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a broken hallelujah

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About Me

"maybe we are both good people who've done some bad things i just hope it was okay i know it wasn't perfect i hope in the end we can laugh and say it was all worth it"

My Interests

im all about stuff...mainly music, art, books, sleeping, walking around, going on spontaneous journeys that start in the evening and end in the early morning/mid-day, nature, glassblowing, traveling (or at least the idea of), details, poker, weeping willows, crickets, crows, phoenix, lady lazarus, marsh creek, st. petes, driving, sewing MUSIC BOXES, candles, thai food, apple juice, large black women singing gospel, hips, lips, tips of noses, feeling comfortably alone in rooms full of people, cards, board games, swiiiiiiiiiiiiinging. meeting awesome random people in random places and then getting to know them, or never seeing them again.

I'd like to meet:

purple light people. monty the cat who was also squirrel from my dream.aim - themercuriallifego here www.savedarfur.org

Music:

Bright Eyes, Belle and Sebastian, Neutral Milk Hotel, Tilly and the Wall, Azure Ray, Elliott Smith, Bob Dylan, Piano Magic, Van Morrison, The Smiths, Pedro the Lion, Denali, Beatles, Jewel, Radiohead, Ben Kweller, Cursive, Modest Mouse, Ugly Casanova, The Unicorns, The Get Up Kids, Sunny Day Real Estate, Willy Mason, Cocorosie, Counting Crows, The Microphones, Rachel's, Antarctica, Lisa Loeb, Death Cab for Cutie, Army of Me, Rilo Kiley, Iron and Wine, Owen, American Football, Gin Blossoms, Everclear, Third Eye Blind, The New Amsterdams, Moon Pools and Caterpillars, Mineral, The Good Life, They Might Be Giants, Sarah McLachlan, Fiona Apple, Joydrop, Joan of Arc, Owls, Pink Floyd, The Mountain Goats, Jaga Jazzist, Bjork, Nick Drake, Mineral, The Gloria Record, Ben Folds Five, Engine Down, The Sundays, David Dondero, The Arcade Fire, Broken Social Scene, Camera Obscura, Feist, Au Revoir Borealis, Ani Difranco, The Faint, The Notwist, Beck, Wolf Parade, Jeremy Enigk, Cat Power, Deerhoof, Mazzy Star, Sufjan Stevens, Jason Anderson, Grandaddy, Vetiver etc.

Movies:

Girl Interrupted, Requiem for a Dream, Pi, American Beauty, Napoleon Dynamite, Peter Pan, Robin Hood, Puff the Magic Dragon, My Little Ponies (Fugitive Flowers), Dead Poet's Society, What Dreams May Come, Donnie Darko, Meet Joe Black, Almost Famous, Bowling For Columbine, Punch Drunk Love, American History X, Empire Records, Labyrinth, The Salton Sea, Fight Club, Finding Neverland, Hackers, The Sandlot, Kill Bill I and II, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Igby Goes Down, Boondock Saints, Alice Of Wonderland In Paris, The Princess and the Warrior.

Television:

animal planet is all i ever watch.weeds.

Books:

i like to read. i have a lot of books. i like most of them.

Heroes:

James Nachtwey http://www.jamesnachtwey.com/

My Blog

learning how to speel

and you forgot. the tides were swollen,they had no where to go.fingers were bleedingtouching squalorfeeling for bigger fissuresand The FlawAdrift would[A drift wood]blow me over....
Posted by a broken hallelujah on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 08:53:00 PST

sweet potato

the santa anas were bound to catch you.
Posted by a broken hallelujah on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 12:53:00 PST

i need a softer touch

to keep me safe from all of these pending insecurities and uncertainties. i don't want to be afraid, just better, stronger. 
Posted by a broken hallelujah on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 06:29:00 PST

thin air

i came to surprise you.... but you just sent me home and i woke up with a better understanding. so i learned to only love as much as i can also be loved, my capacities are greater and i can control th...
Posted by a broken hallelujah on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 08:56:00 PST

i had a bad dream about you.

life's too short to be a fool. i dont owe you that. do what you feel; love is cruel. but i just have to ask...... will you make a plan to love me? will you make a plan to love me? will you make a plan...
Posted by a broken hallelujah on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 12:56:00 PST

the weathering of wheels

i knew it was only a matter of time, but it was a nice charade to perk me up and help me feel... while it lasted. so perhaps i will stop looking all together because i dont honestly think i treat you ...
Posted by a broken hallelujah on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 10:23:00 PST

well lookee here

ah so, you are more than a name, a number, a face under the influence of a cheesecloth. and i am so glad.
Posted by a broken hallelujah on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 12:26:00 PST

sometimes its hard to find a center

i thought that the only emotion i hadn't exhausted was anger. to everything i started reacting that way. then i looked at my ringing phone and i realized that it wasnt that i had lost them, but that&n...
Posted by a broken hallelujah on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 06:21:00 PST

no signs of pain

its hard to say from where, exactly, these bruises came. engage robot mechanisms or destroy those who have.
Posted by a broken hallelujah on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 12:18:00 PST

tell me you love me but theres hate in your eyes

im going to learn how to see again. i dont care what it takes, but i know its going to take the rest of my lifetime. it will be like a ballet in a living room with great white double doors and windows...
Posted by a broken hallelujah on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 01:44:00 PST