pōmaikaʻi.

✌ Pōmaika'i; Thats me, who i am, and how i try to live each moment. so yea, i do randomly break out into song, thanks. i dig being an "adult" still discovering things with this amazing innocence. i love laying on the grass watching the clouds go by probably more than some mothers love their children. my belief factor is waaayy greater than the amount of actual nutrients in the food the general public now consumes. but damn, that doesnt sound like im saying much anymore huh.. people who arent on this level baffle me, its such a elevated place to be! i search for universal truths, and happen to love it. i co-teach a few "classes" in the community garden and sometimes i feel like i learn more from these kids than what they take from me. Hāloanakalaukapalili is my homeboy, we kick it all the time. ae, hiki iaʻu ke kamaʻilio ma ka ʻōlelo makuahine o ko mākou kupuna. aka, me ka liʻiliʻi wale nō. im a lomilomi practitioner, not a massuse, its well and truly healing. im looking to cut a vocal demo, most likely start out by harmonizing to someone elses songs. for those of you who "knew" me at some point, dont even pretend to, you never actually took the time to get past the first layer, hahah. i aint perfect, and i revel in it all the time. im all pono vibes, though i warn you not to test me. behind any humanoid beings smile, are pains and joys you could never fathom. Hilo living is for me i swear.. i lah lah looooove my ohana and plan to travel the world with my massage table. healin the world one person at a time. get at me, im sure i wont disappoint:]
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✯ every so often when you feel the pains of humanity, sometimes all you have, is how precious and beautiful all them tears you cried , had looked falling to the ground:] & im cool with that. ✯ ive learned it starts with looking to yourself, completely loving the person you look at in the mirror every day ✯ gooooooshh people, live life, laugh at yourself more, be freaking happy!!! ✯ JahBLESSyouAlll:]
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and the truth is, we really have no idea.
i dont wanna be an ant! its like, we go through life with our antennas bouncing off one another continuously on ant auto pilot with nothing really human required of us. stop. go. walk here. drive there. all action basically for survival, all communication simply to keep this ant colony running in a simple, polite manner. "heres your change, paper or plastic, credit or debit?" I dont want a straw! I want real human moments! I want to see you, I want you to see me, and I dont wanna give that up, yaknowadameeean?[:
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