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I know most of you don't actually read people's profiles but this is for the minority who do.
I live in a city called Shenzhen in China.
It's the best place to me in this country though there're still many matters that I hate here.
I'm only in grade 11 now but I'm one or two years older than most of the kids at my grade.
Because my parents sent me to primary school very late when I was young.
I used to be a top student but now I'm studying worse and worse because I get lazier and lazier about school work and I find what I have to learn has nothing to do with what I want to become.
Somtimes I feel depressed when I see someone who used to admire me doing better than me now.
But it's not what I actually want to become a top student again.
I'm pretty tired of the education system here.
So I try hard to think of an idea to escape from it, and I now have a plan how to make it.
I know it is much harder and needs a lot more effort than just putting my heart in what I'm supposed to do, but I still prefer this way, as I think it's the only right way for me.
I hate to be conctroled.
People think that the feudal society has no more existed but I feel like I were living in one.
Because people here have too many similarity with those in feudal society.
Parents try to control kids' diets, livestyles, studies, etc, and even dreams!
So I always wonder why people don't just open their minds a bit.
I hate the feeling that being forced by parents, relatives and anyone else as if they were nipping my neck and I couldn't breathe.
I sometimes dress myself like a goth, sometimes emo.
You can call me anything.
But I'm not anything.
I dress like something just because I feel like doing it, not because I want to become anything.
I hate to be stared at by randoms because of my dressing.
I know they judge me to be something[whatever they like] and I know I'm not anything they think I am at all.
I hate people that judge me from what I look like.
And I don't like people who care too much about appearance.
You know a good appearance doesn't make sense at all.
So I look down upon people who adore/like someone just because he/she looks good but anything else.
I don't have time to get on myspace every day as I have a lot of work to do.
So I sometimes reply messages/comments very late.
I hope that you can understand.
I usually reply messages/comments, except those always with the same boring questions or things.
I do regard people I know from myspace as friends and I believe that some of you will end up meeting me in person in the coming days.
Once I find that your a good person that I can talk to, I will talk about almost my everything to you, no differnce from a close friend.
And I believe myself to be a good listener.
So just talk to me freely, and share your happiness, sadness, anything is okay, with me!
But don't make me feel that you're boring.
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Do you believe that this band could save lives?
You could say anything but my answer is YES.
I confess that I used to think only a few special people's lives were actually saved by them and the rest, who said they did, faked.
But finally I realized that my life was actually saved by them, too.
I could say that I probably had died without them.
When I felt hopeless about myself and when my dream was completely broken, it was them that gave me hope.
After seeing their concert in January 29th, 2008, I really changed a lot.
I got to know what I really wanted after that.
You know everyone needs a dream, or a goal.
They gave me this goal, so I wouldn't live blindly.
Believe me, this band is great, if you put down all the prejudices.