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Charlene

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About Me

My name is Charlene, some people call me Charlena, Charlie, Charly, Lydia, or Emily, but you know who you are so please, everyone else, it is Charlene to you, lol, I am bad at keeping other peoples' names' straight so with nicknames given to me, I get confused about who I am, lol. I am as happy as I can be living with my mother in Rathdrum, Idaho. It is gorgeous here and even though some people are racist, sexist, and against certain religions, some people are good- like there are some good and bad people everywhere. Still, that has been a hard thing for me to deal with. I am very open-minded and meeting a lot of close-minded people really puts a damper on my overall look at the human race. I am pretty open-minded because I grew up in Novato, California. I miss all my friends from there but Idaho is where I am now, so I have to accept it, sigh. I have become estranged from my father who lives in Novato for about a 3 years now so it doesn't hold that "home" feel to it anymore but to know the streets and recognize the people in the stores and in the schools- it is a place I hold close to my heart. I have been pretty stressed lately and it makes me sick, sigh, so I haven't felt physically good for over a month now. I don't know how depressed I still am, if I am at all, but mentally I am a mess with what I want to do with myself and my current life. I just broke up with my boyfriend, the 3rd I have had in my life. I just have no luck in the romantic part of my life. I sure want luck there though. Different things like age, distance, leaving school, and moving have kept relationships from sprouting in my life or becoming more than short term. - aghhh I am lonely.(and horny, lol) I love animals, I have 4 cats, Holly is an Ocicat, Barry is a Maine Coon, Phillip is white and grey with a heart pattern on his side, and Miyu is my little black kitten, 4 dogs, Laddie is a Rough Collie (and at my dads, I miss you Lad), Penelope is a pug, Pakkun is my pug puppy boy, Goldie Hawn/the Pom is a pom-pekinese mix (mostly Pomeranian) and she is a pup too, and 3 ferrets, Silver is a grey and black mix whose back legs are paralyzed, Mr. Brown looks like a black footed ferret, and Ms. Snow is a white and grey mix with lovely black blue eyes. I am going to breed Penelope and Pakkun pretty soon. I want a coatamundi, silver foxes, a wolf-hybrid, another collie, Maine Coon, and Ocicat, and an exotic cat but I am going to wait a while until I get my own place and start college. I enjoy my pets company and cuddle with my kitties constantly and it isn't that they aren't enough, I just love cuddly creatures that I can give a good home to around me 24/7 so I want just want more of different breeds and exotics.(with the puppies and ferrets right now, there is no way I can handle anything more, even a fish on top of all this madness, so my plan for a small farm is put off into the future) Hehe, as you see, I really love animals! Anime is my other passion. I have become obsessed beyond belief. I go to conventions in Seattle, San Francisco, and San Jose and have an enormous collection of DVDs, figurines, plushies, manga, clothing, and other merchandise. It makes me feel more alive and the whole Japanese culture amazes me. I feel so at home in Japantown in San Francisco, it is just so wonderful. I was taking a Japanese language class and I hope to go over on a student exchange in college, go to college there, or teach English over there. I really love TV and movies, they make me feel good. I learn a lot from the lessons some teach and I go all over to find smaller theatres that play the selected releases. I could talk about the meanings of movies for hours and am there to think more than to be entertained. (Not that I don't like an entertaining movie) I also like the more artfully shot films and I love to share my finds with my friends. A lot of them don't see movies regularly and I love to discuss good films so I try to get them interested. I love to read, and have started reading suspense, mystery, and sci-fi books again. (I hadn't been reading any books for about 6 months) I read plenty of original adult fan fiction online and get a lot of joy out of it. Some of it is pretty sick stuff, but I love the freedom of expression and am very interested in the perversions of the human mind. I enjoy writing myself and hope to put some of my own fan fics up soon. Going along with the internet topic, I am really bad at getting back to people and keeping in contact with the phone, not to mention online because I take about 30 mins on average per e-mail I send to friends and with about 5 messages in my boxes that need to be responded to plus friends I have neglected to contact or call back I get swamped and avoid people at all costs. I am sorry everyone who I have done this to, because every time I read or hear from you, I am jumping up and down with a big smile on my face and my non-responsiveness may not give you that impression. I am seriously trying to work on this habit/fear of mine and also time-management skills on responding promptly and not being late to things so hopefully I shall improve in the next couple of months. Bare with me my friends. I am doing pretty well with myspace now though. I got my GED about 5 months ago now. I plan to go to college at some point in my future and now it is looking like Fall 2008 is when i will be starting. I have no clue as to what I want to study. I am interested in Biotech and Genetics, Architecture, Arts of all kind, psychology, criminology, writing, Japanese, script writing, directing, designing, engineering, animal care, and more, I just have no idea which to pick or what those fields are really like. I hope to do some internships and take some interesting community college classes to learn more about my career interests. Besides that, I am looking for a job to save up for college. I have never worked before so it is pretty difficult but I hope to find something soon. I get my driver's license in about a month if I pass the test and I am looking for a 60's-early 70's hearse to fix up as my car. I am also thinking about a Scion because an old hearse wouldnt be too reliable as my main car. I am going to be volunteering more because I enjoy it and it looks good on college applications. I plan on going on a road trip next summer and go through every state except Alaska and Hawaii(lol) as my farewell to high school and a hello to my new driving abilities and new life. I mapped it out but I have yet to find 3 companions who are able and willing to go along with me. Sleeping in the car, stopping at random relatives, seeing New York City, Chicago, New Orleans, Orlando, and more, what more is there to want?(The Hershey Factory, lol) I have figured we will each need about $1000 + extras such as plays and theme park tickets and 2 months of time. I know, I sound nuts, but I am serious so anyone interested in traveling with me (I need one guy for protection, lol) tell me. I want to plan as soon as I can so people don't make other plans. We could add an extra car if someone else can drive too. To see all of America? Come on people, it will be an experience we will never forget! I may have one friend interested for at least a road trip of some kind so i can't wait! But the big thing that is going on in my life is my Around the world trip! I will be gone for 9 months in New Zealand for 1 month, Australia for 2 months, Japan for 3, and all over Europe (trying to go to every country) for another 3. I am also planning to hit Orlando, Florida, New York, New York, and Chicago, Illinois along with visiting all my friends in Cali and Disneyland in LA. I was originally supposed to leave for this trip in September 2006, but now it is going to be pushed to either June, 2007 or September 2007. I changed my plans because I have more to stay for here, I am very behind on my trip plans, the house still needs to be fixed, and i dunno, it all was just a bit too fast. But I am going, don't worry about that, it is the next big step in my life and I am going!!! Well, enough of that, this is supposed to be about me, lol. Well it is, I have a constant urge to hit the open road and I love meeting new people and experiencing new things and I want to finish up our country before I move to better ones, lol. Whew, that was a mouthful, sorry about that. That is some of me, but I am going to start blogging more and that should put a better idea in your head about the real Charlene. And there is Domo-kun!!!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF!
Name: Charlene Piper
Birthday: 3/16/1989
Birth Place: Novato, CA
Current Location: Rathdrum, ID
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: 5' 5.5"
Right or Left Handed: right handed
Your Heritage: Russian, German, Assyrian, English
The Shoes You Wore Today: My cute black rounded heels
Your Weakness: The male species, candy, desserts, and animals
Your Fears: Spiders, ants, and death
Your Perfect Pizza: extra cheese, stuffed crust, and olives
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get a job that pays over $9 an hour, take some college classes and get good grades in them, get in over 150 hours of community service, finish the house, keep in contact with my friends, go on a couple of short trips here and there, get my driver's license, get down to 110 pounds and 15% body fat, learn self defense, learn how to use a sewing machine, and finish the plans for my big trip and go on it.
Your Most Overused Phrase On Instant Messenger: lol (But I use it so much it isn't funny)
First Thought Waking Up: Leave me alone, I am soo tired, its so warm in here
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes, hair, or boobs (as i have been told), lol
Your Bedtime: 11AM lol, I just sleep when I am tired, my sleep schedule is sooo messed up
Your Most Missed Memory: Jesse, the feeling of home, and having family get togethers (even though they were really screwed up)
Pepsi or Coke: neither, I like Sprite or Orange soda if I have to pick from the soda category
MacDonalds or Burger King: Mc Donalds but it is soo bad for you, watch Supersize me, but still I do eat there once in a blue moon
Single or Group Dates: Single, but if I have been on a couple single dates already, I would love to go on a group date because they are fun if you are good friends with another couple.
Vanilla or Chocolate: both
Coffee or Cappuccino: neither, I like the Cremes at Starbucks though
Do You Smoke: No, not cigarettes
Do You Drink: Yes, when I am in a social situation where it is available
Do You Swear: Yes, I don't very often except for goddamnitt which since I don't believe in god I don't consider a swear word but i guess it is, when I am angry you'll hear a lot of swear words
Do You Sing: yeah, when I am alone, having fun, or being weird
Do You Play an Instrument: Yes, the piano, but I haven't in a while and need to start practicing again
Favorite Sports To Play: Golf I guess, even though I only play mini golf, I need to take some lessons and start playing on a real course. I like bowling if that is a sport. And tennis even though i am not very good at it.
Favorite Sport To Watch: Football, then area football, and then baseball.
Do You Shower Daily: Yes
Have You Been In Love: Yes
Are You Interested In Someone Right Now: One guy, who is interested in me too, but it is a bit complex so we will see what happens.
What Was Your Last Bf/Gf's Biggest Flaw: That he didn't communicate,be honest, and that he ignored me.
Do You Want to Go to College: Yes, i plan to go to college in the fall of 2008
Do You Want to Get Married: Yes, but I just want to find "the one" and if we stay in a committed relationship and don't marry, that is fine
Do You Want Any Kids (If So How Many): No, I don't want kids, unless my husband really wants one, I may consider it. plus to make a baby with the one you love sounds wonderful, the fact that i don't want a kid may change along the line.I would like a genetically engineered kid though.
Do You Get Along With Your Parents: I don't speak to my dad and haven't for over 3 years, my mom and I are very close but there is a lot from the past that still happens now that causes me to partly hate her
Do You Like Thunderstorms: Yes, I love them, I sure hope one comes soon
In the Past Month Have You...
Smoked Nope, I was asked to at the strip club a couple of times, but no, I don't want to try cigarettes, uck
Smoked Up: Smoked up? well I celebrated my first 4/20 so I think that is the answer to that
Eaten Sushi: Yes, mmmm I want more!!!
Eaten an Entire Box of Oreos: Nope, I haven't had an Oreo in over 5 years
Been with Someone: yes,wait, in what way? I dated someone.
Been Dumped: Nope, not exactly.
Gone on a Date: yes,a couple of them,they were a lot of fun.
Gone to the Mall: Yep, it was a lot of fun too, with jennie and our bfs.
Been on Stage: Nope
Gone Skinny Dipping: Damnit no, I want to go too, the lake is still pretty cold and there are no pools around, I am buying a hottub in the near future, lol
Missed Someone: Yeah, I miss a lot of people, even people I could see but I haven't or they haven't made any steps to see me
Stolen Anything: Nope, I never have and I never will
Have You Ever...
Been Drunk: Yes, a couple of times
Been Called a Tease: No, not as far as I know
Cheated: Nope, never have and never will, i think it is soo wrong. Why wouldn't you just break up with the person you were with and then go out with someone else, why would you hurt them so badly by cheating on them?
ShopLifted: Nope
Played Strip-Poker: Yes, so much fun, I want to play again, i love nudity
What Country Do You Want To Visit: Japan the most, then New Zealand, Austrailia, Ireland, England, and other places in Europe
What Do You Want To be When You Grow Up: A genetic engineer I think, but I still am deciding
How Do You Want To Die: I don't, I plan on living forever
Number of Things in Your Past You Regret: 5 big things
How Many CD's Do You Own: over 150, I just found a bunch of cds and bought a ton of anime soundtracks
How Many Piercings Do You Have: 2, one in each ear
In a Boy/Girl:
Eye Color: Any color, they just have to be soulful and not too dark that they end up looking empty and untrustworthy like horse's eyes, I also like bigger eyes just because eyes are a very important quality in any person because it shows their emotions
Hair Color: Any color really, I like dark hair a lot lately, but it totally depends on the guy, I have never liked a guy with natural red hair
Height: 5' 7" or taller (basically taller than me, same height would be ok, and i have liked one guy who was shorter than me)
Weight: Has to be a healthy weight, but the truth is I like skinny guys, I don't like a lot of muscle, I just like pale, skinny types, like a skater body
Piercings: I like them in a guy's ears, eye brows, or bottom lip
Tattoos: Fine with me I guess, if more than 10% of their body is tatooed, then no, I wouldn't like that, I prefer no tatoos, but one or two isn't that bad especially the symbol has a really important meaning to the guy
Best Feature: Eyes
First Feature to Notice: Well, eyes, but none of the looks matter unless I feel sexually attracted to them, pheromones and a symmetrical face is all that matters and makes you feel attraction, then of course personality and traits that remind you of other people that may turn you on or off to them right off the bat
Clothing Style: Anything is fine with me, just as long as they are clean and somewhat care about what they are wearing so they don't look like they walked out of the house in their pjs, I like nice shirts and pants on a guy, tight pants are sexy sometimes, but I would rather just see a guy naked, hehe
Important Trait: Pheromonal attraction or it is a no-go, honesty, won't sleep around unless we had that kind of open relationship, discussed it first, and he gets tested afterwards, fun, out-going, intellectual, open-mindedness, a pretty sexual being and is willing to take control because of my current stage in life I need that and want that because I just can't do the controlling, has enough money to pay for his half of the date and pay for me if it isn't too much of a burden on him (because I will pay my end but I don't have a source of income currently and it would be nice if the guy did), has a car because I don't at the moment, will appreciate me, loves animals, treats me like a lady, isn't afraid to show public affection, is open with me about everything, makes the first move, doesn't mind that I have a fear of phones that I would try to get over, has to like movies and ones that you have to think about, hopefully reads books, willing and happy to teach me about the things that interest him, wants to learn about my interests, doesn't just leave the conversation up to me to lead I want it to be equal input in the long run, isn't threatening or obsessive, makes me feel light and nervous before seeing them (butterflies in the stomach thing), is doing something with his life, lives around me, and more (I know some of those aren't exactly traits but I am just trying to get down what I want in a guy)
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My Interests

Drawing, Reading, TV, the internet, anime, my pets, cloneing, Japan, guys, Hentai, Manga, Fanfiction, movies, stuffies, and my friends.

I'd like to meet:

My true love (if I haven't met that person somewhere in my life all ready), the man who will discover how to live forever, Jesse (even though I have all ready met him and I just want to say thank you), I want to go back to 1970 and meet the cast of Harold and Maude and attack Harold aka Bud Cort in a frenzy of lust and obsession (I cannot stop watching the end of that movie, the past 4 nights I have watched it at least 20 times each before going to sleep- Trouble, oh trouble set me free), Now the stars that interest me: Hayden Christensen, Natalie Portman, Bill Murray, Ryan Gosling, Loudermilk (the band), the Tribe (the cast), and others.

Music:

Loudermilk, Cat Stevens, BOA, Dresden Dolls, Tenacious D, Nine inch Nails, The Pillows, Ad Astra Per Aspera, Modest Mouse, Gorillaz, Japanese Anime Soundtracks, Sparks, Depeche Mode, Petshop Boys, The Killers, Franz Ferdinand, Tears For Fears, Eminem, Outcast, Marylyn Manson, Incubus, Linkin Park, Enya, Nirvana, Jem, Tatu, Michael Crawford, Radiohead, Charlotte Church, Dido, 30 Seconds to Mars, Aphex Twins, Beethoven, The Goo goo Dolls, Jefferson Airplane, Journey, Queen, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Panic! at the disco, Seatbelts, Seu Jorge, Supertramp, System of Down, Chris Issac, Weird Al, Soundtracks for- Twin Peaks, Phantom of the Opera, Jesus Christ Superstar, Garden State, Pokemon (lol), Speed Racer, Austin Powers, and tons of others.

Movies:

I love Harold and Maude, Stay, Donnie Darko, Vanilla Sky, Crash, Sin City, Foxfire, Eyes Wide Shut, Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Island, Book of Love, Fear and Loathing in Los Vegas, Aeon Flux, The Chronicles of Narnia-cartoon, live action, and puppet live action mini-series, Tristan and Isolde, Happenstance, Memoirs of a Geisha, Last Holiday, Garden State, The United States of Leland, Battle Royal, Clockwork Orange, My Life Without Me, Hotel Rwanda, Life as a house, Meet Joe black, Boys and girls, Wonderful Days (Korean anime), Perfect Blue (anime), Studio Ghibli's animes, Forest Gump, Fight Club, City of Angels, Peter Pan (2003), Interview with a Vampire, American Beauty, The Trueman Show, Closer, Lord of the rings series-live action and cartoon, The Last Unicorn, The Carebear movies, The Lion King, Beauty and the Beast, Edward Scissorhands, Back to the Future Series, Jesus Christ Superstar ( I am not religious though), Phantom of the Opera, Best in Show, A Far off Place, Rent, Lost in Translation, Groundhogs Day, and countless others, I LOOVE MOVIES!

Television:

The Office, Project Runway, It's Always Sunnier in Philidelphia, Workout, The Loop, Despirate Housewives, Big Love, My Name is Earl, Grey's Anatomy, Without a Trace, One Tree Hill, The Medium, Higher Ground, Deal or no Deal, The Tribe, Degrassi, Robot Chicken, Tom goes to the Mayor, Lost, the Dead Zone, Being Eve, Everwood, CSI, Law and Order, Law and Order:SVU, Law and Order:CI, South Park, Judging Amy, Crossing Jordan, Dawson's Creek, ER, Life as we know it, Family Guy, The Simpsons, Daria, My So Called Life, MONK, Room Raiders, X-Play, Smallville, Japanese programming, The OC, a bunch of shows on the discovery channel and science channel, and others. Now Japanese anime TV shows- Trigun, Cowboy Bebop, Hibane Renmei, Paranoia Agent, Wolf's Rain, Ayashi No Ceres, Esca Flowne, Scrapped Princess, Vampire Princess Miyu, Lain, Azmanga Diaoh, Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien, Green Green, and countless others.

Books:

The Straw Men, The Upright Man, The Last Book in the Universe, Fire-Ice-Snow, Dead Girl, Dead Boys, Dead Things, manga series (many), Among the Hidden Series, Cut, Making the run, Places i never meant to be, Ecotopia, and others.

Heroes:

Jesse, Maurizio, the people from PHP, Amanda, Carrie, Carmen, and Jamie and this is because they have helped me through very hard times and have overcome a lot themselves. All creators of anime and Robin Williams. People who actually DO something with their lives because they are very special people, have over come a lot, or made a big impact in society "good" or "bad." All of those people I love and admire or the qualities I wrote I look up to people with them, but I am not sure if any are hero status. I don't really have a hero but if someone physically saves my life they are deemed my hero. So for future reference- ____ is my hero.

My Blog

Bullitin turned blog about finally on my way to California

So Sunday, the 15th or maybe i should say just to be safe monday, I will be on my way to Cal if for ni A. So I will be there early this week just to let anyone who cares know. It is going to be an in...
Posted by Charlene on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 04:54:00 PST

My Why I am not in Novato yet explaination Bullitin

So let me go into an explaination as to why i am not yet in Novato even though I am ready for the trip. First of all, on Monday of last week, the 18th, I was supposed to leave. I ended up feeling rea...
Posted by Charlene on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 08:12:00 PST

Internet back, Figure skating, film fest, funeral, what I've been up to

So, to start off with, I am going to post an old bullitin as a blog in a couple of days that i forgot to post before and it was written in December so it covered a little more of what I have been up ...
Posted by Charlene on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 07:13:00 PST

Loneliness, more about the kittens, Halloween and costumes

So my 17 and a half birthday came and went, 5 1/2 months now left until my 18th birthday. I can't believe it. Time is passing so weirdly. The kittens are a week old now and they are soo big and fluff...
Posted by Charlene on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 04:38:00 PST

Being Back in Idaho, kittens, my life as a Vampire

I am back in Idaho from my 2 and a half week long trip in Anaheim, California. I got back on September 9th. I basically spent a week and a half of my time back home sleeping, eating a little bit, thi...
Posted by Charlene on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 06:20:00 PST

I am back!

It has been 3 weeks and I am home! It bites, but I do like having my own computer to use freely and my nice bed and TV, plus my Fredericks of Hollywood order came in and that makes me happy. Plus my p...
Posted by Charlene on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 05:13:00 PST

My life lately, my thoughts

This is what has been going on with me the past couple of days. I was a hell of a lot more figured out, somewhat happy, and somewhat living my life just about a week ago and I had been on a good track...
Posted by Charlene on Thu, 18 May 2006 03:31:00 PST

No more therapy, Online predators/my misadventures with them, and I am not worthy of anything

I have been doing just great lately. *cough* sarcastic *cough* I am tired but I am going to write another really long blog again. I need to get some of this crap off my chest. So here goes- I kind of ...
Posted by Charlene on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 10:03:00 PST

I wrote this Sept 11th 2005, this hopefully will help you understand my "walk in the rain"title

Cold Soulmate   He comes in without a warning, Taking my heart and soul away with him when he leaves, He'll come back another day, It is a never ending cycle, Tapping on my window, A steady rhy...
Posted by Charlene on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 06:12:00 PST

A part of my life is being sick, a lot

So I am sick. I am soooo happy, NOT. That evil coughing I mentioned, only got 100 times worse, so much it has been hard to breath on and off. 102 degree temp most days. So, yeah, i may be coming on he...
Posted by Charlene on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 02:28:00 PST