what i learned from you is a life lesson to never trust again.
that i will never rape my heart again
not once more will i pry open its walls, rebelling
against my intuition,
to suject myself to the deadly and sinful submissions,
of loving a woman so blindingly being given her cursed love that never came to an endin.maybe it was the fact that i loved too much,
maybe it was that i only kissed you to touch,-
the heart of the woman who i loved so much.
it was her mind, her style, her pearlly white smile,
tha taste of her lips, the curve of her hipps,
and how she would tell me she loved me when ever she huged me.so after all the ups and downs and the 5th yr came around,
i still put it down, and loved unconditionally year round,
we would take trips out of town, and to the moonlight walk the beach down.
i would bring her flowers and gifts to work
and massage where ever she may hurt,
cook surprising dinners and for desert,
we would flirt, then i would go to work,
the bathroom was lit with candle lights,
and the scent of exotic fragrance would fill the place,
i would bath her then embrace, her body in the next place,
in my bedroom, it was never a race i took my time as i
kissed and tasted.
whats happens from there one can only wish to know more,
for a true gentle man never reveals whats done behind closed doors.(but she always wanted more.)For the cloudy storms had taken its tone,
on a matured relationship now the clouds are gone,
the rainy arguements had now started the process of evaporatio,
and i felt as if i deserved some slight form of approbation,
yet instead i got her lack or appreciation, for and good man-with a standing ovation.
(her)" I love you but hypothetically speaking, i'm still young and what if its not ment for you to be with me?
but thanx for it all the car, the gifts, the trips to the mall.-(me)" But what do you mean?"(her)"Sam its not you baybe its me.
your love seems so sure that its pure and sweet,
yet i hate to tell you i have lust in me.
so i must leave you to see if we are truely ment to be.
so don't cry punkin, though it may not be the same,
just know my love for you will always remain unchanged.
so until we are one again you'll always be my best friend."(Me) " baybe don't go please just wait( i could no longer pacify my tears as they slowly slipped away) i'll do what ever it takes for you to stay.
i already lost my dad and you love is all i had!"(her)" don't cry sam i already feel bad."(me)" but i need your love.(her) " you already have my love, there are just things in life i have to learn.(so i guess like Usher i got to let it burn.)
or like that song on 97.9 this is what hurts the most.)so she unlocked the car and opened the door,
Wiped my face as she kissed me once more,
got in and closed the door.i could tell she was crying from the start,
as she fell deep into the sorrows of her heart,
head in her eyes and her eyes in her heart,
her love for me was like a romantic work of art.Now its just me no more us. i try not to but i think about her all the time.
i wanna say fuck it and just forget it from time to time,
but like my girl Heather Headly said "IN MY MIND."
and "I WISH I WASN'T" in love but like a curse is what she was.Because though she's gone on with her life,
i still wish she apart of my life.
she was my first, my only, my everything good and right,
but if only i had never learned to love and trust just maybe, juat maybe i would be alright...Samuel Humphrey....."SO TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT THIS POEM?"
Sex Preference
Top or Bottom doesn't matter i work then both and more
Morning or Night early morning bones are good but love is made perfect in the moon light
Lights on or off on to see and off to feel and hear
Touching or kissing first i kiss the lips then i grip the hips
Giver or Reciever with good foreplay everything is done
Nice & slow or Rough & fast first theres foreplay which is nice and slow and then after you kiss it, flip it, grab it and stab it well you know things get rough.
Bitting or Kissing i kiss the lips and nibble the rest
Scratching or tickling its not for fun its to please and show emotion so leave your mark and scratch my back
Grabbing or caressing i caress with my lips and grab those his a little while i push it in the middle
loud or quite well we start off with silence but if its good you just can't hide it.
Drunk or Sober sober
Outside or Inside doesn't matter
Standing up or laying down both
Pain or Pleasure pleasure
A Break or straight if you have to break then you can't hang
Under or on top of the covers we start under both after a few hours then cover is not in the room we finish in.
Clothes on or off on when we are trying to go to work and off when its time to put in work.
Good or Bad
Foreplay
Whipped Cream i'm a carmel person myself
Fudge more like honey
One night stand never that cause she always wants more
Booty calls yeah
pillow bitting only when trying not to wake the neighbors
Long toe nails hell no this shit ain't cute
Sex toys not for me
Ashy elbows hell no
Soft Skin yes this is a must
Music yeah but the cd always end before we do
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