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My favorite time of year is Spring...the new life it brings never ceases to amaze me

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First of all I am Danny, Rachelle, Zach, Caleb and Isaac's mom. I am Jared's grandma. The two oldest kids, Danny and Rachelle are not my birth children , but are still mine. Danny and I have always had an awesome relationship....he is definitely mine!!!! He stole my heart at the age of 10. Danny recently saw no other way out of the pain he had and felt compelled to take his own life....what a terrible hole he has left in our hearts and lives...PEOPLE...PLEASE...when a friend, relative, classmate expresses pain that appears to be troubling....pay attention and get them some help, we were active in Danny's life, he got help and even with all of the support he had here at home... he still did the unthinkable and destroyed himself as well as a part of us, the pain and sorrow, there are no words to express the helpless and "crappy" feelings those left behind go through...we are all still in different grieving stages and will be for some time....he was a wonderful, fun-loving smiling person on the outside but, evidently was not that same person on the inside....a note of comfort however is that Danny was saved at the age of 12 and for that we are all very happy because we will again see him one day...however, the thoughts and dreams we had for the future with him are now just that..."unfulfilled hopes"....if you're down and out and feel like no one else could understand or has ever felt "this way"....look around, cry out, find help....the pain you leave for those who love you is nothing you would ever want anyone to go through....SUICIDE is a PERMANENT fix for a TEMPORARY problem......at the age of 27 you left this world 'went on ahead of us to wait. I miss you son!!!!

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Rachelle and I have been through alot together and she too is mine!!!! Rachelle recently graduated from RN school and passed her boards..alotta hard work and sleepless nights payed off she is an official RN....great job hon!!! She and Jared will have a very comfortable life and be very self sufficient now because she sacraficed "time" with her family but in the long run it was well worth it.The three younger boys are Zach, Caleb and Isaac. All three in high school now, they are starting to get more expensive and less cooperative....on the go constantly as they "grow and go". They have been my life from the days they were born and will continue to be for the rest of my days. All are unique. I wouldn't trade them for the world...they are my little hellions and my angels.....

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