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About Me


ihave officially made it to a year sober and it feels great! im currently a student at empire beauty school and its the happiest i think ive ever been. im way more happy and giggly and giddy, at least thats what everyone says. my friends and family are my support system and i wouldnt be where i am, at this moment on this 9th of january 2010 without any any of them. im still figuring out who i am but i have a direction in my life so i have a better idea then i used to. i have the ablility to make myself hate someone just by picking them apart piece by piece. sometimes it saves me other times it pushes away perfectly good people and screws up relationships. i dont take compliments well. i am and always will be a person that my friends can turn to for support. most of the time i have a pretty blah look on my face and doesnt mean anythings wrong...im probably deep in thought over something random... i love my family and friends and i would do anything for them. i have a lot of trust issues so no offense if i seem a little weary around you at times. im very sarcastic most of the time, its a nervous mechanism mostly. so PLEASE dont be offended by what comes out of my mouth. idk what else to say so i guess thats it....peace
this is me....take it or leave it. but i promise you wont regret it if you take it.
never regret anything that ever made u smile.....
FAVE QUOTES
gaelic quote at the beginning of an ansel adams exibit:
"I know that I am one with beauty
And that my comrades are one.
Let our souls be mountains,
Let our spirits be stars,
Let our hearts be worlds." --Ella Young
“A great photograph is one that fully expresses what one feels, in the deepest sense, about what is being photographed, and is, thereby, a true manifestation of what one feels about life in its entirety...” -Ansel Adams
"I have often thought that if photography were difficult in the true sense of the term -- meaning that the creation of a simple photograph would entail as much time and effort as the production of a good watercolor or etching --there would be a vast improvement in total output. The sheer ease with which we can produce a superficial image often leads to creative disaster." -Ansel Adams
'I hope that my work will encourage self expression in others and stimulate the search for beauty and creative excitement in the great world around us' - Ansel Adams
"everything with be alright in the end, if its not alright its not the end." -unknown
"imagination is more important than information" -einstein

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



famous ppl...DEFTONES basically...and if it were ever possible john lennon (1940-1980) and ansel adams (1902-1984 famous photographer).

ppl who know how to have fun, but can sit back and relax once in a while....life isnt all about partying and basically...save the drama for sumone who cares cuz i dont

My Blog

1 Year Sober.

So....here it is....the 1 year anniversary of the hardest decision ive ever had to make in my life. First thank you to my friends and family and even new ppl ive met who have supported me 100 percent....
Posted by on Fri, 01 Jan 2010 21:21:00 GMT

Suicide Awareness

There is a suicide awareness walk sunday october 18th from 10-1 in waterville. Registration 9-10. Im looking for people that might be interested in doing the walk with me. You can contact treal_OOTD@y...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Oct 2009 16:33:00 GMT

Written 5.6.09

I used to love the way you made me feel. Youve been such a huge part of who i am today. Youve been there for some huge milestones in my life. First love. First heartbreak. First near death experiance....
Posted by on Sun, 20 Sep 2009 17:28:00 GMT

September 6th, 2009

Wow, i cant believe its already september. Feels like just yesterday i was getting ready for christmas with amanda at her apartment. Its just so crazy to look back and see that ive gone 8 months witho...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Sep 2009 19:55:00 GMT

Jewelry & Purse Party

Jewelry by Heidi Prescott and designer purses also being sold. Where: 190 Dudley Corner Road Skowhegan, Maine When: Wednedsay August 19th. 6-8pmIf youd like any more information please contact me and ...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Aug 2009 17:22:00 GMT

horoscope for the day

Everyone takes their own journey through life, so don't apologize if you feel like going you own way today. No one else can truly understand what you are experiencing, so no one else has the right to ...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Apr 2009 20:36:00 GMT

welllll

hmm...what can i say right? ive successfully made it through my first week of school and its going great. theres so much to learn and do that the days go by so quick that its like...huh whered the day...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Apr 2009 21:22:00 GMT

3-19-09

its been almost 3 months and im still alcohol free. at first it wasnt too bad but now its starting to get hard. i dont have liqour as a crutch when im having a bad day or feeling down so its quite a b...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Mar 2009 22:10:00 GMT

Sober

Pink"Sober"I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudestOr the girl who never wants to be aloneI don't wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning'Cos I'm the only one you know in the world that...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Feb 2009 21:40:00 GMT

Found Online....

....a long time ago. wish i could remember the girl who wrote them. felt close, like i couldve written this shit ya know. happy girl. happy girl oh, my darling i miss you so.i miss the sound of your l...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Jan 2009 22:35:00 GMT