Giving up |
I give up. Things will never get any better. I will never get any better. I hate my life...i hate me. And as i lay here i know that i never want to get up. Why cant i just die in my sleep? I gue...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Nov 2008 06:35:00 GMT |
it's not your fault |
i wish i had someone to blame
but there is only myself.
not like there IS anyone else...
i have no one.
i let myself get like this
i don't try and stop me
how would i?
why should i?
if i could...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Nov 2008 02:03:00 GMT |
new beginnings |
i feel best when i'm having my periods of lucidity. my manic times. everything is so clear, my past, my present and my future. and that time is now. i'll try to take advantage ...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 19:15:00 GMT |
<no subject, same subject> |
love and hate. opposites. one cannot exist without the other.
i heard somewhere once that you could not hate someone unless you loved them...one cannot exist without the other....
Posted by on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 11:35:00 GMT |
being there for someone when they need it |
it’s funny. (why do i always start these things off like this when i’ve been doing a lot of thinking? hmm.)
i know i always appreciate when i have someone to talk to when i&rsq...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 11:43:00 GMT |
scars |
losing control...
lashing out...
hurting...
wounding...
wondering...
was it ever worth it?
is it ever worth it?
the pain!
the sorrow !
the joy!
tomorrow comes.
will it hold the promise of better times...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 10:36:00 GMT |
yet another crappy poem... |
the battle
my head
(so logical)
tells me what is right
(but i don’t listen)
tells me what i need
(not what i want)
tells me what is true
(but it must be a lie)
tells me to make decisions...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 00:14:00 GMT |
the easter bunny! |
well, i wish i still believed in him...
up until a couple of years ago, i would always ask my mom to make sure she set up an easter egg hunt for me...not that anyone else was interested. and i w...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 10:23:00 GMT |
uh-oh...deja vu? |
(note: if you are looking for the blog i told you to go read, go down one. this is not it...this is a whiney, miserable thing where i get all insecure and shit. but, sure. you ...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 16:12:00 GMT |
a thoughtful moment... |
i have often wondered, since i aquired my new guinea pigs, kirby and dyson, why it is that their poop looks like rabbit food.
and oddly enough, i must also ponder why it is that i remember my brother'...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 16:07:00 GMT |
