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eszalaaaee ... ..ruined for the ordinary

szalae

About Me

I'm in a decontaminating process- The world can be a messy place.... I'm hoping to believe, and believing to hope. When I let go- I gain more....I'm learning to trust... learning to fly... learning to love....and I love humor.

My Interests

Spiritual things, people, building stuff, painting things, learning, shedding, growing, laughing, dork dancing, being free---and my kids and husband. I adore my kids and husband. they're really swell.

I'd like to meet:

head, shoulders, knees and toes, knees and toes....;) ----------------------------------------------------- and the one who takes the burdens off my back so that I can stand on solid ground :)

Music:

Anything intense and passion invoking- no matter the genre.

Movies:

Comedies and movies that have underlying meanings....

Television:


Funny Videos
Funny Videos

Heroes:

Someone told you that I didn't love you-Someone told you that I didn't careIn "My Name" spiritual death blows resonate throughout the world and in the hearts of people.In "My Name" people have told you that you were horrible, vile, wretched, and unforgivable.In "My Name" the people who claim to know me have gone around ripping the hope out of the hearts of the men who don't.Well, I speak to you this day "In MY NAME".I love you with a love that you can't even begin to fathom.I see who you are and where you are… and I DO CARE.I have whispered to you that you were loved but the spirit of reason was there to steal it away.I am very patient and I have much hope for you.What do I want from you?For you to give me a chance.Give me a chance to show you that I actually exist.Give me a chance to show you that I am alive and well, and desiring to help you.I can handle science. I know it very well, but I will never force any one to believe on me, so by leaving out hard evidence, I have given you the freedom to choose for yourself if you want to believe me or not.Give me a chance to be your hero.Next time you are anxious, or sad, or afraid, or full of hatred towards me, or unbelieving..Ask Me to show you who I am, and what I can do for you.You will never believe in me unless I prove myself to you.And I want to prove myself to you.I want you to let me show you that I am my name, which is love.I am a forgiving God, and I assure you that nothing is too hard for me.I want you to know that you have great value to me….you are NOT WORTHLESS.You have felt me throughout your life, the breeze in your hair, the things of nature that brought you awe.In that moment you wondered about me. You felt a closeness to me, but then it was gone.Well it was me and I created that moment just for you. I created mountains and sunsets, and fuzzy little animals because I knew it would bring joy to your heart. That's all. I wanted to show you how special you are to me.Some of you are not ready to hear these words, but I'll check back in with you later.But some of you are waiting to hear these exact words. I'm here. I always have been. And I love you… and in this moment you know that it is true.Come to me and I will show you just how deep my love goes for you.............My name is Jesus......and I am the lover of your soul.Wiccan, athiest, druid, muslim, etc…. I'm planning a party and you are all invited.

My Blog

A House Divided Will Not Stand (spiritual- not Carolina vs- Clemson ;)

Excerpt from A House Divided will not Stand     Many will come in my name saying that they are Christians, and those who do not know me as well as those who think that I am like unto them; b...
Posted by eszalaaaee ... ..ruined for the ordinary on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 01:16:00 PST

Lakeland - 7 Seals - The Revelation

I read an article where a woman said she got a demon from Lakeland- so I asked the Lord about it. He said "If you're looking for me, you will find me. But if you're looking for satan, watch out- you'...
Posted by eszalaaaee ... ..ruined for the ordinary on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 04:23:00 PST

BOTTLED UP LOVE

Let me tell you about the limitations you put on Me. You tell me I can not heal you because you haven't suffered enough. You tell me I can not give you authority until you have reached a higher spirit...
Posted by eszalaaaee ... ..ruined for the ordinary on Sat, 05 Jul 2008 06:48:00 PST

We could all use some dance

Check out this video: napoleon ..Add to My Profile | More Videos...
Posted by eszalaaaee ... ..ruined for the ordinary on Tue, 20 May 2008 05:22:00 PST

This guy is funny! : Nick Thune

Posted By:ShayzeeGet this video and more at MySpace.com...
Posted by eszalaaaee ... ..ruined for the ordinary on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 07:33:00 PST

MESSAGE TO THE R & P FORUM

    Someone told you that I didn't love you- Someone told you that I didn't care In "My Name" spiritual death blows resonate throughout the world and in the hearts of people. In "My Name" p...
Posted by eszalaaaee ... ..ruined for the ordinary on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 06:06:00 PST

This has to stay at the top: Debbie Downer

Posted By:CassieGet this video and more at MySpace.com...
Posted by eszalaaaee ... ..ruined for the ordinary on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 09:48:00 PST

Interview With God (spiritual stuff, again pretty obvious :)

This was also given to me by a good friend when I was going through a really rough time in my life- thought some of you might like it.   I don't know the author.   I dreamed I had an i...
Posted by eszalaaaee ... ..ruined for the ordinary on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 06:34:00 PST

A Message from God (spiritual stuff - kind of obvious ;)

This was given to me by a friend when I was going through a really rough time in my life. I just thought it was really good.   I know you I created you. I have loved you from your mother's womb....
Posted by eszalaaaee ... ..ruined for the ordinary on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 06:31:00 PST

Two Sisters, One Fox, and a Drunk (spiritual stuff)

..TR> I did not write this, it was sent to me by a friend: It seems even more relevant with all the accusations flying these days.   Two Sisters, One Fox and a Drunk  ..:namespa...
Posted by eszalaaaee ... ..ruined for the ordinary on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 11:11:00 PST