….....HOW I FEEL…................
Don’t tell me you know how I feel,
You haven’t walked in my shoes.
Don’t tell me I have other children to love,
That won’t bring back the daughter that I lost.
Don’t tell me to get out of the house,
Maybe I just want to stay here and mourn
for my lost daughter.
Don’t tell me it will get better,
From my point of view it will never be better.
Don’t tell me it could be worse,
How much worse than this could it be.
Don’t tell me to trust in God,
I do trust in Him and love Him,
That won’t bring my daughter back
Don’t tell me to eat and take care of myself,
Maybe the food won’t stay down.
Maybe I don’t care about myself right now.
Don’t tell me to try to get some sleep,
Don’t you think I would love to sleep?
Don’t tell me all this,
You haven’t walked in my shoes.
Do tell me you care.
Do tell me you love me.
Do tell me you will be there if I need you.
If I need to just talk to call you.
Or better yet, you call me.
Just listen, that’s all, just listen.
Do let me cry.
Do let me mourn.
Do let me experience this
terrible loss that I feel.
Do pray for me.
That is all I ask.
Hosted By SparkleTags.comi kno u guyz bin wonderin where i B..... i had sum issues 2 work thru a day at a tyme. tuff dayz fer meeh kno matter what i do or don't do da pain juss don't go away ya kno? mother's day....how wuz dat u ask? az u can imagine extremely difficult considering last year for mother's day my kiana wuz here with uz. traditionally makin meeh coffee so i don't wake up az mean :) and maybe i lil breakfast. i woke up 2 realize that i wuz not havin her here this tyme. michael (ma son) had made the coffee for meeh instead...that wuz special 2 meeh. i juss can't believe how long shez bin gone and how i still get this sick feelin randomly az if i juss wuz told she wuz gone for the first tyme. iz it gettin better? naw juss gettin better at hidin da pain. i still miss her horribly!
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From a light of sunshine upon her face, cancelled the sign of darkness;
Even though she was 14, she accomplished everything she asked in life, and she had a smile so beautiful
that GOD had once given her in this life;
She was smart, gorgeous, and very humbled.....
She can cheer you up at any given time no matter what kind of trouble;
If you knew KIANA, she could make a friend just with her presents; a personality so stunning, funny, and also a very loving person....
No matter her condition, she still played her part;
Even though she had a bad heart, she had a great heart....May the angels of heaven grant you, your wings, so you can share your smile and guidence over us......OUR LOVING "PUERTO RICAN PRINCESS", "CHICA MORENA", "PUERTO RICAN BABY DOLL",
MAY YOU STAY AT PEACE IN HEAVEN.......YOUR UNCLE TATIE AND ALL YOUR FAMILY..........(written by her uncle Tatie "Hogmob's 51" he alsowrotye a song....coming soon!)
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