jaysin

Who am I???....i would like to think of my self as an epicure….some might ask what the hell is that?....well its someone who only likes the pleasures of life….meaning that I hate restrictions, constraints, limitations, and painful situations/feelings….but I guess if u don’t experience those things how would u come to know what real pleasure is???Maybe im not as much as an epicure as I think I am because I do like pain.…and no im not talking about the kind of pain in kinky sex…but im talking about the pains of life…from relationships, to anything else in which can cause a human being pain…most forms of pain that I talking about is mental…some can be physical depending what a person endures… but for the most part pain is good…pain reminds us that were still alive…and for me, it keeps me going…never wanting to give in no matter how much it hurts…and it is pain that has pushed me to a place I never imaged I thought I would be…I have an absolute love and respect for human beings….(NOT PEOPLE)….and its the reason why I have chosen International Relations as my major….this also constitutes why I get so irritated when people are inconsiderate of others....human beings at least try to be considerate....which I don’t think is very hard….but theres a lot of people who aren’t human beings and all u can hope for is that one day they will trip over a rock and fall right on their face….LMAO….I can always make my self laugh…even when Im sad, mad, irritated, or even when Im already happy…..i don’t know if that’s a quality….maybe it means that im jus a bit crazy and I should have a mental evaluation….hahahaha…I am not afraid to say that I am a Bank of America lifer…lol…Ive been in banking for a big portion of my life and have met some of the most wonderful people I could have ever imaged to meet, clients and co-workers. Im really good at what I do and im probably every Drug Lords dream come true due to nature of my business…hahaha…Things that I find really important to me are my friends, family and GOD…..i cant live with out any of these 3…..in truth I wana say four but I don’t have the fourth thing in my life right now and im sure u can figure out what it should be.Real quick I wana say thanks to my friends and family who have always supported me and have always been there for me…especially to my best friends…they love me for who I am and the way I am and wouldn’t want it any other way…or at least that’s what they tell me…LOL!!!...thank you and I love you allIf u want to know more about me jus send me a msg….i might take a few days to respond but I’ll always get back to u….thanks for reading…. NEW YEARS BABY 06 LICA & I"You need strength; love is not easy. It's not easy if you find (it), it's not easy if you don't find it. It's not easy if you find it but it doesn't work out. It merely says the strong survive, but not everybody is strong." McMurtry.