myself today if for nothing more than a random change enjoy the moment and let fingers soften grasp on the pain happy if only for a day if for nothing more than a ...
Posted by on Fri, 08 May 2009 06:44:00 GMT

In The Fear of Abandonment

For so long I have been looking for someone to cling toAnd so often lately I find myself wanting to apologizeNow that this person has become youI cant imagine how you feelFrom your end When I see you...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Apr 2009 20:30:00 GMT

Once and For All

I have slept through everyone of my wake up callsAnd Im beginning to think its time I check out of this placeOnce and for allI stagger out of bed more tiredThen the night beforeI stumble through the...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Feb 2009 22:57:00 GMT

Not the Shadowed Phantom

Out of control and dizzy from spinningIve been feeling so far away from myselfIve been keeping score as to good vs. evilOut of control and it looks like the devil is winningIve no focus Only obviou...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Feb 2009 16:41:00 GMT

Thank you 2008

What a difference a year can make. What a remarkable difference a year can make. 365 days ago I was in michigan at a friend of my mothers house thinking, what the hell am I doing? It's new years eve a...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Dec 2008 13:18:00 GMT

Beautiful Torment

I think of recent behavior as my face flushes rose red in embarrassmentso unnecessary for you to get caught on the receiving endof my unhealthiness the absolute undeserving target for beautiful tormen...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Nov 2008 12:17:00 GMT

Repeat Repeat Repeat

I'll remain silentif thats how you prefer meI'll stay tucked in your sheetsand from there feel free to control meI'll even adjust my life to this leashall I ask is that you take a momentto really noti...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 14:23:00 GMT

Better Off

Better Off Again look who's the oneleft alone and feeling more than ever asked or required again look at the one who was convinced to let go speak up and t...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 13:43:00 GMT

Served Me Well

Served Me Well 05-08-08-I know I'll feel so much betteronce I discontinue this well exhausted run at being numbI know I'll feel much more better within this sullen skinonce...
Posted by on Sun, 18 May 2008 13:45:00 GMT

24 Hours To Notice The Way

04 19 08Stuck tightly between anger and tearsI've held myself captive in the darkwrapped in worry waiting for this phone to light up neon greenI just hope it will be your voice on the lineand not your...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 19:57:00 GMT