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Roxan.

I'm not who you think I am.

About Me

So, my name is Roxan. You can only call me Roxie if you are close to me, which I don't let happen much.
I am 21 years old.
I love challenges.
I have a best friend named Brian. He is awesome. He is always there for me and has been, since I moved to Chicago.
I'm really bad at focusing on one thing at a time, so you can imagine how good at multitasking I am.
I say "Hi." to almost everyone I pass on the street.
I'm a "fake happy" sort-of person. Meaning: if I'm really down, I make myself seem happy so I don't have to deal with people asking me what's wrong.
I enjoy being alone, and on my own.
I haven't had a boyfriend since Troy, and he's a story only Brian and I know...
I can be the biggest bitch you'll ever meet, and then the sweetest person you'll ever meet. It just depends on how you act towards me, and the vibe I get from you the first time we meet.
You only get one chance with me. First impressions last forever to me. If I don't like you the first time we hang out, face it, I never will. I'm not changing, and no matter how many times you say you are/have/will, you aren't/haven't/won't.
I only drink for occasions like: birthdays, the New Year, holidays, anniversaries, etc.
I don't do drugs. I'm Drug Fxxxing Free! But not completely straight edge. You can be my friend and do drugs, you just can't push them on me. If you ask me to do drugs with you, and you don't know that I don't do drugs, and I know you don't know, then I will politely say no. If I know you know that I don't, then I won't be so nice about it.
I will not drink to just get drunk.
Other than occasions, a few beers around a campfire, chilling with friends, is okay.
I'm not sure what else to put. I know I'm awesome, you don't have to tell me. I know I'm beautiful, you don't have to tell me.
I know, I'm cocky sometimes.
Oh yea, I have a few piercings, not saying what. I have my eyebrows tattooed on (look at my picture) and I have a couple other tattoos that I plan on putting pictures up of soon. No, I don't have a Tramp-Stamp.
I don't use messaging systems. Don't ask for my screen name. Don't email me. If you want to contact me, do so through here.

My Interests

Going to coffee.
Music.
Movies.
TV.
Boys.
Books.
Reading.
Singing.
Looking good.
Being myself.
Eating.
Clubbing.
Pink.
Black.
Blood red.
Midnight Blue.

I'd like to meet:


Someone like me.
Brian's friends. (I'm too busy working to meet them.)
A guy that will accept me for me.

My Blog

Just to let you know.

Hey guys, just to let you know I'm going to be putting my journal entries up on here soon. They are going to start on January 1st and I'm going to keep them going for the rest of the year.   Jus...
Posted by Roxan. on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 09:25:00 PST