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~Melissa~

You can stare all day at the sky... but that won't bring her back..

About Me


~The Girl Zone~






YO GEORGE by:Tori Amos
I salute to you Commander
And I sneeze
Cause I have now an allergy
To your policies it seems
Where have we gone wrong America
Mr. Lincoln we can't seem to find you anywhere
Out of the millions
From the deserts to the mountains
Over prairies to the shores
Is this just the madness of King George
Yo George
Is this just the madness of King George
Yo George
Well you have the whole nation on all fours




Big Wheel (Video Premiere)


Beauty of Speed (Studio Live)





The Beekeeper Cartoons


Slideshow Artwork By: Paul Elia




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My Interests











Interview on the Late Late Show
with Craig Ferguson
So funny... :)
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I'd like to meet:

~"The Beekeeper"~, My biological father Michael "Mickey" Maygar, Bono, Martin Luther King Jr., Jesus Christ, Tori Amos, Eddie Vedder, Maya Angelou, Oprah Winfrey



ADP artwork manipulations, contact box and ADP World Tour banner by:

To Venus

Background and all gifs by: ~Melissa~


~Check my Tori Amos Album in my pics section for more~

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My Blog

Girl Disappearing.. what on earth's occurring? Cuz she's right in front of me...

Today is Day 21... so I thought I'd put up some more pictures. I'm really starting to feel a lot better. My black eyes are almost completely gone. The swelling has gone down some more... not comple...
Posted by ~Melissa~ on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 08:07:00 PST

Chin up put on a pair of these roseys.... in no time you will feel almost fine.

Hi everyone... well my stitches are out now and below are three pictures of today... day 13. I'm feeling tired but much better. The swelling looks worse than it actually shows in the pictures but it...
Posted by ~Melissa~ on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 05:20:00 PST

Feel those colors changing.... The beauty of speed...

Hello. I feel like this week has been so long.. where do I begin? I'm feeling pretty good right now. On a lot of medication though. My cast was removed on Monday which was so weird. I had two pla...
Posted by ~Melissa~ on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 08:07:00 PST

I've been known to delude myself... so let me put those rose-colored glasses to the test....

Whoa... what an ordeal this is... I'm not sure that I should be writing... as I'm feeling kinda woozy.... but I'm up and around a little so I thought I'd just document some of what these past couple o...
Posted by ~Melissa~ on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 05:52:00 PST

It is a coward who will say he's not afraid of dying when clearly he is potently alive....

Thursday was my pre-op appointment with my surgeon. Everything was explained to me in great detail and surgery is still set for next Wednesday, May 30th at 10:30 A.M. I'd be lying if I said I was no...
Posted by ~Melissa~ on Sat, 26 May 2007 02:00:00 PST

Is this just the madness of King George? Yo, George....

I'm veering a little away from my usual blogging because I had to share this... It was created by Speedbliss... a true ears with feet and lover of this beautiful world.... Use your VOLUME... ...
Posted by ~Melissa~ on Mon, 07 May 2007 09:29:00 PST

Make it easy... make this easy... it's not as heavy as it seems....

Ok.. I finally got my surgery date in the mail... AGAIN. I go in for my pre-op on May 24th and surgery is scheduled for Wednesday, May 30th. So I have another whole month to prepare myself. I'm act...
Posted by ~Melissa~ on Tue, 01 May 2007 08:59:00 PST

Just take a closer look... take a closer look at what it is that's really haunting you....

A day of contemplation... a day of reflection.. a day of trying to understand. Yes, that is what this day has been. Actually, that is what this week has been. A moment of reaching out can bring you...
Posted by ~Melissa~ on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 07:26:00 PST

And don't you know the nurses make it clear...just when you escape you have yourself to fear...

Well, I got a call from Dr. Gordon's office the other day letting me know that my pre-op appointment had to be moved from the 18th to the 23rd.... which is this Monday, the day before surgery. Ok, so...
Posted by ~Melissa~ on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 06:32:00 PST

No one's picking up the phone.. guess it's me and me..

Have I realized the difference between a man and a woman? A sister and a brother? The gender difference? Maybe. Maybe NOT! But I was up all night... in fact I'm still up and I've had more than a ...
Posted by ~Melissa~ on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 09:02:00 PST