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{tabatha}

no where left to turn, just the same ol' yesterday

About Me


I would rather be blind than not to see you. I would rather not hear anything than not to hear you, I would rather lose my voice if I didn't tell this to you, that I would rather lose my heart than not love you..
You have bewitched me, body and soul. I love.. I love.. I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day forth. {Mr. Darcy.. Pride && Prejudice}
I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep down in my heart, I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go.
but when I look in the mirror
I see girl whose been through so much
and yet, still finds a way to smile at the past.
She still loves with all her heart
or whats left of it..
&& when you see her walk down the hall
I can guarantee you she'll have her head up high
faking a smile just one last time..
at all those who try & break her
but never will.
Never make someone your everything, because when they are gone, you have nothing.
The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get less than you settled for.
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
Love is when you look into someone's eyes, and you see everything you need.
Life is so short, so fast the lone hours fly,
We ought to be together, you and I.
You know it's love when the tiny details about another person, ones that are insignificant to most people, seem fascinating and incredible to you.
Your life and my life flow into each other as wave flows into wave, and unless there is peace and joy and freedom for you, there can be no real peace or joy or freedom for me. To see reality--not as we expect it to be but as it is--is to see that unless we live for each other and in and through each other, we do not really live very satisfactorily; that there can really be life only where there really is, in just this sense, love.
You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into the room.
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.
You're nothing short of my everything.
If even a day should go by when I don't say I love you, may never a moment go by without you knowing that I do.
my name is ♥tabatha♥
although most people call me tabby
im nineteen
my birthday is september 11th
i live in Canmer
im a freshman at lindsey wilson college
nerd... thats me
favorite color is green
i have three tattoos
two stars and an anchor
and quite a few to go
i want to go to paris one day
and a bunch of places in europe
and i really want to go to victoria falls in africa
hell i just want to travel
i love just about all music
i love to sing along with the radio
and i change the station alot
im a big smartass
and ive been known to have a bad attitude sometimes
i hate being told no, but i do compromise
im a very curious person
i cant stand it when someone goes to say something to me
and then says nevermind... agh, it drives me crazy
im really simple and easily entertained
i stay up too late
im bull headed
and i stand up for what i believe in
i tend to break the rules every now and again =]
i have no common sense
and im a bit clumsy
im really short
im a hopeless romantic
i love being in love
absolutely love the way it makes you feel
i love everyone of my friends
i hate being alone
everyone knows me as the overly emotional person
from really hyper and happy
to sometimes sad and sensitive
depends on when u catch me
i love to read and write
i love going to the movies
i love music... i like just about every type there is
i wouldnt be able to live without my computer
i still dont have my license
but im gonna go try for it soon
im good at picking assholes for boyfriends
i cry alot
its easy to hurt me
ive had my heart broken a million times
if i know you, i have a song for you
im bad about that
lol
i daydream too much
i believe things happen for a reason
i smoke too much
ive been trying to quit for months
no make that years
i talk on the phone a lot
but mostly late at night
im a procrastonater
especially when it comes to school
and cleaning my room
im one of those people that have to figure it out on my own
even if i have everyone telling me what will happen
if i do it anyways
i have a trust issue
i hate drama
and those that encourage it
i regret nothing
and i try to learn from everything
but such is life
and thats me

My Interests



i love to go fourwheelin, swimming, reading, going to the movies, doin stuff on myspace of course.. and a bunch of other crap.

I'd like to meet:


Out of all the people i would love to meet, the one i would love the most is Eleanor Roosevelt.. that woman did so many things that every woman and girl alike should look up to her for. she is my favorite person in history and i would have loved to of known her.



Music:



Movies:

ah.. i like just about anything from action to drama to romantic comedies... i love it all.. just have to find the time to watch them.

You scored as Elizabeth Bennet, You are independent, passionate and unconventional, with a sharp tongue and a quick mind. But you have a quick temper and sometimes forget who you're talking to...

Elizabeth Bennet


100%

Mr. Darcy


100%

Lydia Bennett


80%

Charlotte Lucas


75%

Mr Bingley


75%

Jane Bennett


75%

Mr Bennett


70%

Mary Bennett


60%

Mr. Collins


55%

Kitty Bennett


40%

Lady Catherine de Bourgh


35%

Mr. Wickham


35%

Mrs Bennett


30%
Which Pride and Prejudice character are you most like?

Television:

csi and law and order kind of stuff, funny stuff like futurama and family guy, and i love gameshows and reality shows

Books:

sarah dessen, j.k. rowling, john grisham, christopher paolini, stephenie meyer, cornelius funke, and a bunch more.

Heroes:

my mom =]

My Blog

My weakness

ok, so im sitting here, trying not to cry again. because honestly, ive done too much of it lately. i feel like im falling apart. and i really am trying not to. im trying to be stronger. lord knows, i ...
Posted by {tabatha} on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 09:02:00 PST

never let this go

Maybe if my heart stops beatingIt won't hurt this muchAnd never will I have to answerAgain to anyonePlease don't get me wrongBecause I'll never let this goBut I can't find the words to tell youI don't...
Posted by {tabatha} on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 04:36:00 PST

&& I Will Stay

I know it's not my place To tell you what you're doing wrong Sometimes I think about your face And there's times that I don't think of you at all  So tell me you need me and I will stay You belie...
Posted by {tabatha} on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 09:15:00 PST

just letting go

im sitting heretrying to figure outjust what i want to sayhow i want to describe how i feelhonestly i dont think i have a back bonei dont know how to tell someone how i really feel sometimesi dont kno...
Posted by {tabatha} on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 10:28:00 PST

college is...

a little overwhelming i miss everyone some more than others im lonely and i wish that i could see people outside of everyone here on campus but ive made it through 3 days ive only got one more class t...
Posted by {tabatha} on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 11:31:00 PST

im going to miss it all

lots of us are about to be leaving for collegeand its making me so very sadi miss everyone from schoolbrandy is leaving in the morning for the marinesjacob just left for japan, for three years.three y...
Posted by {tabatha} on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 09:54:00 PST

last nite...

soi got slightly intoxicated last niteplaying beer pongonly it wasnt beerit was golden grainbig redand good ol sunny Dall mixed up for an amazing drink=]i won the first gameme and felicia that isbut i...
Posted by {tabatha} on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 10:18:00 PST

Are You One Of Them??

1) List 10 things that you want to say to people.2) Don't say who they are.ok, so heres the thing, im going to choose ten people. ten people that have impacted my life in one way or the other. but im ...
Posted by {tabatha} on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 08:57:00 PST

No Where To Turn

this is the poem that got published! =]Lost in this world,Just want to make it out. I have no hope for tomorrow,And my heart is full of doubt.Where do I turn,When nothing is right.Nothing to call my o...
Posted by {tabatha} on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 07:26:00 PST

Not Broken Any More

The light has come back into my life,And I can finally see.You've broken down my walls,And my heart is finally free.Free from all the pain,And free from all the lies.All I have to do,Is look into your...
Posted by {tabatha} on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 11:20:00 PST