â˜ Crashâ˜ ....Into Me.....<3

About Me

I am a very strange girl. I'm opinionated and obnoxious. I'm not afraid to speak my mind, and say how I feel. Individualism is very important to me. If you aren't going to be yourself, and are a droid (unless your just dressed like a droid, that's hot), don't even bother. I am not your ordinary girl, and never will be. I am NOT girly. That does not mean that I am not feminine. If you can find a way underneath my "one of the guys" attitude, you'll find that I am very much...well...all girl...

I like Music, almost all kinds. I sometimes wish my life had a soundtrack. I love to go out and party when I get a chance. I have some of the most awesome friends you will ever meet. I like reading, play WoW occasionally, and D&D. I'm a geek, can't help it. I live with my husband, Nate, and our 2 children (Sydney and Adrienne), out semi-special cat, Demascus and Mel our newest cat.. My brother in law Bren also lives with us. We are busy, almost always. But we sure have a lot of fun.

I had some bullshit about how I'm not that thick skinned and crap here, but I've changed my mind about all that. I am still working on some flaws in myself, but I've decided that those flaws are what make me...well...me. I'm happy with who I am. I care a lot about the people/things that are important to me, and I'm a bit monomeistic. I can openly admit that now, and I don't really care that much. I have a genuinely good life, even if it does suck at times, I'm happy with it. If the people in my life can't understand and can't just live with MY life/style choices, then I will have to say goodbye to them, and that's okay. People/friends will come and go my entire life, they will enrich it and help along the way, and then probably move on. Hopefully, I will have helped them and impacted them the way the have me. I just know, I am okay with who I am, and I hope that everyone can accept that.

I feel like this most of the time....

I'm brutal, I'm honest, I'll rub you completely wrong, and for some reason you'll like it. :) Oh, and there's always room for more cowbell.

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My Interests

My daughters, My hubband, Tattoo's, Piercings, Family, SCA, Pirates, Poi, Firedancing, Camping, Video Games, My Ass, Concerts, Peanut Butter and Bologna Sandwiches, MUSIC, WoW, Movies, Reading

I'd like to meet:

Everyone. Duh, I'm such a social whore. Oh, and this squirrel....

And this guy!!!

Music:

Apocalyptica, Nightwish, U2, Thirteen Senses, HIM, Hinder, Cradle of Filth, Mudvayne, Richard Cheese, Ozzy, Billy Myers, David Bowie, Beetles, Pink Floyd, Rush, The Doors, Green Velvet, Fiona Apple, Loreena Mckennit, Slipknot, Stone Sour, Black Stone Cherry, Rob Zombie, Placebo, Violent Femmes, Disturbed, Prodigy, A Fine Frenzy, Marilyn Manson, Flyleaf, Seether, Depeche Mode, Gravity Kills, Godhead, System of a Down, Drowning Pool, ...etc...I like alot of music, and this could go on all day. ..

Movies:

..Boondock Saints, Harry Potter movies, Underworld, Princess Bride, Sleeping Beauty, Benny and Joon, Pirates, Equilibrium, Dog Soldiers, All Kevin Smith movies, The 300, Mirrormask, Edward Scissorhands, Corpse Bride, Dirty Dancing, Rob Zombie flicks, most of the horror genre, Transformers, Spiderman movies ...yada yada...Too many that I can't even think of. Apparently, I spend too much time watching movies.

Television:

I don't watch a whole lot of tv anymore. I watch the Daily Report with Jon Stewart, the Colbert Report, Nip/Tuck and occasionally anything that catches my eye...

Books:

The Dresden Files, Currently reading The Wheel of Time, Kate Forsyth, Witches of Eileanan series, Laurell K Hamilton, Douglas Adams (Hitchhikers Guide to The Galaxy), Neil Gaiman, Looking Glass Wars, R.A. Salvatore, Laurell K. Hamilton (Anita Blake).....

Heroes:

My children, they saved my life. My Mom...

My Blog

First of May!

Happy May Day Everyone!!! ...
Posted by Crash ....Into Me.....<3 on Thu, 01 May 2008 11:22:00 PST

I has some cookies....

wouldn't you like some?! Yay for drunk blogging!!! Mmmm...spiderbites and movies. My night rocks!
Posted by Crash ....Into Me.....<3 on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 07:58:00 PST

OOOH! AHHH!

Of all the places I thought my life would take me, I never thought that I could be as happy as I am now. Yes, my life is a bit different, my lifestyle choices are definitely different, but I am so inc...
Posted by Crash ....Into Me.....<3 on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 08:13:00 PST

Again...wtf?!

Why is it that people are still trying to log into my myspace? I’ve changed my passwords, all of them, and you’ll never guess what they are. So, stop trying, it’s sick and sad. But p...
Posted by Crash ....Into Me.....<3 on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 03:32:00 PST

My name...

What Ashley Park Means..http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatsyournameshiddenm eaningquiz/name.gif" height="100" width="100">You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are...
Posted by Crash ....Into Me.....<3 on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 09:13:00 PST

Keep your drama to yourselves....

I am going to make this very clear, for everyone, so that there are no misunderstandings. I want no part in anyones drama, none, zip, zilch. Not even the tiniest bit. I especially have no desire to he...
Posted by Crash ....Into Me.....<3 on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 11:23:00 PST

SCA is coming soon!!!

I'm so excited to be back this season. And it's going to be better than ever! Rebuilding my household and bringing in some old and new faces. It should be a fantastic party! Can't wait for the roving ...
Posted by Crash ....Into Me.....<3 on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 09:54:00 PST

Happy...sort of...

Bought a new vehicle, 2001 Ford Explorer, it's awesome. Dealership now owns my soul, but I have a car! Got a new computer, it's also awesome. Except Windows Vista is a piece of shit os. Grrr... Here's...
Posted by Crash ....Into Me.....<3 on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 12:09:00 PST

Had to...

I put this up originally as a bulletin, but felt the need to put it up as a blog...So, I guess I lied, I had to say it twice. I'm only going to say this once. I don't care if you take me off your frie...
Posted by Crash ....Into Me.....<3 on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 10:57:00 PST

Questions for you all...

Would you sacrifice your happiness for someone else? Even if that meant giving them a false sense of happiness? Would this destroy you as a person, or do you think you could eventually be happy with t...
Posted by Crash ....Into Me.....<3 on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 12:47:00 PST