when will i fucking learn my lesson? |
once again i royally screw myself over, and am miserable because of it. i went to military ball this evening, and i should've seen it coming, but i didnt. i walked in... and after a while someone ente... Posted by NAPALM.butterfly (has not been able to log on) on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 07:58:00 PST |
what else could go wrong? |
This week, by far has been the worst week of my life. monday evening: i found out a friend of mine was killed in a car wreck, friday afternoon: i break up w/ my b/f... saturday and sunday: my parents ... Posted by NAPALM.butterfly (has not been able to log on) on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 03:37:00 PST |
b/day |
as some of you know, my b/day is coming up very soon. its the 12th of february. i'll be 16 ^^. here's what's going on:
March 13th.. i'll possibly be going to the taste of chaos tour (featuring 30 seco... Posted by NAPALM.butterfly (has not been able to log on) on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 10:21:00 PST |
C.A.P |
so. im really in a great mood currently. i passed my Mitchell test, once i pass the PFT for the Mitchell, and finish the review board. i'll be a c/2d Lt! :D that and i got my certificate for commander... Posted by NAPALM.butterfly (has not been able to log on) on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 09:23:00 PST |
ok. so i want to go get hit by a car now. seriously |
I got into a fight w/ my stepmother yesterday, and now my dad hates me. i seroiously want to go jump in front of a car. It doesnt hurt so much when allison gets pissed at me, cause she's always pissed... Posted by NAPALM.butterfly (has not been able to log on) on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 08:21:00 PST |
twitchy... |
Ok, so it's been bugging the crap out of me... its driving me crazy. rofl. my pinky has been twitching for the past 3 days, off and on, its not done it in years. idk why either. rofl, stress? its kind... Posted by NAPALM.butterfly (has not been able to log on) on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 07:28:00 PST |
i want to scream. |
[RANT]oh my God!!!!! i cant fucking take it anymore! i want to fucking jump off of a bridge. My fucking stepmother is going to drive me insane. she makes me sick to my stomach. i want her to just fuck... Posted by NAPALM.butterfly (has not been able to log on) on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 02:38:00 PST |
Semper Fi? or flyin' high? |
So, to some, this may seem like a very stupid question and a very obvious answer to match it. However, I am having difficulties deciding. For quite a few years, I've kept my decision to commission in ... Posted by NAPALM.butterfly (has not been able to log on) on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 05:14:00 PST |
[not so] happy thanksgiving. |
ugh. i feel like the worst person on earth. i really do. i've been a complete bitch to everyone around me. i cant get anything right in friendships and a relationship im in. something is going wrong e... Posted by NAPALM.butterfly (has not been able to log on) on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 07:46:00 PST |
what if? |
Honestly... just one question.. what would you do if i died? Posted by NAPALM.butterfly (has not been able to log on) on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 07:09:00 PST |