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"Love me without fear. Trust me without questioning. Need me without demanding. Want me without restrictions.Accept me without change. Desire me without inhibitions."
about me: truth is, i don't know really who i am any more. i re-find myself everyday. i find new things i love that i hated the day before. i change my mind constantly. i always say i want to be like this or like that, but truthfully i just want to be my self, who ever that is. i stress over little things that mean so much to me. i have to say i only fully open up to one person in my life, and trust me, he probably wishes i wouldn't. he's seen all 100 of my personality's. i end up being close to people i get bad first impressions about. trying to fit in is too hard so i just kinda do my own thing. if i am anywhere but school i wear sweat pants and a baggy shirt. i am pretty independent. i am not clingy. i do things that make myself happy, and i am not one to do something i am not comfortable with.i like music i have not heard before.i like long car rides with the window open. i like night time the best. i really like reading. its my favorite thing.i love camping, to me its wakeing up early drinking really good coffee and the surfing/wakeboarding/dirtbiking the whole day.i'm not much of a cuddler but chris forces me to be:)i dont enjoy being alone, its kind of scary i guess. i dont like to text but i still do. when i got angry, i used to yell a lot. now i tend to cry, but only when im really mad. i still cant figure out which one is worse.i used to be funny, outgoing, and carefree. now im optimistic, quiet, and probably boring. i like to be clean and organized, but it never happens. not that im messy i just never get to the organizing part. i can keep secrets very well. i think the best thing you can do with your worries is talk about them. it works for me:)
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