Jesse Fountain.
There are some people in life that you can tell will be special from the ouset, I've been lucky enough to find such a person.
We have something amazing, something worth holding onto.
I think about him when I wake up and when I'm desperately trying to sleep, he makes life worth living and makes me smile more than I thought possible.
The time we've spent together have been unforgettable, to be quite honest I would be lost without him.
I've gone beyond 'inlove' with him, that might be impossible but he has made it possible. We have never argued, we're way too strong for that. He's who I want to spend the rest of my life with.
Meeting him has been the best thing thats ever happened to me and I'm grateful for everything he does for me.
I love waking up next to him in his bed & when he plays with my hair and scratches my back cause I make him do it ;D.
I know nothing can come between us, I won't let that happen.
He's everything I've ever wanted and I don't plan on letting him go.
I hope we can learn & grow together.
I seriously wouldn't change my life at the moment for the world. I've fallen ridiculously in love with you, Jesse Fountain.
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Becca Perry
i honestly don't know what i ever did to deserve a bestfriend like you.
Your the most amazing friend I could ever wish for, infact your so much more than my bestfriend, your my sister & I'm never going to leave you. I don't think I've ever been this close to anyone before and it fels amazing cause I know I've always got someone there when I need them.I actually couldn't live without you, if something bad happened to you I'd die!
the past year I have known you, you have been amazing. you've helped me out so much,you never fail to make me smile even when i'm in the shittiest mood ever and your the only person that really understands who i am. i can't begin to thank you enough.
I know I haven't exactly seen you alot, but the six weeks, babycakes party and bmth will be amazing. why? because i get to spend time with the bestest goddamn friend in the universe.
You mean a helluh lot to me hun and always will tbh. I don't care how far we live from eachother,you'll always be my bestfriend and you'll never ever be replaced. Thats a promise. I Love You So Fucking Much, Best Friends For Life!
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Others.
Natasha Mathers
We haven't know eachother that long but I fucking love you!
Our chats, raving and acting like complete nutters makes my day everytime we're together.
I feel that I can't tell you anything and you'll keep it quiet and your always helping me out which I'm thankful for.
I love our laughs and how we click so much together and slagging off the scene beggits ;D
I can't wait to make more memories with you, you do mean a helluh lot to me :')
I love you, rave buddies and best mates always
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Della Hards<3
Blimey,it's been 5/6 years and we are still so close!
You were my first ever friend at Crown Woods,I remember you and your deirdre barlow glasses,long curly hair and massive school bag xD
Don't worry,nothing compared to how bad I looked ;),aha then it was all about the long straight extensions,fake tan,tiny little bag that you could only fit a pen in it and short skirts ^.^
Btw,just kidding about the deirdre barlow glasses:P
Your the only person I love staying up til 6am chatting with.
We've had so many memories that I'll never forget,they still make me laugh just thinking about them. Like when I was crazy about your brother,when I went to steal one of your sweets and you pulled my leg while I was sitting on your mums massaging bed and it tipped upside down with me on it,the time you sprayed my face with fake tan and i looked like a paki..
Tbh there's too many too list.
You've helped me out so much in the last few years,i'd be nothing without you. Even though we don't talk that much anymore your still one of my best mates and it would kill me if something bad happened to you.
I love how we are the complete opposite of eachother but still get on like a house on fire tbh.
No one will ever know how much you mean to me. I can tell you anything,things I wouldn't tell anyone else and you wouldn't breathe a word.
I hope I see you more,I miss you like hell.
ily Dell Dell ^.^
My Family<3
Mum,she's bent over backwards for me so much since i was born,i wish i could show her just how thankful i am. even though i hate her at times shes amazing and i don't think people realise just how important mums are. we argue alot and it seems shes always the one apologising. i owe her all my being tbh. however much she might embarris me or scream at me for stupid things,i wouldn't have her any otehr way. i haven't exactly been the daughter she would have wanted me to be,i lie alot to her,i say things behind her that i know i shouldn't and i'm not actually that nice to her. i just wanted to be the perfect daughter but i seem to have failed in that department. i hope i do her proud cause the last thing i want is her to hate me more then she probably does. we've been through alot and i do love her,i couldn't have done it without her tbh.
Dad,my own personal cash machine.
nahh just kidding ^.^
even though him and my mum divorced years ago and i hardly see him i love him oo bits. i wish i could show him how much i love him. it's better with him and my mum being really good friends tbh. he's helped me and my mum out so much. when i was a kid i used to spend like everyweekend with him,it was the best times of my life tbh. hopefully my kids will have a dad like him,he's amazing.
Nick,my little brother. words can't explain how much i love this kid. we're soo close,probably more close then any other brother and sister and he's only two. he's the cutest thing on this earth,can be a little shit at times but i wouldn't swap him for the world. i'm amazed mama by mcr sends him to sleep and he likes all my music while the rest of my family can't stand it ^.^
i'm convinced he'll be a little emo/scene kid when he's older and i am going to do his hair like Sean Smith whether mum likes it or not ;)
Maddy,the sister from hell but i wouldn't have her any other way. we constantly argue and say stuff that we shouldnt to eachother but at the end of the day,we might not talk for the rest of it,but we do love eachother.
she has a habit of stealing my things without me knowing,acting a bit stuck up and just genuinly annoying me.
Mark,Even though you passed away before Maddy was born I still miss you,you didn't even get to see your own kid being born and I didn't even get to say goodbye. I seemed to be the only one visiting your grave and it's like everyone else has forgotten.
I know there isn't myspace up there and you can't read this but i miss you so much,you were like a second dad to me. i love you,i'd do anything to spend just one more day with you and let you tip me upside down like you always used to do. nothing has been the same without you,you stuck up for me so much,you gave me things that i wouldn't have even known about,you took me on my first holiday,you were the best,and now you gone and there's nothing i can do about it. Everytime i look at maddy i see you thats why i get so mad at her and whenever i look at that picture of us dancing in greece i start crying. i want you back and fred to leave tbh. i know that sounds horrible but i hate the guy and now he's my stepdad i'm fucked off with it all :/ but i hope i've made you proud and that your looking down on us,you were like my first actual bestfriend and i'll never forget you :)
And last but not least;
Shanice Hammond, Atefeh, Lola, Livvy Hinchelwood, Sam Carpanini, Rebecca Brooks, Tom Summers, Louise Law, Lauren Onasanya, Lauren Wilson, Katy, James Lockey, Jack Nilhil, Nags, Sean McKerrel, Alex Grubb, Elisha, Mikey Maynard, Anthony, Patrick, Maria, Micheal, Megan Goring, Matthew Rigby, George Geary.
some of us might not talk anymore but you'll never be forgotten tbh,sorry if i didn't mention anyone i should have you should know who you are by now.
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