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About Me

im a pretty fucking amazing person, when i feel amazing, which i seem to be feeling alot lately!! im crazy in love with the most amazing guy! our relationship is super awesome and its exactly what i've been waiting my whole life for. im a fantastic Super Mom! i need attention from my loved ones, and i get deeply depressed if im not feeling the love. i HATE shopping, mainly cause im not a size 2 anymore. i love being out, but rarely get the chance. i love my daughter more than anything, she is by far the coolest kid ever! way cooler than your kid or future kid will ever be. in fact she just vomitted on the floor while i was typing this and laughed about it! she said she puked like chewy cat haha! i just recently found out that i love coffee! ah! the wonder of caffeine! i HATE HATE HATE mornings, there is nothing fun about waking up in the morning AT ALL! its pretty much impossible for me, but im getting used to it now that Liv and i are both in SCHOOL!!! i hate stepping in wet spots with socks on, especially if i just put on a fresh pair. i love saying YIKES! I WISH I WAS A ROCK STAR! I hate cooking, but i do it cause i have to. I LOVE DANCING, i used to be a go-go dancer, and i got paid for it! im a huge DORK, and i usually love being a dork, unless im around my sister cause i embarrass her, and then feel bad. Charles is my baby-daddy and he pretty much hates me, alot. I wish we could just get along and be awesome friends....hmm, maybe one day?? Otherwise, im a very Lucky girl! i just have to remind myself often of this! thats just the kind of person i am..... :) talk to me! STARGLITZ8 on AIM.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

hard to say really..........

My Blog

yes holland im gay.....jerk.

You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love. Henry Drummond
Posted by on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 21:29:00 GMT

the subject, is subject.

Believe me if all those endearing young charms,Which I gaze on so fondly today,Were to change by tomorrow and fleet in my arms,Like fairy gifts fading away!Thou wouldst still be adored, as this moment...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 15:13:00 GMT

cant take it!

im so aggrevated. most of my nights for the past 4 years have been spent sleeping next to chuck. chuck is the sloppiest sleeper EVER! ive taught myself to tolerate the nightly elbow to the face, havin...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 06:09:00 GMT

its official!

Olivia Renee is finally potty trained!!!!!!! mark this day! its an amazing day!
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 21:49:00 GMT

pregnant.......

i really thought i was this time. there was no doubt in my mind. i was on a cloud thinking about being pregnant again! i guess its just not the right time for us yet. i mean fuck, we've only been tryi...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 10:51:00 GMT

feeling good

im feeling so good right now! it really feels amazing to feel this way! sometimes i think its easier to just be miserable and down on yourself, does that make sense? im not sure how long its gonna las...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 17:34:00 GMT

the meaning of life..............

i completely believe is self - fulfillment. can you fulfill yourself and add true meaning to your life without being selfish? and if so, why isn't it easier to be selfish? it seems as though everytime...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 06:54:00 GMT

ummm??

why cant i ever just keep my thoughts to myself?? i always have to tell people EVERYTHING i am thinking. my thoughts and feelings about people and things have been getting me in trouble. Fuck! the fac...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 17:14:00 GMT

this child is never gonna come out!!!

I want my body back! I'm sick of the stretch marks! I'm a friggin house! Is this kid ever gonna come out!?!?
Posted by on Mon, 23 May 2005 12:46:00 GMT

happy

i have never been so happy in all my life! it feels good to feel good, i should do it more often.
Posted by on Tue, 10 May 2005 19:08:00 GMT