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M.B. Beane™

About Me

"To save a man's life, against his will, is the same as killing him" - Horace ~ "There are only two ways to live your life, One is as though nothing is a miracle, The other is as though everything is a miracle" - Einstein ~ "When you betray somebody else, you also betray yourself" - Isaac Bashevis Singer ~ "Be not afraid of greatness: some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them." - Shakespeare ~ "Love is blind; friendship closes its eyes" ~ "Most of us love from our need to love, not because we find someone deserving" - Nikki Giovanni ~ Fear profits Man nothing ~ Last night, love entered my dreams; then it was morning ~ Don't live your life for money, for it is a curse ~ Love me when I deserve it least, as that is when I'll need it most ~ My Mother always said I'd be a heart-breaker, she never told me it would be mine ~"Tool Tour 2009!!!"

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

~TOOL~, Sevendust, Kenneth King, Jason Statham, Samuel L. Jackson, All sorts of other interesting/amazing people, The rest of me, A girl that doesn't lie or play games. I've apparently met one already, her name is Tallulah a.k.a **hempress**, but I need to meet the one that'll be mine.

My Blog

Misery, once again. . . .

Has anyone ever read my blogs?? or any of my bulletins that had a little substance to them?? Well, if you have, you may remember my love-hate relationship with my old friend Misery. . . . .Oh, Misery....
Posted by on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 00:50:00 GMT

Nearly 30 fuckin years. . . . .

Nearly 30 fuckin' years and still no-one gets me. No-one can seem to see my vision or even glimpse it slightly. I am forever misunderstood and it leads me to believe that I am either closer to the tru...
Posted by on Sun, 25 May 2008 23:45:00 GMT

Idk...

I wrote:Why...Do humans have to be emotional??Why do we "feel"Do you think dogs feel the loss of a pack-member??Why couldn't people just be logical??Why do I "feel bad" about some things I see and hea...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 13:32:00 GMT

Tried so hard (circa 2002)

you were breaking meso now I'm breaking youyou'd better fucking listenbecause this is truemy life in ruins  Because of you. . .                   ...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 01:56:00 GMT

My headliner (complete) 7/13/2006

Can’t have it, Want it,  Need itCan’t believe thisWanted, NeededMy Life’s missing peicesMust be hiding in Earths farthest reachesI’ll journey to search all the valleys, mo...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 22:32:00 GMT

to know (also old)

to know why but not howto know where but not whento know now but not thento know but to no endwhat then?
Posted by on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 22:27:00 GMT

another old one

believe, I live with so much regretI’ve been punished twice over for all my mistakeswhen does my punishment end?I can’t stand thisI’ve been weakened from so long trying to handle its...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 22:24:00 GMT

Welcome, Misery. . . (another old one)

misery shrouds me once againmy companion along for every step I takeI cannot out run, for it’ll be waiting for me when I stop to catch my breathI cannot hide, for it knows where I’m going ...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 22:20:00 GMT

Awareness

he awakens to emptiness. . .he needs to feel loveexistence itself is killing himhe is not at all content,  nor filled with joy of any kindhe is filled with dread, pain, anger, and sadness. . .eve...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 00:39:00 GMT

Some old writings, "Why Lie"

Why LieDon't DenyTell The TruthHow Can I BelieveThat You Ever TriedSo Why HideYou Know When You Are WrongStill You Wait So LongLying Doesn't Make You StrongDON'T, DON'T LIE,  WHY LIE (Why Di...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 22:52:00 GMT