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Hope is the denial of reality...

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About Me

MyGen Profile Generator If you don't have faith you have nothing at all
If you don't have deeds your faith will fall
They can't be true without each other
you can't have one without the other


Your Personality Is
Rational (NT)
You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.
You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!
Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.
In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.
You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.
Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.
In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.
At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.
With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.
As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.
On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things. The Three Question Personality TestOK...I am a 5'11" Male, mid-20's. Slightly balding, but I crop my hair short to cover it. I have a poor sense of style, but wear what feels comfortable and is affordable [this generally means bought at a thrift store for $2] Residence: Living in California. Why? Relationship: I am currently single and enjoying it...although I only intend to marry my best friend, so looking for deep and meanignful relationships first and foremost. Career: I play Video Games for money, I know you're jealous, but go to college as this appears to be the only job my B.A. Philosophy/Psychology seemed to qualify me for. Faith: God is faithful and true and has always provided when I am most in need.
" For this reason I say unto you, do not be worried about your life, as to what you will eat or what you will drink; nor for your body as to what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow, nor reap, nor gather into barns and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not worth much more than they? " --Matthew 6:25-26Life-verse: " Be ye therefore perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect. " --Matthew 5:48
Your Political Profile:
Overall: 80% Conservative, 20% Liberal
Social Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal
Ethics: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?My Johari Window:
Arena (known to self and others)
idealistic , knowledgeable , logical , observant , searching , wise

Blind Spot

(known only to others)

accepting , adaptable , bold , brave , calm , caring , cheerful , clever , complex , confident , dependable , energetic , extroverted , friendly , giving , happy , helpful , intelligent , introverted , kind , loving , mature , reflective , relaxed , religious , self-assertive , sentimental , silly , spontaneous , sympathetic , trustworthy , witty


Façade

(known only to self)

Unknown

(known to nobody)

able, dignified, independent, ingenious, modest, nervous, organised, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, responsive, self-conscious, sensible, shy, tense, warm

Dominant Traits

52% of people think that Carlphish is intelligent

All Percentages

able (0%) accepting (4%) adaptable (4%) bold (4%) brave (8%) calm (4%) caring (36%) cheerful (12%) clever (12%) complex (16%) confident (8%) dependable (4%) dignified (0%) energetic (16%) extroverted (4%) friendly (36%) giving (4%) happy (4%) helpful (8%) idealistic (24%) independent (0%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (52%) introverted (8%) kind (20%) knowledgeable (12%) logical (16%) loving (20%) mature (4%) modest (0%) nervous (0%) observant (16%) organised (0%) patient (0%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (0%) reflective (16%) relaxed (8%) religious (40%) responsive (0%) searching (16%) self-assertive (4%) self-conscious (0%) sensible (0%) sentimental (4%) shy (0%) silly (20%) spontaneous (20%) sympathetic (4%) tense (0%) trustworthy (36%) warm (0%) wise (24%) witty (12%)

Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 3.7.2007, using data from 25 respondents.
You can make your own Johari Window , or view Carlphish's full data .

My Interests

I don't exactly know what I am required to say in order for you to have intercourse with me. But could we assume that I said all that. I mean essentially we are just talking about the exchange of fluids right? So could we skip the talk and go straight to the sex.Writing: Dana
Nathan
Travis
Will
Mark
Ryan
Sara
Sarah
Sean
Goyer
Jake
Mike
Becky
Rebecca
If you would like to get your name on this list leave a comment on the initial blog that spawned this list at: Initial Friend Rant Blog NOTE: If you are still expecting a blog please go and read my edit on the initial blog...

Television:

Lost, 24, 4400, Battlestar Galactica, Babylon 5, The Shield, Smallville, Scrubs, Gargoyles, Adult Swim...

Books:

Poem of the week: : Gaia's Breath - Myself
It smells like spring.

Flowers only just ready to blossom sing with fragrant voices,
Grass recently curtailed, bearing the hint of a life deep within the virgin wild.
And there, slightly, just scarcely on the edge of sensation, a dash of the ocean.

A rustle in the trees brings the scent.

Discarded foliage dances along the ground like a joyful honor guard,
So pleased to herald their sovereign, they pay me no mind.
And there, wondering and awestruck my earthbounded self bears witness to their delight.

I weep for each passing of Mother Gaia's sweet breath,
That I cannot live in this coil of pure life forever.

Heroes:

Don Quixote De La ManchaIt is the mission of each true knight...
His duty... nay, his privilege!
To dream the impossible dream,
To fight the unbeatable foe,
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go;
To right the unrightable wrong.
To love, pure and chaste, from afar,
To try, when your arms are too weary,
To reach the unreachable star!
This is my Quest to follow that star,
No matter how hopeless, no matter how far,
To fight for the right
Without question or pause,
To be willing to march into hell
For a heavenly cause!
And I know, if I'll only be true
To this glorious Quest,
That my heart will lie peaceful and calm
When I'm laid to my rest.
And the world will be better for this,
That one man, scorned and covered with scars,
Still strove, with his last ounce of courage,
To reach the unreachable stars!
The Boondock Saints
"And Shepherds we shall be
For thee, my Lord, for thee.
Power hath descended forth from Thy hand
Our feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands.
So we shall flow a river forth to Thee
And teeming with souls shall it ever be.
In Nomeni Patri Et Fili Spiritus Sancti."

My Blog

The continuing Saga of Jake...

Well, there wasn't anything new until today.My cousin deposited $50,000 into my account so I can post bail and get Jake back home. His trial starts on December 7th and my Dad has bought Jake a lawyer...
Posted by Hope is the denial of reality... on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 09:32:00 PST

NOT a sex offender

So I went to go visit my brother in jail on Saturday only to have the guard at the gate tell me that I had a Bench Warrant out for a bail of $15,000 and they would let me see Jake but if I came back a...
Posted by Hope is the denial of reality... on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 12:01:00 PST

Update on Jake

Found out the reason they delayed trial... the DA was offering 5 years, which is a ludicrous amount of time, so they rejected the offer and are holding out for a later date hoping to bring the DA's nu...
Posted by Hope is the denial of reality... on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 12:44:00 PST

Life in Cali so far

OK... those of you that don't know:Jake got arrested two weeks ago for beating a guy up. Let's just say the guy was a backstabber and a jerk and deserved it, don't ask me for details please. Anyway ...
Posted by Hope is the denial of reality... on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 05:25:00 PST

Biased Media...honestly...

Watch this video from ABC news about the movie Jesus Camp, it really pissed me off.I have seen the movie and personally I don't think the movie is an accurate portrayal of the majority of ev...
Posted by Hope is the denial of reality... on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 11:21:00 PST

I hate when people take stuff without asking!

So I went to an Armcannon show friday at Broadway Joe's.  Parked my car just around the corner and had a great time.I had a couple drinks and wasn't up to driving myself home so I mooched a ride back ...
Posted by Hope is the denial of reality... on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 11:24:00 PST

A little update...

So... I've been busy. Started with a trip to Mor-Mor's cottage for Memorial day weekend, then a trip to Ohio, saw three of my best friends. Then came back to NY so I could go to some old college frien...
Posted by Hope is the denial of reality... on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 09:15:00 PST

Meso...


Posted by Hope is the denial of reality... on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 08:50:00 PST

At least someone is doing something!

To Friends of Camp Duffield. Four young ladies from LPC are putting together a power point slide show for use in Chuches and by others in telling the importance of the Camp. They could use some a...
Posted by Hope is the denial of reality... on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 06:55:00 PST

If you want to SAVE DUFFIELD!

Many of you have asked repeatedly "what can I do?" I wish I had THE right answer, but I do have AN answer. A new motion to change the details of the past recommendation vote has to come before Presbyt...
Posted by Hope is the denial of reality... on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 01:36:00 PST