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My Thoughts..History in the making IM FINALLY A MOMMY AND IM SO HAPPY !
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i ADORE you. AND your fucking PITAFULLself. AND your fucking MINDGAMES. AND how you fucking make me THINK TWICE before i talk TO ANY OTHER GUY NOW. AND im sorry for looking like SUCH A FUCKING FOOL FOR YOU. AND how i completely reject reality JUST FOR YOU. i just completely ADORE how no matter how bad you make me feel, you know to pick me up, and make me feel alright again. here we go round two. pick up the mess you made.
"when he needs her. he'll call on her because she's that one good girl who would do anything in the world for him. and she'll do what she does best ; listens to every word he says."
"the world seems to be made up of money and sex. i want so much more. happiness,caring, and love." - SuperModel Gia
"lETS JUST DRiNK T0 GET DRUNK & TEll EAC0THER EVERYTHiNG, F0R A DRUNK MiND SPEAKS A S0BER HEART. THEN WE CAN G0 0N PRETENDiNG liKE N0THiNG DiD HAPPEN BECAUSE THE TRUTH iS i NEVER FAlLEN S0 HARD & i D0NT THiNK i C0UlD DEAl WiTH THE TH0UGHT 0F REJECTi0N. S0 lETS JUST G0 0N BlAMiNG THE SH0TS 0F V0DKA 0N 0UR DRUNKEN MiNDS AND liVE 2NiGHT liKE iT WAS 0UR lAST"
..♥I will be forever with him, hes my life , heart and soul, and my reason♥
THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE ARE WORTH WAITING FOR
THINGS I LOVE
♥i love love
♥cheetos
♥cereal
♥lipgloss
♥shopping
♥victoria secret
♥ people who are genuine no matter what
♥laughing
♥bubble wrap
♥my family
♥my friends
♥hope
♥love at first sight
♥movies
♥dancing
♥rain
♥sarcasmn
♥hearts
♥flowers
♥candy
♥vanilla
♥candles
♥good smells
♥the smell of pine trees
♥ apple cider
♥halloween
♥Christmas
♥singing
♥acting crazy and stupid
♥reading
♥being a kid at heart
♥children
♥life itself
♥making others happy
♥acting stupid to make others laugh
♥learning
♥sunsets
♥music
I L O V E SHOPPING AND FASHION
THINGS I HATE
♥LIARS
♥people who are mean just to be mean
♥ people who dont value the important people in thier lives
♥ people who dont tell the ones they love that they love them
♥ people who have good parents and dont treat them well
♥ people who dont appriciate the small things
♥ depressing unhappy people u cant please
♥ people that complain about EVERYTHING
♥ bad drivers lmao lets face it i should be the only one allowed on the road
♥ people who dont take care of thier children
♥ the president lol
♥ bitches and assholes kindly fuck off thanks much
♥ i hate girls that think thier the shit and guys who think they own girls
♥ True beauty lies within ♥
♥Perfection is actually a misperfection that most people proceed to accept as the best♥
♥IF YOU WANT PERFECTION GO BUY A FUCKING BARBIE DOLL♥
♥ About Me ♥ im an outgoing , sometimes loud, can be blunt person, but very fun , I can be pertentious, but always know how to make others laugh, i love my friends, love, and family more than life itself, i dont like when others hurt the ones i love normally im the nicest person but u mess with them, then we have a problem. I will do whatever and anything i can to make those i love the happiest they can be. when i see a smile on someones face i feel accomplished, i abslutely hate liars and people who are mean, girls can be bitches and guys can be asses but who cant we all have our moments, i hate guys who think woman are thier property and i hate girls who take advantage of thier men. I adore people who love life, and appreciate the small things, and i tend to be a people pleaser which has caused alot of drama in my ife, but im learning slowly how to somewhat hold back on that . I have great brothers and a sister which i love to pieces lil brother joe is in navy and is getting married next year, my other lil bro is about to go to college and wants to play football and all my other lil bros are little lol , and my sister is one of the most beautiful persons on this earth. i also have two brothers in florida i havent seen in so many years hopefully that will change soon miss ya guys

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♥ MORE THINGS I ABOUT ME ♥
♥ i dance around in my underwear sometimes

♥ everyone knows it i can be a big dork

♥ i absolutely am a hopeless romantic

♥ i want to kiss under the stars

♥ i love to jump on trampolines

♥ even though i was born in december im such a water baby i cant get enough of the beach

♥ i really do want world peace

♥ iabsolutely adore kids and cant wait to have some of my own someday

♥ i cry almost everyday

♥ i smile constantly even when im alone

♥ i sometimes brush my teeth while taking a shower

♥ i think honesty really is the best policy

♥ so who like politics anyways...i dont lol

♥ i actually miss doing pageants every once ina while lol

♥ everyone that has been in my life will always be in my heart

♥ i love to run around in the rain

♥ i truly am a big kid at heart

♥ i believe everything happens for a reason

♥ i love lilies

♥ i absolutely hate gold jewerly, i only like silver

♥ who killed kenny from south park really was the stupidest line ever to be be created lol

♥ i am one of the most expressive and sensitive persons you will ever meet, i really believe that

Music:

music is my SOUL ♥♥♥

Movies:

movies, i adore, im a movie buff i love to just sit at home and curl up under a blanket and watch one , i love all types ill usually only watch a scary one when i have someone to cuddle up to cause im a baby and get scared easily lol

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PREGNANT WOMAN ARE BEAUTIFUL , THEY CARRY A NEW LIFE, NEW HOPE NEW LEADERSHIP, THEY CARRY THE NEXT DR. THAT WILL SAVE A LIFE, THE NEXT LEADER WHO WILL LEAD ACTIVIST TO PROCLAIM A NEW LAW, THE NEXT TEACHER WHO WILL PAVE A NEW PATH, A NEW FUTURE MOMMY TO BE

Television:

i dont have much time to watch tv, but i love reality tv

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My Blog

my everchanging life

so its funny how life changes last year i would have never expected to be where i am today.  I have an amazing beautiful baby girl that i wouldnt trade for planet earth itself.  I have lost ...
Posted by Shes here!!! on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 12:10:00 PST

A letter to my x well the one who fucked me up the most

you know in life, you occur certain people that make you sick and so angry just thinking of them.  You begin to heal and let it go and think well you know what fuck them , thier stuipd , you lear...
Posted by Shes here!!! on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 04:42:00 PST

I have learned

I've learned when you grow away from your friends you always find yourself hanging on to the one time you can remember you were all happy. In high school there is never just one romance. You will alwa...
Posted by Shes here!!! on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 07:21:00 PST

cookies and milk

ok so today crazy  hectic , gotta make phone calls , called obgyn need more prenatal vitamins, called my caseworker for my insurance but didnt get far on that still need to find more paperwork ca...
Posted by Shes here!!! on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 04:14:00 PST

baby names~

sooo of course we have been talking about it and figured out what names we want, if we have a girl her name will be Bella Anne if we have a boy his name will be   Ethan joshua     :) c...
Posted by Shes here!!! on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 12:32:00 PST

stupid people in the past

its wierd, i was reading old comments that i wrote to old friend and new friends and i came upon a few from way earlier in this year and i had to laugh at what was said mainly about my fiance josh , i...
Posted by Shes here!!! on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 06:38:00 PST

my first prenatal appointment

hey everyone i just got back from my appointment all went well, did alot of stuff , but all good so far i have a ultrasound scheduled in early janurary, im so excited to be able to hear the heartbeat!...
Posted by Shes here!!! on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 12:01:00 PST

JOSH PROPOSED IM ENGAGED

SO IM SUPER EXCITED MY LIFE IS ON A HIGH RIGHT NOW NOT ONLY DID I JUST FIND OUT IM PREGNANT, JOSH JUST PROPOSED AND NOW WERE ENGAGED IM SO HAPPY ...
Posted by Shes here!!! on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 03:11:00 PST

im gonna be a mommy!

sooo my bday was on tuesday and i got the best gift ever, i found out i was pregnant, im really excited but nervous at the same time i have my first pre natal appointment next week and of course ill k...
Posted by Shes here!!! on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 04:32:00 PST

.........my story

Help, I have done it againI have been here many times beforeHurt myself again todayAnd, the worst part is there's no-one else to blameBe my friendHold me, wrap me upUnfold meI am smalland needyWarm me...
Posted by Shes here!!! on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 09:18:00 PST