My life is pretty much an open book. I'm a fairly shy girl, until you get me out of my box. I’m somewhat naïve, yet know more than I probably should. I don’t do well in large groups of people particularly people that expect me to interact. Chances are there’s enough going on that I’ll be perfectly fine sitting back quiet observing everyone else. I am a Christian with foundations and morals, but I don’t believe in or practice all of the "cosmetic" or "conditional" sides of religion. Its all a matter of the heart. If God dwells there and you acknowledge his priorities, what more could He ask for? My parents raised me to be respectable, well mannered with integrity. I thank them for that. I love anything Kelly Clarkson or American Idol ( yes, including Clay Aiken). Dr Quinn Medicine is what I call my geek streak. My family is extremely important to me, including my special editions (Matthew, mark etc). I have a hard time remember that some people still don't realize that when I say brother, I mean Matt Lindsey. To me, he’ll always be bubba. My mother is the strongest person I know, and become one of my best friends. My father is gay, but that doesn’t make me love him any less. I’m told I’m perceived as a pessimist. But just because the bad things are easier to express than the good things does not make me a pessimist. I LOVE driving with a blanket in my lap in the winter. April Joy got me hooked on that years ago. It’s a comfort thing. If I'm listening to rap music, its usually because I'm having a bad day. If its musical soundtracks or power vocal tracks, I'm on top of the world. Men who play the piano are for some reason the most attractive thing in the world, and its even more so if they can sing at the same time. Its been four years since my last relationship. For the most part, I wouldn’t have it any other way. I just see it as preparation time for someone who’s going to come along sooner or later (hopefully sooner at this point haha). I'm ready to succeed in life, but not ready for the whole "stepping out of the boat" thing. I get scared and hold on to what I know. Yet I wish I were more of a free spirit who would pack up their lives and move it somewhere new on a whim. No matter how old I get, I refuse to completely grow up at heart. I'm a people pleaser. Yes I know. Its not really a good thing. Its just that I don't like to let people down. I hate music that you cant understand the lyrics, to me its pointless and that’s my opinion. Text messaging is second nature to me. If you don’t like texting, or at least refuse to participate, chances are that sadly we'll hardly ever talk just because I'm real big on telephone conversation. Walking in the cold with scarves and gloves looking at Christmas lights is the most relaxing thing to me. I don’t like sports and you cant make me. But I will watch them if you promise to try and explain it. I’ve never loved a baby as much as I love April’s daughter Kynlee. Possibly because for the first time ever, an infant actually loves me back! I LOVE to sing, its the only thing that keeps me at the church that I'm at. And I'm actually quite good I'm told, I’m just extremely insecure about it. I used to write, but its been so long I think I lost 'it'. No one could ever understand me the way my sister does. We’re like twins, but she got the better body haha ...and if there's anything else you’d like to know, ask me. I'd be glad to tell you I'm sure.
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