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About Me

i'm me - that's all you need to know.

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone who can make sense of me...or doesn't mind that i don't always make sense...

My Blog

My own self taking me down

I don't feel like I'm worth it...I can't be...If I've done something so terrible to deserve this...I'm eating my words and biting my tongue...I'm bending so far.. I'm breaking..Things were supposed to...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jan 2009 19:21:00 GMT

fuck it

im hanging by a moment the moment when everything was still okay when i was still okay i cant keep sinking like this deeper into the abyss... i don't want to be here... right now i don't want to...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 09:01:00 GMT

find me at the bottom

i'm tired of fighting to keep my head above water today i just want to let myself drown and yes... i know that's the easy way out but my arms are tired from treading and my voice is strained from ...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 18:34:00 GMT

Pff...power?

when is it okay for me to start living my life for myself when is it fair for me to walk away from the mess you've created let you sit in the hole that you've dug for yourself i love you but this i...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 00:06:00 GMT

Toxic

        This place is toxic..    It infects you like a diseaseThe people here are toxic          The more you knowThe ...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 01:50:00 GMT

why wonder why

so i'm sitting here... wondering why i'm sitting here... wondering why i bother wasting my time wondering why... it's like i'm looking at myself... ...looking at myself... does that make sense to anyo...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 05:56:00 GMT

Lucky...

I knew how it felt to be another one in need of someone to show the wayUntil you saw a part of me that nobody elseCould see and my life hasn't been the same...You make me feel lucky as I can be... Bef...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 05:22:00 GMT

the grass has to be greener somewhere

i know i can stop the pain i just have to wish it all away... just wish it all away i'm going to take this leap of faith in hopes of finding happiness somewhere on the other side of this ... at leas...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 04:00:00 GMT

here it is

you're everything i want and more than i deserve But you'll never know Because i can't find the words it's not like me to fall so fast it's not like me to fall at all But I am... I'm not quite ...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 22:39:00 GMT

I'm Walking Away

You stress me out/ To the point of breaking/ I'm shaking/ And dissatisfied/ I'm so fucking sick of all the lies/ And then wonder why I'm falling apart at the fucking seems/ You ask me if I'm hap...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 12:05:00 GMT