Turning 42 in 3 days:
This song soothes me when all hope is lost. It closes the book on things when all my hope is gone.
I like my job.
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glitter-graphics.com Sorry I am not a sports babe. My "roommate" is a sports fanatic and I can't stand it!
glitter-graphics.com I leave the house when these games are on. Cannot stand the noise and him shouting. Can hear him down the street!!! Insane!
City girl. Born and raised. Classier than a hood rat though! I don't like the suburbs and I don't like the country. Buffalo is home to me and I am fine with that. I do not care if the neighborhood crumbles around me. I was there first and I was there when the neighborhood was good! The hood has gotten a lot hoodier than when I was a kid but I like being able to ride NFTA Metro and that little train to nowhere gets me somewhere! Spotted Mark on the subway nearly 19 years ago and we are "roommates"! Met Eric on the #5 Niagara in 2005 and he ended up being my best friend of all time!!! Lived on Clay St. for 21 years. Turned 22 at my first apartment on Delaware near Hertel in North Buffalo. Got homesick and moved upstairs of my grandma at 93 Military Rd. Mark moved in with me on 2/5/90. We then moved to the corner of West Utica and Richmond. After that we moved to the corner of Hampshire and Grant and that house is now demolished! Lived on Ganson St. in North Tonawanda for a little while then moved to Riverside at the end of Skillen and Vulcan. Stayed there for 5 years then moved to Laird Ave. down the street from Riverside Park. After 11 years living there we are now back in Black Rock across from Wegmans. I have a nice front porch and it is much quieter there and I am walking distance to my family. There's no place like home.
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I love swimming pools. I have a swimming pool fetish. Lol!
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I am the furthest thing from down to earth. I am very spontaneous. Impulsive.
glitter-graphics.com Mmmm...mmmm...mmmm The things I could do to this man.
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UPDATE: May 6, 2008 I got a new apartment after 11 years!
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4/23/09: still 41 - 3 more days 'til age 42:
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glitter-graphics.com I like white tea.I drink it at Regal.I would like to live here:
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glitter-graphics.com I ain't no Spring chick. I'll be 41 on April 26.
I got my Myspace Cursors from 123mycodes.com
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"Just a small town girl living in a lonely world;
she took the midnight train going anywhere......"
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glitter-graphics.com The reason I have this picture of Jesus Christ here is because it is in a guy's bedroom I like. On 10/29/07 he invited me over to watch a movie. We didn't watch the movie. As of 11/30/08 I am still visiting that bedroom. He is 6'2" a blonde basketball player. I am 41 and he is 20. omg! Age 19 is legal age for sex in NY state. He lives in the rich part of Lackawanna. He started dating this little girl on 12/1/08 yet he called me late Tuesday night at 12:13 a.m. which is 12/31/08 and invited me over to his house to have sex. I didn't go. I should have. I miss him. OUR SEX IS INTENSE!!! She claims he loves her - I don't call that love when your boyfriend lusts after me late at night. I can fill his every need. Looking forward to his next booty call. He called me on New Year's Day AGAIN a little before midnight and told me I am going to mess things up for him. He messed things up for himself because he is a VERY horny young man and he wants his cake and eat it too. I like being his whore and I hope when him and that little girl break up or hell even if they don't break up I hope he calls me again because I sooooo want to pleasure him the way he wants me to! I understand why your boyfriend calls me after midnight for sex. It is because I know how to please him and you don't. I am a woman and you are a little girl. THAT'S RIGHT I'M A COUGAR!
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PRAYER OF ST. FRANCIS
Lord, make me an instrument of your peace,
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
where there is sadness, joy;
O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love.
For it is in giving that we receive;
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.
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glitter-graphics.comMy lowest weight was 125 as a junior in high school and my highest weight was 325. My bra size was always a 38C now I am a 48DD. When this guy I was crazy about said he didn't want to see me anymore I asked if it was because of my weight and he looked directly at me and matter of factly said, "No". I am grateful for him having said that to me. One year and 4 months later I saw his pic on myspace and didn't even recognize him. Gilbert was the first guy to use a dildo on me at age 39. I never used one on myself. His friend gave him a "single guy's kit" that contained a dildo. He was telling me all about it when I was in bed with him and I said, "Let me see it". He said he'll have to find a FREAKY GIRL to use it on and the next thing I knew he was using it on me! Wow! I am a FREAKY GIRL! I liked it but I said to him, "Baby, i like you better." One time at his apt. in the falls he was on top and he said, "ya like that huh?" uhhh huhhh....I was in love with him and I said, "Ohhhh Gil Allan Joe...." He got mad. He hated when I called him that! He was my baby, my all time favorite guy. I even had plans to buy him a motorcycle. I was going to take $100. out of every paycheck to do it. He wanted a maroon Honda. I was surprised he didn't want a Harley.
. Sad but true.Yep.I was his whore.
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Named after Casper not Peter Pan.
I was on cloud 9 as of 12/5/05 and I don't want to come back down. But as of 10/7/07 i have came crashing out of the sky and splattered on the pavement. I have chosen to leave the Gil story on my page because it is a part of my life that made me EXTREMELY happy and a part that now is my deepest sadness. My good non-sex memories of Gilbert are when he held my hand in MY car in the the McDonald's parking lot on Pine Ave. in the Falls and on the way to the ATM on Niagara Falls Boulevard. During this reunion I did tell him it hurt my feelings when he called me a stalker because I used to leave him 39 messages on Lifestylers. Another non-sex AND sex memory is when I asked if he wanted to cuddle the night I gave him $500 to be with him. He drew circles on my back as I lay in his beautiful arms. I Just Died In Your Arms Tonight. On the phone he asked how I was and I said,"Oh you don't care" and he said,"Who said i don't?"
I liked that the morning after he let me kiss him goodbye on the cheek in the kitchen and he welcomed it he didn't push me away. He had asked for another $200 in bed one night and he asked me what I want in return for it. A French kiss and I got it. I know money cannot buy love but the money was the only thing I could offer him to make him want me. The last contact I had with Falls Guy 29 was a cell phone text message: "Nice guitar" (I sent a picture of a guitar to his cell phone).
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THE TRUE STORY:
I talked to this guy on Lifestylers GUITARIST and we decided to meet.
glitter-graphics.com I never saw his photo. He never saw mine. He picked me up at my house in his gold BMW. He had told me that he is 1/2 ndn 1/2 puerto rican and when I got in the car I said, "Wow, I can see the ndn in you right away!". He is a Seneca Indian and a gorgeous one! We went to Starbucks and Target on the boulevard. Later that night we talked on the phone.He picked me up AGAIN. We went to a Super 8 motel. We did "the nasty" in all positions. He is the best!
This is the only guy that ever put butterflies in my stomach!!!!!!!!
In January we went to a motel across from Sheridan Park. After a 2 hour bout of great sex he decided we must put CLOSURE on this. I was devastated. When I got out of his car in front of my house I told him, "I love you". April 2006: I get a message on lifestylers from Falls Guy 28: Are you driving? My heart went to my toes!"GUITARIST?" And he said "you have to ask?"
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April, May and early June 2006 i was the happiest I have been in all my 39 years on earth.He never once made me feel fat. In May when I was in bed with him he pulled me a little closer to him and said,"C'mon you're shaking". I was just so happy to be there with him in his very own bed. No seedy motel this time.I used to watch him sleep because he was so very beautiful. My first time at the falls apt he said, "You feel so damn good". The best part is when he lay on my back. He was my Elvis(sounded like him when I told him to say my name in bed).Never in a million years did i ever think i'd score with a guy like that;it was like being with a movie star!(He is 10 years younger than me).
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I spent all my summers up until age 21 at Long Beach, Wainfleet, Ontario.I like the scent of pine trees in brisk weather.I like rice pudding with whipped cream.I like a Louie's or Ted's foot long hot dog with fries and a pepsi (not diet) on a nice sunny day outside at the picnic table.I like the lasagna I make.I am 716wendy:ATM on Lifestylers,WendyAnnMarie on UPOC, GirlW on Air Date, Casper'sCharm on WeightWatchers. My other website is: www.../pynx.You may email me: [email protected] name:Mermaid swims in tranquil seas.I don't drink at bars or at home.I will however have a vodka and iced tea while playing Hexbreaker at the Seneca Niagara Casino. I don't smoke. I like coffee ALOT. Its my fix! I live with a guy. We are not lovers. We have lived together for 18 years. I love my cats with all my heart and soul.Pookie and Charcoal are with me,Dodger and Scooter walk with the Lord.
I have really bad asthma. It is predominantly allergy induced.I take Albuterol,Advair & Singulair. I have a nebulizer. I like May and October. I love to decorate for every Holiday. Love lights in the window. (These are dangerous. They get too hot).
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glitter-graphics.com Went swimming at Bennett Beach on Sunday, August 17, 2008 (waves) and on 8/23/08: no waves.
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Went to the Buffalo Zoo on Labor Day 9/1/08. Very hot out!
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These are my girlies at work. Carolyn(second from left)is my best friend at work.
Divas by night yet EDITORS by day:
Yep that's right I wouldn't get in the pic cuz I knew it was gonna end up on myspace! Internet blackmail - lol! I am told I must wear the birthday hat and be photographed April 26 OR ELSE!!!
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My beautiful cousin Amanda. She is my mom's sister's daughter.She is 31.
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The guy in this photo is Jeffrey. I call him Kalista and he calls me Kalista too! He has been best friends with me since 1971 (kindergarden). He lives in Las Vegas now. That beautiful Seneca Indian girl (1/2 Seneca 1/2 Italian)in the photo with him is his best friend Kelley who I have known since I was 16. (We call her Kellellowog) In fact I was at this backyard party this photo was taken at! (summer 2007) - I don't see them much but old friends are forever in my heart xoxo xoxo.
The girl on the left is my bestest friend Carolyn I met at work awhile back at my old hospital and now we work together daily at my new hospital. She is the most nicest, kindest friend I have ever had! I LOVE YOU Carolyn Nadine!!! (She is with her best homegirl Daphanie in this photo). The funny thing is we all attended the same business school at the same time and didn't even know it!
Carolyn and I (4/23/09):
