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Perfect Angel

Allow this Goddess to greet your virgin ears with a subtle kiss~grace your pretty eyes with Asiatic

About Me

.. .. THIS GOES OUT TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN IN MY SHOES.. ..Please Don't give up, get out as soon as you can.. ..I got flowers today... ..It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. .. ..We had our first argument last night. .. ..And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me... ..I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said... ..Because he sent me flowers today.. ..I got flowers today... ..It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day... ..Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. .. ..It seemed like a nightmare. .. ..I couldn't believe that it was real... ..I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over.....I know he must be sorry... ..Because he sent me flowers today... ..I got flowers today... ..And it wasn't Mother's Day or any special day... ..Last night he beat me up again. .. ..And it was much worse than all the other times. ....If I leave him what will I do?.. .. He teases me and laughs when I cry .. ..I'm afraid of him and scared to leave. .. ..But I know he must be sorry... ..Because he sent me flowers today... ..I got flowers today. .. ..Today was a special day. .. ..It was the day of my funeral. .. ..Last night, he finally killed me... ..If only I had gathered.. ..Enough courage and strength to leave him... ..I would not have gotten flowers today ..
.... .. ..To My daughter Adelia... I love You So Much.. .. I've always believed in Angels.. ..Though I've never seen one it's true.. ..at least up until the day.. ..God decided to send me you....I never would have guessed it.. ..That I could be so blessed.. ..To have an Angel sent to me.. ..Ahead of all the rest....I didn't know that Angels had.. ..Such kind and sparkling eyes.. ..Or tucked their wings up under their sleeves.. ..To do their best to hide....I know that you're an Angel.. ..Though I've never seen you fly.. ..I know that you are heavensent.. ..From the blue & faraway sky....I didn't know that Angels had.. ..Such a heart of gold.. ..Or a hug that warms my very soul.. ..When the whole world felt so cold....I didn't know an Angel's glance.. ..Could touch my very soul.. ..Or that an Angel's tender love.. ..Could make me feel so whole....Yes, I know that you're an Angel.. ..And that I've been so blessed.. ..That God chose you to send to me.. ..Ahead of all the rest... ..Today I will lovingly nurture the god or goddess in embryo that lies deep within my soul.....I will pay attention to the spirit within me that animates both my body and my mind.....I will awaken myself to this deep stillness within my heart.....I will carry the consciousness of timeless, eternal Being in the midst of time-bound experience.....Me and my Nena .. Never has there been a time when we have not existed, Nor Never will there ever BE a time when we will cease to exist. There is no past or Future, there is only the present, please live it for yourself and NO ONE else.

My Interests

..Do not let that leach on your spirit keep you down.. ..Keep your flow systematic.. ..and you will have enlightenment.. ..throughout your willingness to grow .. ..Imagination.. ..It's what I do .. ..You know you want to Let me do what it is I do.. ..And give you what it is, That you're entitled to.. Or Are you? ..If you can get into These words that I mention.. ..I can relax your mind And stimulate your senses.. ..And by the time it's over,Leave you weak AND defenseless.. ..By my touch, I caress you in A verbal notion, pure ecstacy in motion.. ..a still verse in this vessels Poetry.. ..It is MY potion, can I Put you under my spell .. ..My words put you at ease A stressful day, words sound..... ..So good.. .. they become a craze Like the phrase.. .. that pays.. ..Just won't go away, Forever etched in your brain.. ..I wanna touch your soul, And let my voice soothe you.. ..I wanna stand you still And let my words move you.. ..Creativity.. ..Uninhibited is how I express my mind.. ..This Asiatics beauty is SO well defined, My journey of days now and then.. ..Cuz at the days end its Just me and my pen.. ..Thinkin of you Of the day we meet when.. ..So can I let you in? Should I let you in?.. ..You know you want to.. ..Don't you...

My Poems: I hope you enjoy them ..As I lay here "asleep" in my satin fitted bed,.. ..I'm consumed with all the happy and free from all the sad... ..Free from all the misery that has driven my soul free,.. ..Free from all the negative, So please..."Don't cry for me.".. ..Free from all the doctor's who wanted to give up on me,.. ..Free from all the pain of needles, I beg of you "Don't cry for me.".. ..Free from self-pity, heartache, weakness and pain.. ..The Most High Anu has set my soul free so that I may fly again.....All the suffering years, it's like dying at a slow pace.., ..don't cry for me family for I am in a better place... ..Instead... rejoice and up-lift your hearts, for today my soul is at peace,.. ..bow your precious heads in silence, but don't you DARE "CRY FOR ME....".. .. .. ..When I rise life will be my prize.....When I rise reality will seem like a compromise.....When I rise everyone will realize my soul's size.....When I rise above the poverty I am in now, I will have the last laugh.....When I rise beyond the statistics that I am categorized in, how great I will feel!....Oh when I rise, oh when I rise. . . . I can't wait to view MY prize!!..

I'd like to meet:

..Adam Rodriguez My Favorite Actor ..



Music:

Oh Maaaan, Remember THIS??!! If you don't know this, you don't know Old School...FRESH... 3 Fresh mc's..

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.. Hamza El Din, Wadie' El Safi, Sabah Fakhri,.. ..Nazem El Ghazali, Bada Biqaddin (Nuba).. ..R&B.. .. Old School RAP, OLD SCHOOL EVERYTHING!.. ..PEACE & MUCH LOVE TO EVERY B-BOY WHO STILL IS TRUE TO HIS SOULS FORM)....U2, EL GUAPO, Aventura, P.O.D... ..Robin Thicke, Don Omar, Brenda K Starr,.. ..Lisa Lisa, La India, Marc Anthony,.. ..Jerry Rivera, Willie Colon, Hector LaVoe, Celia Cruz,.. ..J.LO, Mariah, Whitney, Celine, Tito Puente, ....Nas, Common, Lauren Hill, Fugees, Erikah Badu,.... Method Man, New Edition**"Mr. Telephone Man, there's somethin wrong ....wit my li"..** oh I'm sorry But I love that song.... ..ok back to the artists...Justin(Senorita, that song is hott, old but HOTT!),....Sarah McGlaughlin, Tori Amos, Ani DeFranco, Shakira,.... Stevie Wonder, Faith Evans,Violent Femmes,.. ..The Killers, Panic at the Disco, Goo Goo Dolls,.... the Replacements, The Cover Girls, ....*Freestyle* .. ..Blink 182, Avril Lavigne( boy she's an angry little thing, but.. ..she's so cute and a great songstress, gotta love her),.. ..Oh Geez, I love just about everything,,, so sue me.... ..oh Yes.. Pharrell Williams. .. Okay I love music way too much to ....put everyhing down, I'll come back to.... this at a later time. .. .. Salsa, Merengue, Bachata, Lisette TiTi.. ..Deep tribal House,some Hip Hop .. ..Kool Herc, 3 fresh mc's, Force MD's, George Clinton,.. ..Sugar Hill,ETC... (MAAAN, YOU dont kno 'bout THAT!) ..
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.. ..Music is my salvation and my despair... ..My captor and my release... ..My confidant and my betrayer...but I'm probably not the only one who feels this way... ..Ask anyone who traversed the fire to get a degree in it..... So what do I listen to? Pretty much everything... ..From Hip Hop to Opera. Just not Hip Hoperas... ..MY DANCING HAS ALWAYS BEEN IN MY HEART,.. ..BUT ONLY "TRUE" & "REAL" HOUSE MUSIC CAN MOVE MY BODY, MIND & SOUL... ..THIS IS LOVE AND SWEAT TO MY CORE PEOPLE... BAILE !.. .. .. ..

**Mos Def** ..

Movies:

The Matrix I & II, All Souls.... The Serpant and the Rainbow, Scary Movies(as long as I'm not alone).... SOMEWHERE IN TIME, Grease,.... Selena,.. ..Style Wars,Wild Style, and last but not least STAR WARS ALLLL 6 OF THEM... YUP.. :)..

Television:

..HEROES!!!(Monday night, NBC, 9:00 P.M)...... ..Never miss an episode, Smallville. .. ..The Dresden Files. The X-Files... ..4400 .. ..American Idol,(I kno, I kno, I can't help it)....Extreme Home Makeover. House. CSI. The BRIDGE. Ghostwhisperer... .. Ok no more, I just wish I had time too watch them still.*sigh*..

Books:

.. ~~~BOOK of THE DEAD~~~.. .. African Holistic Health By... Llaila O. Afrika~....Wisdom of the Mystic Masters... By Joseph J. Weed....Maat: The 11 Laws of God By... Ra Un Nefer Amen~....The Sacred Wisdom Of Tehuti By... A'aferti Atum-Re~.... African Presence in Early America by... Ivan Van Sertima~....Egypt The Light of The World By... Gerald Massey~....Metu Neter Volume 2. By... Ra Un Nefer Amen~....*******The Giver ...Lois Lowrey~********....The Message of the Stars... The Protective Aura... Spiritual Astrology..... ..The Esoteric Studies.. by..Max Heindl~.. ..Insight Meditation... By Sharon Salzberg and Joseph Goldstein~....The African Origins Book 1 Part 1:.. .. African origins of African Civilization, ..Religion, YOGA Mysticism and Ethics Philosophy... .. .. By... Dr. Muata Ashby~....Oh Yes,I can't forget: Treasure Island...Robert Louis Stevenson~..

Heroes:


This poem is by my daughter AdeliaYo soy Boricua!Your words take flight into my night as much as it is your dayUndeniable regression is your total expression you hear the truth but refuse to listenWhat is the "Golden Rule?" I say it is life Life... in it's infinite and glorious beautyI am the Golden Rule I expect only what I deserve I am the Truth my femininity I shall preserve You can't break me down with those words of unenlightenment because I will come back 10 fold stronger then YOU will wonder where your prize had wentMy eyes have foreseen The beauty in this life A world without the struggle A mother without strife Keep your thoughts to yourself when and if they come near keep my words of positivity in sight and your mind will surely stay clearI do not bring harshness in words that is not my style I choose to keep my level of creativity in my pocket would you like some? ... my friendI stand tall at my stature of height my wings carry my flow and my mind then will take flight We are all brothers and sisters from the native ...original... beautiful Land THAT is why I extend to you my sister ... my brother an unconditional handMy roots of latino blood run strong through these veins My pride exceeds ALL comprehension of How glorious I feel with divine intention Intentions of growing to become what I was created to beME! Yo soy Boricua! I am Boricua! ..JAH, YAWEH, MY MOTHER GODDESS, AMUNET,NEMHET, ....MWT,SHAKTI,JOVE, MITHRAS,THE SUN GODDESSES,.... THE MOON GODDESSES, ASHERA, MA'AT, BASTET,THOTH, ....ISIS , ASET, NUT, XOCHIQUETZAL, TAMMUS, ....CERNUNNOS, OCHUN, VARUNA(MY COVERER MY GODDESSES ....TO WHOM I PRAY FOR PEACE OF MIND- ....UNITY OF SOULS AND LOVE FOR MY ENEMIES)....THE ELOHIM, THE SUPREME CONSCIOUSNESS,.... THE NETERU, THE SOURCE, THE ANUNNAKI, ....THE ORISHAS, THE ANCESTORS ,.... ALL POSITIVE ENERGIES IN CREATION,....THE ANCIENT ONES and All NEGATIVE ENERGIES TOO, ....IF NOT FOR THE NEGATIVE THE POSITIVE WOULD CEASE TO EXSIST....ZULU NATION ....FOR KEEPING THE TRUE ESSENCE OF.... OUR HIP HOP CULTURE ALIVE AND BREAKIN'... ..All those who cherish the ones who cherish them...... .. ..The young mothers who stand alone to raise their children,.. ..and ask for nothing but the upmost respect that we deserve..... ..I AM MY OWN HERO..... ..I AM MY OWN JUDGE..... ..I AM WHAT I WANT MY DAUGHTERS TO BE..... ..I SIMPLY..RISE.... My hero is...My Soul Mate..... ..Who Will be cute from Anu's divine cloth~~~.. ..And simply designed for me... ..The man to rival any other ... ..Whose heart only beats with mine ... ..synchronically. Harmonically... ..My Soul Mate..... ..Will love the way it is intended... ..through The Most High's word..... Honest, pure, and true ... ..Following the guide lines of the scrolls .... set before us .. ..For how a man or husband should honor you... ..With a respect that is higher than the suns rays to Re .. ..MY Soul Mate...MY King... ..Will be my friend, confidant,and teacher.. ..Aiding me in my spiritual life and journey... ..Standing at my side where he stares at my feet.. ..to make sure my path clear and steady .. ..And my partner, my better half,.. .. on the road to becoming his wife... ..My Soul Mate....... Will be my breath .... And all of him I will inhale,.. ..He will be everything I ask .... because that is all that Eye am,.. ..And with the will of The Most High Anu.. .. Our love will never fail... ..As it pails in comparison to ANY love ....created for this vessel of flesh and bone .. ..HE is my soul mate. MY KING.. ..My Heroes are... Adelia.. ..Makaylah and Jayden... ....THEY are my true heroes, ....they have saved my life in troubled times..... their power far surpasses any other in existance....... Yet we all possess it. Unconditional Love ........ nothing ever was... ....is... or will be stronger..

My Blog

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 OMG!!!     Ok first and foremost, right now I am in the most excrusiating PAIN I have ever been in, in my WHOLE LIFE!!! I just had surgery Wednesday morning and My body is not lik...
Posted by Perfect Angel on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 04:39:00 PST

Todays Doctor visit

    Today... I went to one of my doctor's appointments. I found out that I am having an exploratory surgery in 1 month as well as another surgery with it. I am scared, I won't lie, even...
Posted by Perfect Angel on Tue, 13 May 2008 03:58:00 PST

Don’t take life for granted

So many people take their health and life for granted. It's like, everyday is another day that is another chance to do something so amazing, but alot of people don't realize that if they don't take ad...
Posted by Perfect Angel on Tue, 06 May 2008 06:20:00 PST

Dead Beat Fathers

Question.     Why is it that when a "male" has a child, then ignores it once it's of no interest to him anymore, he gets mad at the mother of that child when she just can't take it anymore a...
Posted by Perfect Angel on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 09:27:00 PST

Dont worry... Be Happy :)

Okay people I am going to have surgery on my knee soon. I am a little nervous, but it’s really no big deal as I have been told . So I am just not blowing it up in my mind. I have to have two ...
Posted by Perfect Angel on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 08:36:00 PST

Yeah Whateva

           One  Question.    Why do people make you feel as though they are your friend... but after awhile, (or possibly they d...
Posted by Perfect Angel on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 12:19:00 PST

Boredom

shade of night blinds only those who have not scent of soul for the desire that the heart craves and the very essence that eludes the ignorant but draws the perceptive for the soul that craves amour...
Posted by Perfect Angel on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 05:15:00 PST

The Secret Please watch this video, it will begin a change

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Posted by Perfect Angel on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 10:36:00 PST

Wut Tha???

 OK... Today I went to my doctors appt.  I am sick of being sick. I am sick of pretending that everything is alright so that everyone won't worry about me as much as they should. I am protec...
Posted by Perfect Angel on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 10:43:00 PST

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