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solitude never felt so lonely

How far down the rabbit hole will you go?

About Me

Trying to find myself.

My Interests

Heather (my girlfriend), books, drugs, mind and body expansion, philosophy, hiking, camping, history, how the nervous system works, art, poetry, music, i love music, guitar, nature, photography, concerts, festivals, jamming out, meeting new people

I'd like to meet:

Hope Sandoval, Syd Barrett, David Gilmour, Jim Morrison

Music:

jam, drum and bass, classic rock, etc etc --- Sublime, Deftones, Disco Biscuits, Pink Floyd, Elliott Smith, Mazzy Starr, Death Cab For Cutie, Bright Eyes, Led Zeppelin, Jimi Hendrix, The Pixies, The Velvet Underground, Jam Samwich, Max Creek, Scarecrow Collection, U-Melt, Grateful Dead, dave matthews band, phish, brothers past, moe., allman brothers, ratdog, dickey betts, Ravi Shankar, bob weir, phil lesh, percy hill, janis joplin, jefferson airplane, 13th floor elevators, against me, Rev Tor Band, fallout boy, slipknot, nirvana, pearl jam, soundgarden, stone temple pilots, the doors, the beatles, elvis presley, sound tribe sector 9, 311, a perfect circle, hatebreed, black sabbath, fleetwood mac, deep banana blackout, from autumn to ashes, sparta, my chemical romance, tool, little feat, george lowell, alexi murdoch, nick drake, josh ritter, ben harper, bob dylan, Eric Clapton, Guns N Roses, Tom Petty, Perpetual Groove, Oysterhead, Beastie Boys, Chevelle, Coal Chamber, Fear Factory, Chimaira, ill Nino, godhead, incubus, jack off jill, lamb of god, (old) KORN, kittie, gravity kills, marilyn manson, lacuna coil, metallica, MSI, Nine Inch Nails, Queens of the Stoneage, Rage Against The Machine, Rammstein, Slayer, Smashing Pumpkins, Sevendust, Violent Femmes, White Zombie, Finch, Lou Reed, OAR, Radiohead, Grand Theft Bus, Saves the Day, The Walkmen, Thursday, The Toadies, Yeah Yeah Yeahs... etc etc

Movies:

american beauty, donnie darko, rules, of attraction, Kill Bill Vol 1, clerks, bambi, waking life, In Dreams, memento, requiem for a dream, trainspotting, go, angelas ashes, American History X, The Grateful Dead Movie, Phish: IT, Ghost In The Shell Series, What Dreams May Come, Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind, Girl Interrupted, Kids, What The Bleep Do We Know, Alice In Wonderland, Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas, Spun, Bowling For Columbine, Anchorman, House of 1000 Corpses, Pink Floyd's The Wall, Led Zeppelin's The Song Remains The Same, Stand By Me, Good Will Hunting

Television:

The Simpsons, Family Guy, History Channel, The Discovery Channel

Books:

Grendel, Bridges Of Madison County, The Bell Jar, Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas, House Of Leaves, Alice In Wonderland, Dude Wheres My Country, Why Marijuana Should Be Legal, Riders On The Storm, Catcher In The Rye, Of Mice And Men, One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest, Animal Farm, Lies and the Lying Liars who Tell Them, THe Lost Boy, The Wizard of Oz, Darwins Black Box, girl interrupted, the great gatsby, the virgin suicides, The Regulators

Heroes:

Jim Morrison, Hunter S Thompson, Sylvia Plath, ansel adams, alex grey, naomi klien

My Blog

Taking the Right Path (Its not as easy as it seems.)

I never had any doubts about how i felt. I always just knew. But no one thinks you are "the one."Last night i had the most intense cojnversation with kyler that i had ever had in my life. He made me f...
Posted by solitude never felt so lonely on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 08:12:00 PST

My Birthday this month!

BITCHES! my birthday is April 11th. so thats next tuesday. better not forget about me!! 
Posted by solitude never felt so lonely on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 03:57:00 PST

a rant about dumb bitches

I think its funny when i hear about bitches who think they can make my friends stop smoking weed, and give up their friends for them. Cuz i know that none of my friends would do that for any girl. We ...
Posted by solitude never felt so lonely on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 06:13:00 PST

go me

money management is a good thing. Now i can focus on other things.
Posted by solitude never felt so lonely on Mon, 30 Jan 2006 06:37:00 PST

looking hopeful i hope

things really seem to be starting to look up around here. i think i have my head, and heart in the right places right now. Now i just have to keep them there. Yesturday was good, for the first time in...
Posted by solitude never felt so lonely on Sat, 28 Jan 2006 06:31:00 PST

what is there to expect?

I'm pretty fed up. Pretty down. Nothing seems to be going well at all lately. The fights with my girlfriend are killing us. We love each other to death and cant bare to part, but its pounding on both ...
Posted by solitude never felt so lonely on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 09:24:00 PST

the hardest part is yet to come

The weirdest feeling ive ever had was when my house stopped being a home. Its so cold, and loud with fighting. People hide behind lies to make believe the truth isnt there, but deep down it is, eating...
Posted by solitude never felt so lonely on Mon, 23 Jan 2006 07:34:00 PST

something trivial to the rest of you

life seems so strange when you stop to notice whats around you. reality is a horrible thing to acknowledge. good and bad.
Posted by solitude never felt so lonely on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 10:50:00 PST

I Love All My Friends

I truely could not have asked for better friends. I had a party this weekend, and it was a blast. everyone showed up. I had some strong connections with 2 of my closest friends while tripping on acid,...
Posted by solitude never felt so lonely on Mon, 24 Oct 2005 08:09:00 PST

I Miss You

caught ya Body: YOUR CAUGHT!!! If you REALLY LIKE SOMEONE right now AND MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head then re-post this within 1 mintute and whoever you are missing will surprise you ...
Posted by solitude never felt so lonely on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST