Fu*k a dream, this reality is real,
I..m giving up on "happy" and I..m forgetting how to feel.My heart is broken and my soul is bruised.
Once again I gave, now again I play a fool.I let myself fall, now i..m laying on the ground.
Wishing I had someone, but no one is around.My Dream was to be happy, be that loving supporting Queen.
But life is so cruel and the world is so mean.So I..ll build up my wall and protect my heart.
That..s the mistake i made before, what i should..ve done from start.I tried to be different from the person that i..d been.
Be positive and uplifting and let somebody in.But that was a joke and only made a mess.
Brought a whole lot of heartache,
caused a whole lot of stress.So Fu*k a dream. Hearts flowers and all that sh*t.
My reality is real and it hurts like a B*tch!!Contact Me.
AiM - imalad33
Written with a pen sealed with a kiss, If you are my friend tell me this: are we friends or are we not?
You told me once but I forgot. So tell me now tell me true.
So I can say"I'm here for you," of all the friends I've ever had,your the one I wont forget, and if I die be for you do, I'll go to heaven and wait for you. I'll give the angels back their wings and risk the loss of everything. There isn't a thing I wouldn't do to have a friend just like you.Hey you can also hit your girl up on my yahoo messanger@ mz_sistaC
[email protected] BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE
The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly! - A Survey of Your Life
* So Basically... *
Name?: Candace
Age?: 20
Sex?: female
Birth Date?: 04/28/86
Hair Color?: brown
Eye Color?: brown
Height?: 5'4
Weight?: 120lb
Body Type?: small
Piercings?: belly and ears
Tattoos?: one on my back
What are you wearing right now?: ha ha guess
Hair style at the moment?: poney tail
* Favorites *
Soda?: grape
Food?: soul food
Drink?: Chardannay
Alcoholic Drink?: long island
Time of day?: night owel
Season?: christmas
Day of the week?: friday
Song at the moment?: mirror by Ne-yo
Band/Artist?: R-Kelly
Book?: any type of novels
Subject in school?: math
Place in the USA?: chicago
Place outside the USA?: France
Color?: creme and purple
Style of clothes?: I dunno whatever i look good in
Store?: Head 2 Toe
Mall?: Fairlane
City?: Ypsilanti
Website?: [email protected]
Magazine?: Ebony
Kind of pet?: Pit
* Worst *
Place to be?: wrong place @ the wrong time
Class in school?: ROTC
Time of dayr?: morning
Season?: fall
Kind of pet?: I hate snakes!!!!
Drink?: 1800 is nasty
Food?: I hate peas
Mall?: Oakland mall is boring
Store?: I don't like AJ wright
Style of clothes?: clothes that look big on me
Celebrity?: P Diddy
Color?: pink
Book?: gone with the wind
Type of music?: punk,rock,pop
Website?: stupid ones
Magazine?: cartoon magazines
* Daily Life *
When do you get up?: at like 10:00
What is your first thought?: food
What do you do first?: get in the shower
What's your usual outfit?: some sweats
What's the first class of the day?: dunno
When does school end?: dunno
Do you see your friends?: all the time
What do you do when you get home?: take a nap
What time do you go to bed?: like 2:00
* Do you...*:
Brush your teeth daily?: 3 times a day
Brush your hair daily?: yes
Shower daily?: yes
Sing?: in the shower yea
Dance?: oh yea
Party?: some times
Get drunk?: not really
Have sex?: duh!
Read books?: all the time
Listening to music a lot?: maybe more than I should
Read magazines?: not really
Go online a lot?: yes
Stay on AIM all day even with an away message?: no
Have a religion?: christian
Have an IPod?: no
Want an IPod?: not really
Have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend?: nope
Play an instrument?: nope
Get sick a lot?: nope
Watch TV?: yes
Like MTV?: love it
Like VH1?: a lil
Like the History Channel?: a lil
Have Digital Cable?: nope
Have more than 500 channels on your TV?: nope
Listen to the radio?: yes
Still use your CD player?: yes
Stalk people?: hell naw
Have more than 200 buddies on your Buddy List?: I dunno
Have dial-up internet?: nope
Have AOL?: yea
Know HTML?: no
Have a GPA higher than 3.9?: I wish
Get H's in honors classes?: no
* Music *
Do you listen to Rap?: yea
R & B?: yea
Blues and/or Jazz?: jazz
Classical?: no
Pop?: no
Country?: no
Emo/Scremo?: no
Heavy Metal?: no
Christian?: no
Techno?: no
Reggae?: yea
Broadway Musical songs?: no
Oldies?: all the time
* In A Boyfriend/Girlfriend *
Hair color?: brown or black
Eye color?: does not matter
Tattoos?: hey he can have them all over
Piercings?: maybe the ears
Favorite Music?: R&B
Style of clothing?: latest gear
Body Type?: someone that makes me feel good
Personality or Looks?: cute,nice looking
Would you go out with someone just for their money?: I could not do that
Do you go on "Pity Dates"?: I have
Does size matter?: no just as long as you know what to do
Do they have to be popular?: no not at all
Does the guy ask the girl or the other way around?: who ever speaks first
Where do you go on the first date?: out to eat
Kiss on the first date?: maybe on the cheek
Sex on the first date?: no
* Right Now *
Do you think you look good right now?: all the time
Are you eating something?: nope
Are you drinking something?: nope
Are you IMing anyone?: nope
Are you talking on the phone with someone?: nope
Are you talking face to face with someone?: nope
Is anyone at your house who doesn't live there?: nope
What song are you listening to?: Im not
What are you watching on TV?: nothing
What other websites do you have open?: face book
Why are you taking this survey?:
Where are you going to post it?:
What are you going to do after this?:
* What do you Believe? *
Do you believe in ghosts?:
The afterlife?:
Aliens?:
God?:
The devil?:
Heaven?:
Hell?:
Scientology?:
Hinduism?:
Buddhism?:
Christianity?:
Taoism?:
Judism?:
Jesus?:
Nothing?:
Reincarnation?:
Yourself?:
* Randoms *
Have you been on an airplane before?:
Where were you going?:
Have you been to another country?:
Have you ever went to another country with your friends?:
Have you ever partied in another country?:
Have you ever went on a roadtrip with your friends?:
Ever stayed online more than 10 hours straight?:
Pretended to like someone just to get popular?:
Talked about someone behind their back?:
Had someone talk about you behind your back?:
Been in a fight online?:
Been in a fight face to face?:
Gotten yourself involved in a fight that wasn't about you?:
Been called a bitch?:
Been called a slut/whore?:
Been to Australia?:
Do you like snakes?:
Ever cried to get your own way?:
Ever broken a bone?:
Ever had to stay in the hospital for more than a week?:
Ever had serious surgery?:
Ever looked a porn online?:
Ever went to one of those "adult" stores?:
Ever bought clothes at Walmart?:
Ever gotten clothes from the Salvation Army?:
Ever paid more than 100 dollars for a pair of jeans?:
Ever been on stage for any reason?:
Ever been in a play?:
Ever been in a choir?:
Ever been in a band?:
Do you play, or used to play, an instrument?:
Gotten a Brazilian Bikini Wax?:
Waxed your eyebrows?:
Waxed your legs?:
Cut yourself shaving?:
Have you ever died?:
Was this survey an good at all?:
What time is it right now?:
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