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JFM

The names Madosik, Jake Fuckin' Madosik...

About Me

My name is Jake, JFM to others. I live in Las Vegas. I am loving, stubborn, chraming, somewhat cocky and just me. I like movies and sports. Family is huge for me and we all are crazy.

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My Interests

Writing and performing music, writing and watching movies, playing video games, some of my classes, haniging out with friends and family, camping, fishing, hunting, playing board games, performing.

I'd like to meet:

...Not you...

Music:

HXC, Emo, Country, Screamo and anything acoustic.

Movies:

Fight Club, Donnie Darko, Two for the Money, Spun, Requeim for a Dream, American History X, 61*, Butterfly Effect, Snatch, Clerks, Chasing Amy, Mallrats, Slipknot:Disasterpieces, Land Before Time, Princess Moninoke, Pool Hall Junkies, Rounders, The Goonies, SLC Punk, The Notebook, Shooter, Green Street Hooligans and Tombstone.

Television:

Scrubs, Grey's Anatomy,Nip/Tuck, All Discovery Channels, ESPN and Comedy Central Stand-up.

Books:

Eragon Trilogy, Where the Wild Things Are and Fight Club.

Heroes:

GOD

My Blog

I have been treated from your actions...

Hurting as much as I can. Feeling still the same as was possible. Hoping change is in a near future. Guessing you are there as well. Knowing that words are just words, and time heals all. Giving my he...
Posted by JFM on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 11:03:00 PST

A change of hormone means a change of heart for fear...

Sacred... A list of emotions can tear through my gut as my mind is blank from thinking about the same thing over and over and over and over only to make it make less and less sense. Wishing and dreami...
Posted by JFM on Tue, 13 May 2008 10:25:00 PST

My ear is warm from this phone I sleep on...

To some it may sound stupid or be just plain childish. But who cares, I don't and I hope you don't either. Knowing that sleep comes little to me and is never high on my list of priorities. Not only be...
Posted by JFM on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 07:56:00 PST

Just dont...

To wake up and be here, means one more year I'll be longing for that road. And if it means that road be marked with what I fear. Then I'd say bring on the suffering. Truly I'll be walking, I sure as H...
Posted by JFM on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 01:37:00 PST

I am left wonderless...

I don't care if your beautiful lips exisit out there, cause no wonder that's why the best can't make it in Hollywood anymore. It's like a long drive taken before the smoke has hit the white sky. Like ...
Posted by JFM on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 12:56:00 PST

My Uhaul is loaded, but I have a flat tire...

This will be the hardest thing for me. Leaving and wandering not so much to an unknown but to a new. Starting over is where we stand and make it seem worth while. I never wanna wait for this again. Ta...
Posted by JFM on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:18:00 PST

Cut the grass and trim my sleeves...

Cutting yourself short is never the way to go. Living up to your own expectations is the best way to look out for yourself. Being afraid on another's thoughts makes one worry to much. Knowing that you...
Posted by JFM on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:39:00 PST

My tears maybe empty but my heart is not...

Gossip is the term most used around me now. With work and moves that must be made a hand from another force is at work. Both holding my heart and mind as I venture down another path that is to take me...
Posted by JFM on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 08:19:00 PST

Forward motion causes this stomach pain...

Being lost and bewildered makes it seem like there is no hope for a future that is so far away. The miles have nothing to do with it, the affection has nothing to do with it. It mainly is the negative...
Posted by JFM on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 10:05:00 PST

A battery dead, one more to lose...

Not hearing it at the end of the evening makes, me look and feel like a a lost cause. Feeling like you never have a shot or knowing the end is near, good or bad, can hurt and make tentions high. I hop...
Posted by JFM on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 01:11:00 PST