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About Me

the girl
I'm n i n e t e e n years old.
I 'm a drama queen x5.2million.
I suffer from teeny bopper syndrome.
I am NOT your rock princess.
I am far too overly emotional.
I have been braindamaged by hairdye.
I consider myself a poser.
I am a salvation army shoper.
I try to be a comedian.
I am a REVENGE WHORE.
I am extremly obbsessive compulsive.
I can be a stalker.
I'm considered an under achiever.
I'm still a thumb sucker.
... Oh yeah, I pretend I rock.
;described as;
"Emo poser" - Emily
"Simply f*cking awesome" - Siskel and Ebert
"The best I've had" - Staceys Mom
;fetish freak;
.suffocation. DEATH. murder. choking. abuse. hitting. bruising. ROPE. bondage. duct tape. abduction. roleplay. VAMPIRES . knives. EYELINER. eyeshadow.
;mmmmm;
I smell sex and candy.
;outcast;
To all of you who told me I was nothing and the few of you who broke my heart or went after my friends... eff you.
Take the quiz: "what kind of drug are you? (includes pictures)"

ketamine.
you are ketamine. special, trippy, outgoing and spiritual.
;FOREVER, CRYSTAL;
I've never cared so deeply for anyone. My life goes out to the following people: My fiance, Shaggy (I love you for all the faith you have put in me), Michael (having you back in my life is incredible and i love you) Stephanie (I wouldnt be alive without you) and last but not least the rest of my Chittenango friends for keeping a temporary smile on my face.
.bleed bitch bleed.
When I said that I'd hit that, I meant with my car.
THE 10 COMMANDMENTS OF A CHEMICAL ROMANCE:

1; Thou shall not put a gun to thy lover's head.
2; Thou shall be willing to die for love.
3; Thou shall seek revenge on those who wrong you
4; Thou shall be a demolition lover
5; Thou shall unleash the bats
6; Thou shall protect thy lover from everything (even vampires)
7; Thou shall respect the lord, Gerard.
8; Thou shall sing the holy hymns of the chemical romance
9; Thou shall see beauty in bloody love.
1o; Thou shall rock hardNEW PROFILE MYSPACE.COM/FALLENAWAYXX

My Interests

"emo" music
anarchy
anti-depressents
bdsm
bi guys
big red
bisexuality
biting
black roses
blood
blowing bubbles
body modification
caffeine
candles
coffins
cold case
crying
cutting
dancing
darkness
death
digital photography
dippin dots
dreaming
dubble bubble gum
duck duck goose
halloween
hide and seek
imagination
killing
knives
murder
poetry
rain
rainbows
ring around the rosie
screaming contests
self inflicted pain
shooting stars
spirit boards
suffocation
suicide
therapy
vampires
waterbabies
wicca
writing
zoloft

I'd like to meet:

[x] Charles Manson.
[x] Marilyn Manson.
[x] Brandon Lee. (RIP)
[x] Bert McCracken.

GERARD WAY
"he did have a tight ass" - Gerard Way to Bert McCraken about Charles Manson

I'd like to meet a guy whos looking for comitment. Someone I can trust with my soul and eventually let hold my heart. Someone who will listen and give me a shoulder to cry on, but also be there to try new crazy and wild things with me. A hardcore rocker with an emo side. They have to let me do their makeup and just be able to laugh at shit. I hate hanging out with 24 year olds who I feel like I have to be mature around. Im not mature - I can be, but not always. I want someone I can be me with. I'll take care of you... if you take care of me.
{ edit } [8/2/2005] I found someone.... I found a wonderfull someone, or rather he found me and I love him. Guy you are all I ever wanted in a boy.... a husband... and a father to my children. I love you... until the day I die.

I can be a pretty decent friend and I try to give advice, even though I cant take it... so add me - and if you live in the area, hit me up :P i dont judge. ...Unless your over 26...

Oh the horror
Crystal: So when are you leaving?
Joe: Oh... about quarter past f*cking her.

SWEET JESUS!
I bet she wins best costume.

Emily: If anybody asks, we went to a baseball game and all got hit.

I swear this is a whore house.

"I own her face until she is 18"
"saying you own her face is like saying you own her crotch until she's 18 and thats perversion and you can go to jail."

Shin: I'm in a fucking tree, shut up.

Shin: would you ever fuck on a tire swing?

Shin: dude I have two more days off. do you know what we could do in two days
Crystal: make babies?

Shin: *has a tire swing in her back yard*
Crystal: *has a dead bird in her backyard*

Anna:My panties smell.

// I love you, Guy Russell Grimes Jr.

Music:

My Chemical Romance
Coheed and Cambria
The Used
Hanson
Backstreet Boys
The Cure
Slipknot
System Of A Down
Yellowcard
Switchfoot
Papa Roach
No Address
Savage Garden
Soundgarden
A perfect circle
Crossfade
Saliva
Evanescence
Nickelback
Seether
Amy Lee
Good Charlotte
Green Day
Ozzy
Metallica
Fountains of Wayne
Smile Empty Soul
Nine in Nails
Funeral for a friend

Movies:

Casper
The Crow
Swimfan
A Walk to Remember
Romeo and Juliet
Pirates of the Caribbean
Don Juan DeMarco
A Series of Unfortunate Events
Eurotrip

Television:

Joan of Arcadia
Young and the Restless
That 70s Show
Degrassi
Malcolm in the Middle
Family Guy
Futurama
HiHi Puffy Ami Yumi
Fairly Odd Parents
Cold Case
Forensic Files
Sex Court

Books:

a child called it
tithe
the mediator series by meg cabot

Heroes:

Brandon Lee (1965-1993) Keep The Faith.

Carla
Lindsey
Em J
Aimie

My Blog

deleting this myspace

I will be deleting this myspace account shortly. it has been replaced with http://www.myspace.com/fallenawayxx   add ittttttttttt. *muah*...
Posted by want a cherry coke? ♥ on Wed, 23 Nov 2005 02:02:00 PST

fill it out! beyotch.

1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do you think we will be frien...
Posted by want a cherry coke? ♥ on Wed, 23 Nov 2005 12:42:00 PST

dude, test results are in

IM PREGNANT
Posted by want a cherry coke? ♥ on Sun, 13 Nov 2005 05:55:00 PST

I just love to put people in jail dont I?

heheheeeeeeee. sorry, had to let that out. everyone check out my new photo! Okay, so it's not me... it's a mug shot of a girl who pretended to be my friend, and happens to be the BIOLOGICAL mother of ...
Posted by want a cherry coke? ♥ on Sun, 30 Oct 2005 09:59:00 PST

family? whats that...

I have decided that nomatter how much I miss Emmy Jo she is not family. I read some comments on another page about me being a whore... her being friends with someone she swore she would never be with ...
Posted by want a cherry coke? ♥ on Wed, 07 Sep 2005 09:06:00 PST

she so said yes

Oh yeah thats right im sooo engaged to the hawtest girl on myspace.... *muah* I LOVE YOU KELLIE! *giggles insanely*... send us wedding presents ... like now....
Posted by want a cherry coke? ♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

yeah, im gay... and my roomate dosen't know....

I don't think I could have possibly had any more fun that I had on Thursday night / Friday morning. One of the best days of my life. Ever. See Steph was finally allowed to stay the night, and together...
Posted by want a cherry coke? ♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sweet jesus

Okay, so I haven't been one to write in these "blog" things on myspace, but with my slacking in livejournal I needed somewhere to rant. and so here it is. So I met a great guy. A taken, yet very good ...
Posted by want a cherry coke? ♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I wanna feel it bleed...

I don't know why I do this. It's like an incredible rush I get whenever the blade slices through skin and I live for it. I live for the sight of my own bright red blood gushing from random parts of my...
Posted by want a cherry coke? ♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST