season of change |
our hands find each other without moments hesitationdrawn closer, believing it helpscrunching leaves under foot help break the silencethe wind fighting hard to reach our rosy skinknit sweaters we've h...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 07:45:00 GMT |
a few random thoughts from the land of oz |
the sun rising at my windowa foriegn feeling of angst fills mekeeps me from rising from bedcuddled under coversi'm protected from the worldfrom the impending hurt that i might facethere is no knowing ...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 15:33:00 GMT |
heartache is such an appropriate description |
Seems as though I only post blogs when I'm in some sort of emotional despair. It also seems that these are the only times in my life where I get inspired to write something half way decent and possibl...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 15:01:00 GMT |
what worthless dregs we have always been |
It's one of those days today. I'm not exactly sure what that means. I just feel lost, abandoned, and all around worthless. I'm not exactly sure what it is that makes someone's life have "purpose" but ...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 11:36:00 GMT |
last time i checked...we were grownups |
I'm not quite sure how I end up landing myself in the wierd ass situations that my life seems to throw at me. Somehow I ended up in a relationship with a 17 year old high school drop out without a job...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 18:37:00 GMT |
secrets |
I feel like my life has become nothing more than a card house built with secrets. My memories are held close, hidden from part of the world. It wasn't until tonight that I realized what sort of m...
Posted by on Thu, 24 May 2007 18:21:00 GMT |
when i'm up, i'm up. when i'm down, i'm fucked. |
i'm still not sure what we're doingas the days fly by and byi file my life into journalsand notebooks you'll never readi constantly hope for a change of pacea different event to occurbut i'm still hol...
Posted by on Wed, 09 May 2007 08:33:00 GMT |
recently |
I haven't posted a blog in sometime, and reading the ones from before made me realize how different my life is now...and much less depressing.
I am no longer a slave to someone that I though...
Posted by on Sat, 05 May 2007 13:19:00 GMT |
i am a crack addict |
an addict needs their fix. they need it daily, sometimes hourly or all the time. when they find themselves in a position of sobriety they are forced into an uncontrolable sweat. they have someone arou...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 12:12:00 GMT |
entertaining hypotheticals |
we've mastered the art of thinking but not of having conscious thought entertaining hypotheticals has done nothing but leave us entranced a lifetime of hopeless dreams that we created all on our own l...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 16:02:00 GMT |
