Hope profile picture

Hope

.. ..

About Me



Myspace Layouts
Myspace Codes
Myspace Generators
Myspace Backgrounds

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I MISS MY OLD FRIENDS I HOPE TO RUN INTO THEM ON HERE.BUT I AM ALWAYS WANTING TO MEET NEW YOU CAN NEVER HAVE TOO MANY FRIENDS!I WISH I COULD HAVE MET THE MOST WONDERFUL LEGENDS BETTIE PAGE AND MARILYN MONROE.AND THE SUICIDE Ga IRLS,BECAUSE OF THE CONFIDENCE THEY HAVE TO BE THEMSELVES AND BEAUTIFUL!

Music:

I LOVE MY MUSIC, COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT IT, IT IS LIKE THERAPY TO ME,I AM PRETTY OPEN MINDED TO MOST MUSIC I FAVOR MOSTLY ROCK, BUT I LOVE,LOVE, LOVE,311,POE, VAST,PANIC!AT THE DISCO,DAVE MATTHEWS,SICK PUPPIES,TORI AMOS,HUSHSOUND,KMFDM,AND GOLDFRAPP, DIRTY HARRY,KERLI, SOOOOOOOO MUCH MORE.

Movies:

"THE WHOLE NINE YARDS." "WEDDING CRASHERS". EVERYONE NEEDS A GOOD LAUGH.

Television:

GREYS ANATOMY IS THE SHOW I MUST WATCH OTHER THAN THAT I DON'T CARE TOO MUCH FOR T.V.

Heroes:

MY GIRLS, THEY KEEP ME ALIVEBefore I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.Before I was a Mom-I had never been: Puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night.Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.Before I was a Mom I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.Before I was a Mom I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom.

My Blog

My Life Now

Well as you all know I got married almost a month ago.I have also decided to be an at home mom.This has been a hard adjustment for me,not that I don't Love my girls,but I never wanted to be a house wi...
Posted by Hope on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 10:27:00 PST

Doctor Visit

 I went to the doctor today,I have a kidney infection.I let my urinary tract infection go too long.If my fever is not broken in 48hours I am going to have to be admitted to the hospital.They are ...
Posted by Hope on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 12:04:00 PST

Depression

I have been going under some pressure at work among other things.So there for it has triggered my depression.Anyone who has depression knows that this can suck.You have a few moments of hopelessness.I...
Posted by Hope on Wed, 23 May 2007 09:38:00 PST

maybe.........

Maybe...God or who/what ever you believe wanted us to meet the wrong peoplebefore meeting the right one so that, when we finallymeet the right person, we will know how to begrateful for that gift.Mayb...
Posted by Hope on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 08:10:00 PST

When A girl misses you

  When a Girl Misses You... When a girl bumps into your armwhile walking she wantsyou to hold her handWhen she wants a hugshe will just stand thereWhen u break a girls heart,she still feels ...
Posted by Hope on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 12:55:00 PST

I hate

Well,.Yes here we are another lbog entry.This where I venta;ot about my personal issues so if it is winey to you then don't read them.I am in the dumps because I have seen all the Halloween pics and e...
Posted by Hope on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 03:16:00 PST

what next?

Ok so I have come to the conclusion,I lost control of my 3 year old.She has taken every once of energy I have.She will not listen anymore.AShe gets displined.She has now just gotten spankings on aregu...
Posted by Hope on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 11:47:00 PST