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i wish i could say that i managed to get away.....to the break the curse that burdens us all....that

About Me

i am bobbi jean and as you may already know i am a rollercoaster ride in myself. i am a little fo everything. i speak my mind and listen to everything that people say. i am a true freind or your worst enemy. i am something nothing and sooo very much more. i am 22 years old and am starting college very soon. i have a wonderful fiance chris who i love very much. i have lived so much in a little bit of time and yet have so much to do with the life i have left. i have never let annyone close to me down and yet and always seemed to fall short when it comes to pleasing myself.

My Blog

rant of sometimes!!

"This is my life, it's not what it was beforeAll these feelings I've sharedAnd these are my dreamsThat I'd never lived beforeSomebody shake me'Cause I, I must be sleepin"ok so i havent written in a wh...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jan 2009 09:36:00 GMT

Random Babble

i wish i knew how to fix thngs any more. i used to think that i was kinda good at fixing other peoples thought.....but i have NEVER been good at fixing MY OWN! so now that i am trying to get my life s...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 19:44:00 GMT

i miss you still.

  eI knew it was time for you to go but i still begged you to stay. I knew that it wouldn't work, but i asked for it anyway. Your body failed you but your heart never did. You...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 15:13:00 GMT

PAP

3 years ago, i was laying on a couch in my living room, at that time i was still living at home recovering from being stabbed. after i got home from the hospital i slept on the couch in th livingroom ...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 01:14:00 GMT

ThOuGhTs AnD FeArS (rEvIsItEd)

ok so in just under a week i turn 21. (holy shit i made it) i've been thinking about the past 6 or 7 years if my life. the people who were involved. the feelings that i have had and verything that has...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 10:40:00 GMT

SWITCHING UP

OK SO IT RECENTLY WAS BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION THAT I REALLY DONT GIVE THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE ENOUGH CREDIT FOR THE SHIT THEY PUT UP WITH ME. SO IT HOUGHT MAYBE I SHOULD TRY THE GLASS HALF FULL APPROACH...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 13:49:00 GMT

uncertain thought of an uncertain mind

i used to have dreams. i used to believe that i could be someone to be better than my family ever was. i am 20 years old. and far wiser than my age so i'm told. but right now i have no clue of wh...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 19:01:00 GMT

boredom abt me

Date: Nov 2, 2006 11:40 AM Time started: 11:40am Sex: Female Birthday: 6-19-86 Siblings: 1 sister Eye color: brown(sometimes hazel) Shoe size: 9 1/2 Height: 5'4" What are you wearing: a apir or sweat ...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 09:15:00 GMT

random thoughts of sorrow

well i am completely in love with chris but a couple of days ago was a trying time for me and i wonder how much he will take. Sat Oct 7 was two years since i miscarried our child and i didnt believe ...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 12:23:00 GMT