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Elisa

chad, adam and i will miss you always

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i am living,loving,& learning about my life, and where i can find happiness(with everything and everyone). when you love another, you love yourself first. i like to make the people that i care about happy. i like people who are honest and meaningful, when it involves others feelings. i'm passionate about my goals,morals and intrests. to know me is to look into my eyes for there you will find my true feelings. i like to watch to see how people act in different situations, so i tend to come off as shy, at first, but get to know me.... because i'm not. i'm very open and i usually tell it how it is. i'm a mother of a beautiful 7 year old little girl that is (of course) more beautiful and more stubborn than i am. it's my life goal to help her learn to be the best (for herself) always and to teach her how beauty of life is still able to be seen, even as she grows up in a sometimes difficult and hurtful world.

My Interests

i like getting through a day knowing that i learned some thing new or if that is not accomplished, that i helped someone in some way i love to read i like writing either poetry or just thought's that are important to me or that i'd just like to remember for future recalling i believe that you can't learn if you forget. i love watching movies. i love my friends. i like to be organized (but not anal) which means i TRY to clean on a daily basis i HATE doing laundry. yet it never seems to go away AHHH!!! um.... i love to wake up in the morning and talk about my dreams that i had that night with someone over coffee i hate sleeping alone. i like when my interests become more interesting ;)

I'd like to meet:


You Are Ani Difranco!
Honest, real, and well liked.
You're not limited by any boundaries.
"And you can call me crazy
But I think you're as lazy as white paint on the wall" Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?someone who likes to speak their mind...someone who can teach me something... someone who can learn something from me... and someone who adds me... and Ani difranco... if i could keep from fainting.

Music:

ANI DIFRANCO, PETE YORN ( thanks jer), HOWIE DAY, WEEZER, NO DOUBT THE ROOTS , MAZZY STAR, JEWEL, RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS, MATCHBOX 20, DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL, JACK JOHNSON , THE KILLERS, , SOCIAL DISTORTION, COLDPLAY, THE CURE, MODEST MOUSE, 50 CENT, ALMOST ANYTHING 80'S, DMX, EVERCLEAR.... (i'm sure i'm forgetting some things but you get the point)

Movies:

BLOOD DIAMOND,GARDEN STATE,SHAUN OF THE DEAD, BEACHES,EMPIRE RECORDS, WHITE OLEANDER, GO, GONE IN 60 SECONDS, GOTHIKA, FLOWERS IN THE ATTIC, VALLEY OF THE DOLLS, BLOW, A CLOCKWORK ORANGE, ERTERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND, ROSE RED, CLUELESS, SNATCH, TRAFFIC, 28 DAYS LATER, SPUN, SWIMFAN,WICKER PARK, WRONG TURN, WIZARD OF OZ, LABERYNTH, TRAINSPOTTING, DAWN OF THE DEAD , RESIDENT EVIL 1 & 2, ABANDONED, THE TRANSPORTER, QUEEN OF THE DAMNED, MR. DEEDS, THE RING, THE RING 2, ALMOST ANY GOOD SCARY MOVIE (as long as i'm not watching it alone ),CITY OF GOD, I KNOW I'M FORGETTING ALOT....

Television:

NIP/TUCK, FAMILY GUY, LAW AND ORDER, WILL AND GRACE, LIFETIME, VIVA LA BAM, PASSIONS, UMMM..... AND ADULT SWIM

Books:

Sandra brown, nora roberts, Anne Rice, V.C. Andrews, Edgar Allen Poe, Irvine Welsh, Jennifer Crusie, Ira Levin, Steven King... Rose Madder is my all-time favorite book, if only i could get paid to read as much as i do i'd be a millionare!!!

Heroes:

my great-grand parents,my grandparents, my parents, my daughter, my brother, my boyfriend, my best of friends, and all of those who are working hard to make this world a better place for my children

My Blog

death

you never know the last time you will see a loved one leave. you never know it until it's too late. i hope you are in a better place, chad. i will always miss you. because....you can't come back from ...
Posted by Elisa on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 09:55:00 PST

only in my dreams.....

my dreams have been going over board lately.... to finally having the man of my dreams.... and god was he amazing. too bad i really have no idea who he is. to the dream that i had last night..... whil...
Posted by Elisa on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 06:14:00 PST

happy thanksgiving....

it's been awhile since i've spent time with friends and family and i'm so glad that i have such great people to be around and to say 'thank you' for being there for me.... so... THANK YOU!  ...
Posted by Elisa on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 12:13:00 PST

happy birthday to me

okay usually when i start to get my hopes up something goes wrong but i'm hoping this time will be different.... i met the man of my dreams and got him to fall in love with me... sounds unreal but it...
Posted by Elisa on Tue, 16 May 2006 08:26:00 PST

of course

i always wanted to come first and now i do no competition and my smile is brighter it's amazing what you see after the clouds have parted i never really looked just looked past what i thought i k...
Posted by Elisa on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 08:14:00 PST

of course i was at a bar...

ok so i was out last night with friendsand the whole bsof what's your sign and the pursuit to happiness came up (i know that is so usual but....) well my girlfriend decided to tell this boy that i've ...
Posted by Elisa on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 09:02:00 PST

has it been that long??? damn

things are different but better things are new and exciting and they never seem to lose there spark really not much has changed just sometimes the hole gets depper or the story gets better, but ...
Posted by Elisa on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 08:00:00 PST

this is dark

i don't want to be pretty anymore. i don't want anyone anymore. there's a chain to each of my limbs, and they all get pulled in different directions, and i just want to run so fast so far away from...
Posted by Elisa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

"as is"...

"and i got no illusions about u, when i said i'd take u i ment as is" You've seen the bad, you've seen me try to be good You've seen me for years but i don't think ever like this before The other...
Posted by Elisa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i'm getting up

i have yet to realize all the pain that i still have to let go inside to be truely happy i have loved i have hurt i have cared and now i was given a chance to see and hopefully suceed and i look upon...
Posted by Elisa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST