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To Die For Love

The Angel has spread its wings. The time has come for better things.

About Me


Tavita: Tavita's a real unique character. He's very odd at times and has a very random scence of humor. He has some mental issues that tends to make him do some incredible things. He's in love with a very spontanious woman named Chelsey that makes him feel alive more than anything. He easily makes friends and tries to do whats right. He's in a band called Nocturnal Mourn other than that he makes it plain, Simple, and Bold.

My Interests

industrial sized food, magicians,African bull frogs,porn,leather,sex and things lit on fire.

I'd like to meet:

Peace

Wall of memories
Flesh of the rotting corpse begins to keep on rotting as the eclipse wolves begin there daily feast. I often think if it's bad to be the way I am, giving in to the lingering stench of craving, murder, and intensifying death I so call seduction. My only best friend seems to be the dogs that Ive raised to be the trusty brotherin that fallow me. Is it the way I grew up? Or the fact that I was brutally beaten by my god who's name is father. It began to get depressing listening to the silent screams in the distant mist. Am I the one to enjoy this? I admit I want to be heard of the joyous projects Ive created. Disgruntled figures hanging on the walls I call my portraits. I dream of the people's faces figuring my art gallery. I must first need to calm my patience and finish what I began. My father always said''a good man must endure the challenges he must face but the one's who die are better off dead''. I didnt know what he ment by that at first but I think Im begining to realize it. It's weird in a sadistic kind of way. The pages are begining to unfold when my deceased mothers garden withers away. I will soon be a distant memory in the chilled night. But the memories will be repeated over to there families to tell the tale how Grehams st murders accured. I was never to fond of meat, though it gives me a deacent erruption of pure pleasure hearing the sounds of decay. I would transform in the mirror and would be labled conceaded wich might be true. In the days we drink the blood of christ I would slowly cut myself, giving me pleasure of ignoring the lonelyness I felt. Fuck God. I am God. I have transformed in to the monster people fear. The monster they fear is the one they created. Maybe these sick sensations are a cry for help but maybe it's the senseless acts of good my mom drove into my head. When I look at my beautiful statues of passed possesionsof torment, It reminds me of the days in the farmwhen I can smell the fresh daizies in the grass. Looking in my mothers eyes telling me that everything is gonna be alright. Walking back in the barn watching my father slaughtering the animals I once loved. Shit maybe I am a little fucked up. But Im alive and there dead so fuck em!

The Lust and Infactuation leads me to her, as I walk towards the home silently, only to hear the grim wind and broken leaves. I walk within sight, Im near, and I see you. Watching, Only to imagine the insightfull rage subdude apon you. Gazing through the window you undress gripping myself in powerfull pleasure knowing you cant see me. In a voyear and erotic type way I savour every single moment capturing the event in my memories for it will be the last with you.

Music:

To/Die/For, The Birthday Massacre, Cyphalic Carnage, Catastrophy, Into the Moat, Gwar, Entwine, Katatonia, My Dying Bride, Amorphis, Cradle of Filth, The 69 Eyes, Vehemence, HIM, Bile, Darkwell, Between the Buried and Me, Suffocation, Razed in Black, Avenged Sevenfold, Death, Moonspell, Dimmu Borgir, Somnus, Old Mans Child, Impaled, The Shins, Bloodbath, Hi-Standard, Agothadomain, Lords of Acid, Nile, Opeth, Type O Negative, Cannable Corpse.....shit like that

Movies:

The Crow,Romeo and Juliet,Donnie Darko,Dawn of the Dead,The Texas Chainsaw Massacre,Ravenous,the Craft,Bram Stokers Dracula,The Lost Boys,Vampires,Sleepy Hallow,Session 9,Gladiator,May,The prophecy,Crazy as Hell, Buddy Boy,Devils Advocate,Nightwatch,Stir of Echos,Fire in the Sky,Gate,Bruiser,Army of Darkness,Day of the Dead,Idle Hands,In the mouth of Madness,Graveyard Shift,Candyman,Red Dragon,Almost Heros, shit like that.

Television:

Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Three Stooges, Mad TV, The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, Headbangers Ball, Three's company, Space ghost coast to coast, Dextors Lab.

Heroes:

Bill Clinton, Ronald McDonald, Bill Cosby, and Juicy Jess.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Tavita
Birthday:
Birthplace: Cottage Grove
Current Location: Tenmile Or
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: 5''11
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: white/Samoan
The Shoes You Wore Today: DC
Your Weakness: trivial motions and gentle touches
Your Fears: Inerpain and Heartbreak
Your Perfect Pizza:
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Going back to school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lmfao
Thoughts First Waking Up: Im alive
Your Best Physical Feature: you tell me
Your Bedtime: 10:00pm yeah i know its early
Your Most Missed Memory: all my memories I miss
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: none
Single or Group Dates: huh?
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Cappuccino or Coffee: both
Do you Smoke: Trying to quit
Do you Swear: Fuck yeah I do
Do you Sing: well of course
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: Yes
Do you want to get Married: Yes
Do you belive in yourself: Yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: Yes
Do you think you are Attractive: dk
Are you a Health Freak: No way
Do you get along with your Parents: yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms: There cool
Do you play an Instrument: Guitar and Drums
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yesery bob
In the past month have you Smoked: mmm hhhmmm
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yeah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no, I need too though
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yeah its gross
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: hahah nope
Ever been Drunk: Oh yeah
Ever been called a Tease: Big time
Ever been Beaten up: Yep
Ever Shoplifted: pppshhh! No way!(sarcastically)
How do you want to Die: in everyway
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Someone important
What country would you most like to Visit: Europe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue
Favourite Hair Color: Blonde
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: dont care
Weight: average
Best Clothing Style: mature/Girly
Number of Drugs I have taken: dont care
Number of CDs I own: dont care
Number of Piercings: dont care
Number of Tattoos: dont care
Number of things in my Past I Regret: To many
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