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♥ Lithium Lullaby ♥

Throw it all away, ...I keep on screaming but there's really nothing left to say, so get away, I kee

About Me

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Contra Mundum
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Where to start. I suppose names work. I go by plenty. Alexandra, Lex, Lexandra, Alex, Sin. Pick one. I am the angry girl. Don't like it, stop reading. I don't want to hear about how I'm just trying to be tough. I am tough, when I need to be. I can also be very fragile.
People are convinced I hate the world. I say it hates me. I am very loyal to people I really care about. I am a very social misanthrope. I don't understand it either.
I don't have a problem hating someone. I am very capable of doing so, but also very capable of loving. I am a contradiction of myself. I hate girls. I hate boys. I'm a hypocrite. I hate being judged, but judge very easy.
I've been in love. I have thought I was in love and been wrong. I have been in lust. I have been infatuated. I love to comfort the disturb and disturb the comfortable. I am a makeup whore. My hair color changes as often as my moods.
Don't stab me in the back. I'll take that knife and murder you with it. I've been accused of rape. To put it nicely the bitch lied. I love gore. I think rape scenes are hot. I only lie when necessary. It's never necessary. My favorite colors are hot pink and black. My favorite numbers are 0 and 13.
There's nothing special about me.
I've been given the nickname "Boy in Disguise". Some interesting interpretations have come out of that. Let's just say I've always been one of the guys. I have a lot of guy friends, I have a hard time befriending girls. I've been a stripper, I've worked at city hall, restaurants, ice cream stores, furniture stores, bars, etc. My job doesn't make me who I am. Neither do my tattoos or piercings.
If you're looking at this page trying to judge my work ethic, you're in the wrong fucking place. I'm not looking for compliments, I'm not looking to be the "cool" girl by being the "angry chick" I am just me. You don't like it, I don't care. I'm still trying to like myself, I don't have time to worry if you like me or not.
I'm a movie junkie. A video game and comic book geek. I love to draw, and paint, but I've never liked my artwork. I love tattooing. Crazy people creep me out, and interest me at the same time. I love books. I have a ton of books, but I am very picky about what I want to learn. I love studying languages. I'm slightly OCD about my movies and music.
I think too much. I'm too serious for my own good. I've had a lot of stupid shit happen. Who hasn't? I have a hard time letting go of things. I'm very moody. I'm slightly mean. Ok, very mean.
People think I'm a little crazy. I think that's an understatement.
Any Questions?
The Perfect Date
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I don't understand the point of this but it's oddly intriguiging.
p>Look down on me, you will see a fool. Look up at me, you will see your lord. Look straight at me, you will see yourself.

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My Interests

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♥The Number 0
♥Mirrors
♥Theodor Bastard Animation
♥Music
♥Makeup
♥Hairdye
♥Blue eyes and dark hair
♥The feel of a warm body against you
♥Cold Steel
♥Maestro Rage
♥Horror Movies
♥Kitter Cats
♥Nom, Nom, Nom!
♥Tattoos
♥Fingernails Across my skin
♥Tempura Cheesecake
♥Vodka
♥Sushi
♥The color of Blood
♥Candles
♥Burning Oil
♥Tiger Lilies
♥Biting
♥Berries
♥13
♥Pleasure and Pain
♥Sewing
♥Dread falls
♥Vinyl and Lace
♥Kisses on my Palms
♥Fishnet and Silk
♥High Heels
♥Books
♥Satin Sheets
♥Ivy
♥Hot Pink and Black
♥Brass
♥Industrial
♥Peaches and Whipped Cream
♥Mosh Pits
♥Hammocks
♥Being a pervert
♥Rain
♥The moon
♥Willow Trees
♥Fog
♥Rust
♥The Feeling of Seduction
♥Demented Comics
♥The Human Body and how gorgeous it can look
♥Keys
♥Interesting Bottles
♥Antique Boxes
♥Mayo
♥H.P. Lovecraft
♥Antiqued Silver
♥Peacock Feathers
♥Zombies
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-Bugs
-Birds Chirping at 3 am
-Spiders
-Gold
-Grills, unless it's totally for joking purposes.
-Deserts (Go Figure)
-People who assume because a girl is comfortable with being sexual that she is a whore.
-When people say they care about you and don't mean it
-Tumbleweeds
-Juniper Bushes
-Hickies
-Orange
-Religos
-My real hair color
-Shoes
-Scions
-Clothes
-Girls

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I'd like to meet:

God and the Devil. I just want to know who's right.

Music:

..Too damn many to list...

Movies:

..Boondock Saints, The Number 23, Pan's Labrynth, Izo, Ichi the Killer, The Audition, August Underground, The Devil's Backbone, Irreversible, SAW, Equilibrium, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, The Prestige,BeetleJuice, Nightmare Before Christmas, City of Lost Children, Disturbia, Hellboy, Dagon, Dawn of the Dead, House of 1000 Corpses, and anything gory, twisted, or amazing. ..

Television:

..Don't watch too much TV...

Books:

..The Dark Tower Series, H.P. Lovecraft Books, The Zombie Survival Guide, World War Z, Piece of Cake, I'm Telling, Faerie Tale, Lord of the Dead, House of Leaves, Wormwood, Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, I Luv Halloween, Death Jr, Witchblade, The Darkness, Necronomicon, and...yeah..tons more. ..

Heroes:

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My Blog

Anyone?

Can someone explain it to me....anyone please...?...I can't say it enough...it's not that hard..it's really not..Maybe I'm the only one that thinks so...Back to square one again....
Posted by ♥ Lithium Lullaby ♥ on Fri, 31 Oct 2008 10:01:00 PST

The word dissapointment is an understatement..

You know..I can honestly say this has been the worst birthday ever. I got more happy birthdays from people I don't even know than from friends..that's the way it's been recently..Hell..even the amount...
Posted by ♥ Lithium Lullaby ♥ on Tue, 22 Jul 2008 10:07:00 PST

Frustration and Difficulty..

You know I've realized more and more as of late that I really do care a lot about the couple friends that I have..but they frustrate the shit out of me. It always seems like perhaps I'm a convenience....
Posted by ♥ Lithium Lullaby ♥ on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 08:10:00 PST

Taking up space.

Looking for the right time to make things wrong, I didn't slip up. I can't face another break, because breaks turn into cracks, and cracks turn into shattered pieces. You never get all of them back. U...
Posted by ♥ Lithium Lullaby ♥ on Tue, 20 May 2008 02:14:00 PST

Apparently some god hates me...

First Scott dies in our home...we all still miss the fuck out of him...then my cat dies...my poor darling...and in less than a week from the last cat, my new kitten dies. Someone ran a red light and w...
Posted by ♥ Lithium Lullaby ♥ on Tue, 13 May 2008 10:49:00 PST

The sound of Truth (AID)

Favorite song as of late....   We have all heard what we wanted to hear"Truth" that sounds right to our earsBut what wisdom is there within usTo live based on the feeling of our heartsHow many ti...
Posted by ♥ Lithium Lullaby ♥ on Mon, 12 May 2008 12:05:00 PST

For a lack of words (the things people can’t say)...

You know it pains me and sickens me to see that humans are completely incapable of doing the simplest things. Prime example: is it so hard to say one simple sentence to give someone peace of mind? Is ...
Posted by ♥ Lithium Lullaby ♥ on Sat, 10 May 2008 09:44:00 PST

Well...

Fuckin' forget it. Typical. Go figure. The author of this story needs to come up with a new ending. I'm getting tired of the same one.  
Posted by ♥ Lithium Lullaby ♥ on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 09:22:00 PST

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You know all I'm asking for this month is ONE FUCKING BREAK! And fuck you, Gino. I hope you break your fucking neck. Stupid greasy bastard.
Posted by ♥ Lithium Lullaby ♥ on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 03:59:00 PST

The good, the bad...and...fuck the bad..the good is amazing..

Expect the unexpected. That's what I've always been told. Well this has been quite unexpected. My smile can't even say how much. It feels good to just sigh away a worry in someone's arms...but when yo...
Posted by ♥ Lithium Lullaby ♥ on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 10:28:00 PST