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that much further west...

And if another angel says just grin and bear it... I might be forced to smash his head against the w

About Me



A dangerous entity on trial by fire. Despair is an intoxicating thing when delving down deeper into your depths... I have hit rock bottom before just to scale back from the depths, to what? Nothing hah! Self destruction on a daily basis intoxication is only oasis. To hide from the pain you need to live to love to learn... What part of this have I not been getting... It so much easier from far far away... I need to go have a drink... Meet me for one if you like... Or I may even serve you one...I am 63% Asshole/Bitch.
.. I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em. Take the
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My Interests



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I'd like to meet:

Readers, lovers, and rulerz... Is that you?

Music:

DIO, Blood For Blood, SOIA, The Bronx, Pretty Girls Make Graves, Ignite, Murder City Devils, Speeddealer, Billy Idol, Diecast, The Giraffes, Dead Boy and the Elephant Men, Ghost Buffalo, Avail, Wolfmother, Priestess, The Sword, Straight Faced,Sinners and Saints,Zeke and any other really fucking rocking music that makes me want to listen until my ears bleed...

Movies:

Flat Liners, The Jerk, Roshamon, Ninja Scroll, Boondock Saints, Hell Raiser, Zoolander (I love Derick), Anchor Man

Television:

What is it?

Books:

As I Lay Dieing -Faulkner- Letters to a Young Poet -Rilke- Notes From Underground -Doestoyevsky- anything writen by Bukowski, Irvine Welsh, Death on the Instalment Plan -Céline- El Túnel-Ernesto Barato-Lorca-Marquez-Neruda- and just about anything that makes me sad so that I feel empathy...

Heroes:



My Blog

Fallen from the graces of heaven...

I watched a movie, I had a dream, a friend visited and memories are what bind me...  Justin was in town...  Came and went...  It left me with this feeling that there are holes in my lif...
Posted by that much further west... on Tue, 22 May 2007 09:48:00 PST

"Another angel broke its wings and joined the fallen"

He stepped out towards the night&he walked with a turned back only turning around once to see her smile one more time& The darkness became his shroud& She had tears streaming down her face while watch...
Posted by that much further west... on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 06:11:00 PST

Good Bye Bartending I Will Miss You...

Dear Bartending, I will miss you as you have been a great part of my life.  Its not that I don't love you.  Its just that sometimes things just end.  There is no particular reason that ...
Posted by that much further west... on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 01:15:00 PST

Born to lose...

"Born To Lose"Born to lose i've lived my life in vain all my dreams have always caused me pain. All my life i've always been so blue born to lose and now i'm losing you. Born to lose it seems so hard ...
Posted by that much further west... on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 07:16:00 PST

Oh what not to say...

I could start a fucking book on what not to say and how not to start a conversation...  Last night I told a really nice girl that I liked her buck teath...  She didn't take it so kindly and ...
Posted by that much further west... on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 09:26:00 PST

Home is where you hang your hat...

I got home safely but not exactly completely intact.  Customs everywhere decided to rape my bag to the point that all of my shit was scattered all over the Costa Rica airport.  They had many...
Posted by that much further west... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Dirty fucking cunts, I'll get you all...

Ok what is so hard about being simple... Go to work/school, make money drink deer blood aka Jager, and falling in love... I don't get it... It just doesn't work and then it ends up so complicated.....
Posted by that much further west... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST