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Nothing perfect lasts forever... execpt in our memories!!

About Me

So Here it goes, I am beautiful, mostly to my self. I am sensitive to what others think, and usually base my opions of myself, on what others say or feel about me.I am a dreamer who never stops believeing that there is that special person waiting for me. I am a Person of faith but hardly am that person who puts my faith out there on my sleve. My heart is easily broken, thats why I never leave it open for anyone to crush it. I have friends who are beautiful, and friends who are smart, and have a lot of them with that combined. My two beautiful, smart children keep my head up and keep believing in tomorrow. I hate bein lied to, but its kinda expected when I am so super sensitive, no one wants to hurt my feelings.; I am a scorpio which means I get mad and jeallous easily, I am protective and get hurt by others but will rarely show it. I am a very sexual person, but will try to keep that hidden, most of the time!! I love the people whom have blessed me with their presence, either for a short time or the small few who are still here!!I love ya!!! and well there really isn't much to this girl right now, I might just suprise the hell out of all you!! expecially those who never thought I could do anything on my own!!!

My Blog

"THE OLD WOMAN"

Staring out the window an old woman sat wondering how they could leave her like that, in a cold dark place she knew was not her home.  Terified she would always be alone.As the nuse walked up to wheel...
Posted by on Mon, 25 May 2009 13:37:00 GMT

Just the way I feel

  "I love you"   she said  as she walked away from his hospital bed. he held out his arms and let out a cry, " Please don't leave , for if you do surely I will die" She turned to s...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Jan 2009 21:28:00 GMT

Just me

I have this feeling in my soul, one I've never had before. I can feel the blood rush through my veins, pumping my heart and hurting my brain. My body's numb it gets harder to move. what is this feelin...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 11:53:00 GMT

CANCER!!!

As most of you have read , I like to write Poems it's kinda my 'OUT' so If you don't like what I write don't read it!!! 'I don't what to say'. She said sitting there on the doctors bed. holding her ...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 21:15:00 GMT

I hope this will lift your spirits today, ...

My son   I met a man today standing in the pouring rain, His hair was ragged, His teeth were jagged, and his eyes full of pain. He shook my hand and said "hello" he was quite a gentle fellow. ...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 20:35:00 GMT

"NO MAN CAN COME AGAINST ME"

Dear Lord I pray for strength today, as the enemy kicks me where I lay. My heart gets broke with things they say and it brings me back to the way I felt yesterday. As the darkness rolls in and the ...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 09:40:00 GMT

WHAT GIRL HASNT FELT THIS WAY?

She sat alone in her quiet room holding his photo in her fingertips, wishing she could go back to their very last kiss.  As she sat there thinking of how it used to be , a  single tear rolle...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 10:04:00 GMT

YOUR GONNA LIKE THIS!!

..> HEHEEHEHEHEHEEHE!!!!!  I hope you like the new display name, anyway just thought I would change it just for a change.... ..>
Posted by on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 11:53:00 GMT

Karma will always kick you in the ass, If you let it!!!

Karma......... let me tell you a little story about what happened to me this weekend and you will understand!!!  Well it all started when I was at the bar with a few friends, drinking and well ya...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 22:00:00 GMT

When life gives you lemmons....

You know the saying "make lemonade" well this week's new saying is "When life gives you lemons squeeze them and hold'em like you own'em"
Posted by on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 15:26:00 GMT