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Kadee

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About Me

If you're going to try, go all the way. Otherwise don't even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives, jobs. And maybe your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery, isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance. Of how much you really want to do it. And you'll do it, despite rejection in the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. If you're going to try, go all the way. There is no other feeling like that. You will be alone with the gods. And the nights will flame with fire. You will ride life straight to perfect laughter. It's the only good fight there is. -charles bukowski

Everything on this page is an expression of who I am. If you want to know anything else about me please ask. I'm very open, and love to share. I'm interested in staying in touch with my friends, connecting with and meeting new friends.

I'm not into labels. I'm a free spirit. I no longer eat meat and am now an ovo-vegetarian, almost Vegans. I believe in peace (bitch! lol), unity, harmony, acceptance and tolerance. I'm very spiritual but not religious. I transcend the challenges of this world through my experience of music and dance (especially hoop dancing!) I love the music the resonates on my frequency and makes my soul vibrate with ecstasy. I am energetic, out-going and bubbly. I am EverVessencE (which is now my hoop-dancing name).I am a mother, and also a daughter, a girlfriend, a sister, an aunt, a friend, an enemy, a lover, a fighter, a dancer, a singer, an artist, a creator, an angel and a devil, I am many things and I am nothing...I am and that is enough. I am happy, and have a great life with an amazing man, a beautiful son, my fun little puppy Naiyah, my sweet kitties Alias and Sushi, my great job, and a few people I call my true friends. I love my life and I love being me. I am very grateful for all of my blessings and abundance. I have learned to embrace the darkness as well as the light inside of this beautiful galaxy that is me. I find perfection in my imperfections. I love and accept myself exactly as I am. I have decided to follow my bliss and live my life fully, and with passion! No remorse, no regrets because there is no turning back.
I love to write, journals/blogs and poetry, and I love to design and create art with technology. I love technology! I love to sing and hoopdance! I love color, and my favorite colors right now are purple, silver, black (I know, black is not a color) and and now I am embracing PINK after a lifetime of rejecting all things pink. I like skulls a lot, and pirates. I used to be into pirates before pirates became cool, right? argh matey!! I love to dream, to dance barefoot in the rain, watch the sun set every night and looking up at the sky and the stars every single night, I love driving away from the city wher eyou can really see the stars and getting lost in them. I’m a hopeless romantic. Twilight is my time of day, fall is my season, pitbulls and chihuahua's are my favorite dogs, I think cats are smelly (I love them) and sunflowers and gerbera daisies are two of my favorite flowers, Van Gogh is one of my favorite painters and my Grandmother is one of my greatest inspirations. I miss her so much sometimes I can hardly stand it. Utah is my state I have lived here all my life, and Salt Lake City is the town I proudly call home. I love it here and I love my life here. It's been a beautiful adventure and I'm going to enjoy the next two years here until we move on to our next adventure, hopefully on the East or West Coast! I love all of the amazing people in my life that make up and co-create this beautiful world with me. :)

I am a beautiful, magnificent, being of light, and love. One of my many gifts in this world is my ability to empathize and connect with people. I see through the illusions people wear, straight to the core of who they are. I live my life based off feelings and energy, and what I "know" and feel on the deeper levels. For me everything comes down to two simple things, what I feel, and love because love is god and god is everything.


For Hiram: Thank you for introducing me to the intoxicating magic that is Imogen Heap.

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For Hiram: "Why did you have to be so cute? It's impossible to ignore you. Must you make me laugh so much? It's bad enough we get along so well." There is just something so beautiful and magical about you, that I just couldn't resist you. Even though at the time we met, I thought I was done with dating, relationships, MEN! I was ready to give up. I am so grateful for you, not resisting was one of the best decisions of my life. <3

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I'd like to meet:

My soulmate, the person of my dreams, and I've met him. I am so blessed to have found such perfection. We have been together since June of 2007, and still going strong. Everyday I fall more and more in love with him. I love sharing this adventure called life with him. And, I'm always open to meeting new friends and meeting real, genuine, honest, caring, compassionate, intellegent, connected and/or spiritual people. I have no time or energy for drama or games. I want to meet people who I can communicate with. Who are sincere. I want people in "my space" both virtually and in the "real" world who are on the level. I want to meet people who can inspire and are looking to be inspired, who love music and like to have fun. I would love to meet other hoopdancers,animals lovers, people who love trance music and advocates for pitbulls and other people against breed specific legislation.

My Blog

Stop the bigotry in Utah

I just heard an unbelievable interview where State Senator ChrisButtars of Utah called LGBT Americans "probably the greatestthreat to America...I know of."With the country fighting two wars and the ec...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Feb 2009 07:53:00 GMT

Hitting me where it hurts the most..but hopefully it will all be over soon.

So last night when I asked my ex-husband exactly what days I was flying Jaiden back for the holidays so tha we could book his tickets while they are still affordable via text because he was supposed t...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Nov 2008 15:06:00 GMT

Grrrr...I should have known...

But I just hoped he wouldn't disappoint me and fuck this up..and he did. My irresponsible doofus of an ex husband asked his mother to wake him this morning instead of setting an alarm clock, and didn'...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Nov 2008 16:35:00 GMT

I’m back

After 15 years of not really dancing, I'm getting my groove back. The hoop is so good for me. Bringing out my passion and my sensuality, the place, the time where I am truly free and can express mysel...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Nov 2008 20:46:00 GMT

Christian the lion

 I'm such a softy but this made me cry like a baby. My friend had it posted on her blog and I am inspired to share it as well.  it is funny how just this morning I was thinking about the world changin...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 19:01:00 GMT

A long ramble, because writing makes me feel better...

Tonight...I am at peace. I have made new friends and have made a home although it is but a temporary home. Now that I have let go of trying so hard to make it work to be here, surrendered to all feel...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 22:30:00 GMT

The unleashing, and the rebirthing

A lot of negative energy flowed through and was released yesterday....the island has a way of stripping me to my core, pushing me to face the things I try to avoid, putting me against my ultimate fear...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Aug 2008 10:16:00 GMT

Time to dream a new dream....

What do I do when dreams die? I dream a new dream or resurect an old one.  This lovely island is so beautiful, serene, a cozy quaint small town, rain and sunshine, tropical rainforest ocean. Just...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Aug 2008 09:05:00 GMT

Pictures galore!

I took more pictures and found the most amazing site for uploading them so please check it out!  Also get on my email list if you would like updates since I can update and email pictures all from...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 22:41:00 GMT

Aloha from Hawaii!!!!

Aloha my loved ones. I am here enjoying my second beautiful day in paradise. I truly know and understand why this place, these islands have that name, paradise. I have dreamt of this place, without ...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 19:02:00 GMT