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About Me


It's always darkiest befor the dawn... But don't worry the dawn is upon us..
... Hello.. I am Stephan I am a single father of a handsome young man named Tristan. I love him with all my heart and want nothing else but for him to grow up and have a great child hood. I have a few pep peeves, When people say they are going to do something than don't UGGHH I HATE THAT.. Or when people have those things where they approve or not approve comments. That is very irritating.
My family is my life anymore. They mean more to me than anything on this planet. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have them. It is really hard doing this daddy thing but I couldn't imagine it without them. They are my sunshine.
My life sometimes can be gloomy but I am trying to make the best of the situation I have and the time I have. Everyday is a battle but I seem to be winning it anymore to tell you the truth. I have my beautiful home and my great family to surround me in heaven on earth...
I like to eat food, For a while I didn't but I LOVE FOOD. I love all kinds of food.. Will try anything but some sea food. I love Mexican food, middle eastern, Thai, Chinese... You name it I will love it.. I think Whitney has a hole food style of her own and I miss it dearly.
If you would like to be my friend first and foremost BE REAL and BE YOURSELF.. I can't stand fake people.. I don't like whiggers or people who try to act gangsta when they grew up in holly, linden, fenton, or this general area.. If you hung out in the "hood" for a minute cool, But that does not make you gangsta. Also I like people who can always ALWAYS have fun, if it is just watching movies or playing video games.. Its a fun time no matter what around me.. I like to drink a lil from time to time.. But not much since I got the wee one around.
"Sometimes you don't know what you have till its gone.. When its gone that when you know it was meant to be.. and Fight kick and scream... But if that person doesn't come back its not what you are losing... Its what they are losing..."
~Quote from Stephan Fay
I know I have my heros thing in that left column. But honestly I need to talk about two of mine.. My aunt and Grandpa, are probably the most perfect human beings to be alive on this earth.. I love them both so much. I swear the summers I have spent at my Aunt Linda's I will never forget.. The talks she has giving me kept me going when I didnt want to.. She is just the best person I know.. My Grandpa is everything to me, I know he STILL spoils me but I know its for a good cause. He has kept anything I ever gave or made for him. He has a duct tape wrestling belt I did for him when I was 10 or 11 maybe a lil older lol, But He is great.. I love him and he is the glue in my family..

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I close my eyes
Only for a moment, then the momen't gone
All my dreams
Pass before my eyes, a curiosity
Dust in the wind
All they are is dust in the wind Same old song
Just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do Crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see
Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind, ohh Now, don't hang on
Nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away
And all your money won't another minute buy
Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind Dust in the wind
Everything is dust in the wind
Everything is dust in the wind
The wind
My best friend who I never wanted to see go before my. I don't want to remember the bad just the good. Just hearing her laugh in my head is what is keeping me going.. Katie I love you and will see you again..

My Blog

Forgotten Dreams

lol this is not another poem. Just thoughts of things forgotten. I remember when I just looked forward to thenext 5 years. When in reality I don't anymore. I fear te next 5 years, I got comfortable wh...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Dec 2009 23:36:00 GMT

Walking Away.

Walking away,Doing what I said I would never do.Doesn't matter to me or you.In the end you will say who.Broke my heart just for fun.Even the heart of our son.Sometimes I thought I would never say.The ...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Dec 2009 19:39:00 GMT

Life is

Life is a hour glass,You never know how long it will last.Your life has no expiration date,Only you decide you true fat.Sometimes life is that same old song,It feels like it won't be long.Doesn't matt...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Dec 2009 13:50:00 GMT

True Hearts Want

True Hearts WantI always listened to my true hearts want.Even when the truth proves it self time after time.Maybe if I walked that straight line.Even when I say I am just fine.My heart is just a token...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Dec 2009 10:14:00 GMT

Sitting Here

Sitting HereI am sitting here what does that mean to you.I thought it would mean more to you too.I seem to make the same mistake.Even when all the time seems to take.You break my heart everytime.Maybe...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Dec 2009 00:44:00 GMT

This is our Anthem

Ready When You Are Are you having trouble keeping up? Seeing this thing through I want to know who you're running from Me or you? You're too confused to open up Feel the way I do I want to know who yo...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Sep 2009 10:04:00 GMT

brick wall... that I call life

Sometimes you get to a point that defines you and your life. I have hit a part of my life where I can't budge anything. my heart has been broken so bad I can't even stand it. I have hit that brick wa...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Sep 2009 02:05:00 GMT

This is the hard part..

I dont know whats going on anymore. I get blown off all the time not one text or phone call returned I dont know what to do. I put everything out there so did she, it all came out and it seems to be j...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Aug 2009 21:37:00 GMT

Honestly

I sit here everyday wanting you loving you.. Where are you??I sit here everyday thinking about you... Where are you??I sit here everyday remembering you... Where are you??I sit here everyday crying ov...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Aug 2009 00:57:00 GMT

Damn It Whitney Why did You show me this song

Just walk awayGather your thoughts for the second waveOf this argument on this epic changing dayIts crazy to think that an hour ago all things were greatBut we stand here both proud both wrong and rig...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Jul 2009 11:42:00 GMT