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About Me

I'm a mess. A mass of coldness and words, straightened curls, stolen clothes and contrasting views. I can hardly talk. I can't sing nicely but I do sing alot. I like villains and warmth, hitting drums, writing books, drawing on bedroom walls and trying to distinguish dreams from reality. I don't like dusty houses or spiders or being cold. I question people..... relationships, in my mind. I fall in and out of obsession. I have blues eyes and red scars, straight teeth that I grind in clubs and a strawberry shortcake that I smell for comfort. I love films and music and books and hugs. I miss my dad alot, evey day, and I wonder if he ever knew how much I loved him. I cry alot and shout alot. I laugh all the time and embarrass myself to infinate proportions. I love my family and my friends but most of all I love my little brother. I party alot. I work hard at my band. I romanticise reality to the point of dissillusionment and I rationalise emotions to the point of being harsh and uncaring. I get carried away with myself. I have people round constantly and I go out on my own. I live a life that hasn't settled and I hope it never does. The unintentionally poetic ideal - I fulfill my potential on a daily basis in a way that most people are disinterested in. I find the spectacle of success mundane and commmon. I enjoy drawing knowledge out of people from whom I would not have expected it. I take interest in the metaphysical and the visual and I enjoy the exceptionalism of the world, the struggle of reality. My personality, my views and my interests fluctuate in contradictive extremes.
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My Blog

a ray of my sunshine has gone away

today was my dads funeral. The most wonderful and influential  man in my life ever was cremated. The songs at his funeral were ’i did it my way’ by Frank Sinatra and ’time ...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 13:05:00 GMT

it’s the talk of the town

Ashley Miller and I have now split up - long overdue I know but some times these things need a bit of a violent shove (or threats of one from groups of teenage scumbag girls) to get the breakup into a...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 08:06:00 GMT

blinded by the light!

Yes its true becki and I were deprived of electricity for....up to and including 7.5 hours coz some prickfaced yellow jackets working on the electrics outside our flat cut the wrong wire or something....
Posted by on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 02:33:00 GMT

im an outlaw...

...its true. I got ARRESTED friday night and spent the whole night...THE WHOLE NIGHT... in a cell in Holborn shouting 'let me out I want to go home' before I realised no one could hear me unless I pre...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 15:35:00 GMT

most hated in romford...most hated in the flats!

aaarrrgghhh most hated in romford on my own, and half of the most hated couple in romford. 'there goes Rachael' they say when I'm walking home. Who the hell are they? And now...most hated in the flats...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 06:18:00 GMT

what can i say...

...drunk i believe is the word to describe my behaviour of the evening past. Wasted even. So glad everyone loves me so much I have no idea what happened but I'm sure I managed to bring peace and joy t...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 04:42:00 GMT

help me

arghhh my face is the puffiest ball of pure crapness ever coz my stupid bed is so uncomfortable I can't sleep. Someone needs to get on the case and buy me one of them huge elephants made of cushions a...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 04:13:00 GMT

well well ring a bell

been recording wiv my band plz check us out www.myspace.com/theinsectineme let us know what u think with comments - not pic comments though coz I look horrendous in each one apart from one which is a ...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 18:38:00 GMT

its all going down in rachael town

ello ello my merry bunch of creepfaces! Well well my mum has just said I have one month left in my flat b4 she kicks me out and the larger half of my family never speak to me again coz apparantly I'm ...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 16:48:00 GMT

who cares

well i never write blogs these days coz i aint got internet at home but u know i'm in the internet cafe and i've paid for an hour and onhly used up 20 mins so.......whats been going down.hmmmm loads i...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 06:23:00 GMT