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Steph

all my life i've fought hard for the things i have wanted, caught up in blindly believing the strong

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Love.. Its not something you decide to feel, It not like.. 'o hes cute, I'm gonna like him' Its just happens, one day you'll see him, you've probably seen him many times before but for some reason this time is different. theres something there, something that you never realized before. You can't take your eyes off him, and you start to get this feeling in the pit of your stomach. It doesnt hurt but its like a sinking feeling and suddenly you feel sick. But then again you'll like this feeilng, because the feeling you get once he leaves will be so much worse. It will be an indescribable pain, and you'll just feel empty inside. You'll begin to look for him where ever you go, start dreaming about him at night. Every love song that you hear will make you think of him. Suddenly it will be harder to talk to him, and you wont understand why your words arent coming out right. You'll start over-analyzing everything you say to him, you'll think that everything you say sounds stupid. But, what ever he says to you will be just perfect. you see him differently than everyone else, the room will light up whenever he walks in, and everything is always better when he's there.. You'll find him someday and the feeling will be amazing.. I just hope that it works out better for you than it did for me, I hope he finds you too
You keep your fingers crossed in hopes of someday catching that happiness you tried so hard to hold in your grasp. That's the thing about happiness , it is fleeting-- like that firefly you try to capture and no matter how many times you waver, try to clasp it in your hands-- it never wants to be kept. Keep one foot in front of the other and move along, becausesomeday that firefly will find its way to you
life is short -- kiss slowly, love deeply, and forgive quickly-forget the past, but remember what it taught you.
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Today is different.. i don't look at you the same. I don't look at you and say to myself 'i wish he'd love me' because this morning when i woke up it just clicked.. just like that. I realized that you can never love me.. you won't let yourself. But that's all on you, not me, it was ur decision, not mine. So when ur thinking 'i wish she'd love me' remember that day when u told me that we'd never be anything more than friends.....D.O.

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And ultimately, they find out everything: How you chew, how you sip, how you hum, how you dance. How you smell at every point in the day, how you are on the phone with your mother, the fact that many ...
Posted by Steph on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 08:28:00 PST